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genji shimada means the world to me hes been my fave since day 1

i also have always wanted an animation / comic of the fight between hanzo & genji. not the one where they meet again, but the first one. do you think genji fought back? or do you think hanzo got the jump on him? genji probably knew he could never win, not against hanzo, who, at the time, was definitely more skilled than genji. i dont think genji wouldve been able to hurt hanzo, anyway, not in any meaningful way, even if he had the skill to do so. but, theres also the concept that genji fought as hard as he could and hanzo STILL hurt him. still overpowered him, still mangled him beyond recognition. the humiliation of that would probably make the anger worse

genji and hanzo in a negative feedback loop. genji seeking to forgive hanzo, hanzo unable to forgive himself, genji unable to heal fully because of it. genji who has to convince the man who "murdered" him and changed the course of his life so drastically and traumatically to forgive himself for doing it. hanzo who "killed" his little brother (who he was never particularly close with, who he wanted to love but never quite could because genji didnt have the expectations from sojiro or the weight of the world on his shoulders) and who's little brother is now back and begging him to be A Brother Again

genji, angry and hurting and miserable, disappearing after the petras act (cassidy searches for him btw, but after a coded message tells him to back off, in no uncertain terms, he decides its better if they part ways) and being found by zenyatta, who is grieving in his own way. zenyatta seeing pieces of people he knows in genji (the anger, the disgust of Ramattra, of omnics who's grief has turned to rage) and deciding that he needs to help. that this is his way of continuing what mondatta started. genji fighting against it originally, being too blinded by anger and pain to even concieve of the notion that he can Heal. forming bonds he thought he'd never have again (familial, loving, warm, in ways that he never had with hanzo, in ways that he thinks about late at night, wondering if hanzo ever wanted this kind of relationship with him, or if hanzo really, truly did hate him) (he doesnt, but he felt helpless) (genji realizes this later on, but it still hurts)

something something hanzo after "killing" genji with no immediate family left removing himself from the shimada clan and going on the run and constantly haunted by genji's "last moments". idk something about having dreams about holding genji as he "dies". only to then be faced by his brother in an unrecognizable body and when hanzo does see genji's face its so marred with scars that hanzo can barely recognize him. like a skinwalker wearing his brother's face but its wrong and messed up. do u think hanzo looks at the scars on genji face and remembers what he looked like when they were open gashes. or when he destroyed genji's jaw so badly it had be reinforced/replaced.

if anyone else has been viciously mauled by bloodymary content... and has the urge... please dm me i wanna roleplay it so bad

im so awkward its not even funny dont talk to me expecting a sauve girlie

new fave song !! relatively good by mel bryant & the mercy makers