you were chosen for the damned

I wanted to see two mid-forties dads kiss because middle-aged romance is rare, because the queer experience is blooming late, because love is fresh and beautiful and hopeful, because you don't have to know when you're 18 or 26 or 35. I wanted to see two wrinkled old men hold each other. I wanted found family to matter; I wanted people who aren't useful to the plot to matter. I wanted Dean to ask Cas to stay--to, for once, ask something for himself. I wanted Cas to be selfish and say yes, just this once. I wanted Dean to grow old. I wanted Dean to grow old. I wanted Dean to grow old.

Oooooh my lord

I got off that rack, God help me I got right off it, and I started ripping them apart. I lost count of how many souls. The things that I did to them. How I feel, this… inside me, I wish I couldn’t feel anything. I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing.

hey if anybody has recs for my long hurt!dean masterlist send them this way!!

i’ll pay someone a million dollars to be nice to dean winchester, please, he’s sad and tired and he tries very hard and he deserves it

sometimes still boggled by the fact that charlie couldn’t flirt with dude security guard because she’s gay, and so dean showed her how because he’s ???????

#[looks at smudged writing on hand] #bilingual (via apermanentsituation)