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I'm still here. I'm still broken. I'm still in pain. I'm so tired. I just want somebody to hold. And to hold me.

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I'm bad again and I don't even care. This pain is numbing.

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Dreamt about her again for no reason or with no triggers.

I just want it to fucking stop now.

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“Everything has changed and yet, I am more me than I’ve ever been.”

—

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“Dear God, do old scars ever stop hurting?”

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I dreamt about her again last night.

I just want it to stop.

It hurts too much and I don't even think about when I'm awake.

I'm tired of the pain now.

Oh what in fresh hell is this...

The idea that I deserve happiness is fucking sickening.

I'm a monster.

I deserve to have my wrists slit and hung with with barbed wire.

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Haven't updated this in a while so here goes:

Still wanna fucking die.

Peace out.

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But you can’t change people, you can only love them. And you can love someone hard but not hard enough to get them to love you back the way you deserve.

Kirsten Corey

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Every. Fucking. Time.

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“Trust the overthinker who tells you they love you. They have, most assuredly, thought of every reason not to.”

— L.K. Pilgrim

I drew a thing

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I do actually just wanna die now.

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