I know Iāve shit on the stupid āomg donate to this please my family is dyingā asks and such because, well, theyāre scams. Thatās not the point.
So, my mom has gone through two neck surgeries already and is about to go through a third because the spinal fluid isnāt flowing properly. With the rising prices for literally everything, money is⦠a stressor. Iāll be honest, weāre not struggling that horribly financially, but this will be a huge hit for us.
Iām not forcing you guys to donate, I know I canāt do that, but please share this. Any money will go towards the surgery and whatever extra is raised we will put towards helping with my momās recovery and making sure she can be comfortable and we can pay our bills without having to stress about the dollar signs.
This is my momās TikTok that has the link to the GoFundMe, please share this with whoever you can. I just want her to be okay.
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I hate that Iām probably one of āthoseā people rn (the ones that always find something to bitch about) but likeā¦
Am I the only one who didnāt like the newest bit of crk story?
Spoilers ahead so youāve been warned. Whatever. Anyways.
Yes yes, Pure Vanilla crying was sad. Whatever. What bugged me was the fact they wonāt let White Lily stay dead.
And I will admit, Iāve never liked her. Iām not sorry, nobody will change my mind on that. But the way they ended her story.. yk, before all this shit.. was great with me. Genuinely, I couldnāt have written it better.
But this just dragged it out. Iām sorry.
And Pure Vanilla in my minimal sleep and already pissed off mind was acting like a fucking idiot this story quest. You could write it off as āblinded by āloveāā or whatever the fuck excuse you could come up with, but no. He was told multiple times āhey this wonāt workā and then dared to act shocked when GUESS WHAT. HIM TRYING TO INTERFERE WITH THE TRIALS DIDNT WORK. WOAAAH.
So that was strike one.
Strike two was him not listening to White Lily when she was actually calling him out on everything, explaining her side and why she DOESNāT want to go with him. That pissed me off too because for once in my life I agreed with White Lily.
Strike three was just the repetition. āWhite Lily Cookieā āWhite Lily Cookieā āWhite Lily Cookieā⦠it was driving me mad, Iām just being honest.
Now, the stairs bit and the whole ādonāt turn aroundā I thought was cool only because it reminded me of the Hadestown stuff and Orpheus and Eurydice. Iām dreading seeing edits of that thoughā¦
Strike four technically happened before strike two but whatever. Them mentioning the Guardians of Nature and not even bothering to address the fact that the fallen ones are also in this timeline now. Youād think theyād jump at the chance to say āthe cycle of life is being disrupted by conflicting forcesā or smth but they literally havenāt mentioned ANY of them since Night Raven happened.
Now, I did find it interesting that Nether Queen called Shadow Milk the āfallen/corrupted Fount of Knowledgeā instead of a Beast or smth like that. Which she did explain that you canāt have any biases with that job so the titles that bear negativity and are spoken like slurs in crk wouldnāt be used I guess but the fact she did smth as simple as that made me happy.
Now enjoy me crashing tf out over the story on discord
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God I hate not being able to communicate my feelings because I wanna tell my friends to shush I donāt have the energy to listen to OC lore for the 50th time but I donāt wanna hurt their feelings or be an asshole or anything but Iām so fucking tiredā¦
Which we knew this but hold on I gotta ramble about my 3am deep dives
First of all, fuck off with calling me out, second, itās not a fear with me.
Yes I have OCD, or my therapist thinks I do anyway and I agree. But this is a genuine curiosity with me, not a fear.
See, Google tries to paint it as āsheer terror and guiltā at the thought of being a psychopath. I think that sounds stupid and doesnāt apply to me
Google also told me two very opposite answers for if someone can be a psychopath and have OCD (literally it told me both yes and no so I gave up on that train of thought)
So the wondering continues⦠itās been like half a year maybe more of this wondering but oh well
you may think misogyny is good because it is made up of miso, which is delicious, and gyny, which is woman. and girl miso sounds great. but š it is not girl miso
you may think homicide is good because it is made up of homo, which is gay, and cider, which is delicious. And gay cider sounds great. but š it is not gay cider
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You know, an interesting tumblr transformation that's happened gradually, and which I've seen no one talk about: ask-culture has essentially dropped off to nothing.
By which I mean, asks used to be WAY more of the tumblr economy. They used to be more common to send, and receive, and see. They were integral to the collaborative, forum-like behavior of old tumblr communities, not even to speak on the HUGE number of ask-blogs that used to exist to only be interacted with in ask-form.
I'm not saying this in a vying-for-attention way but instead in an observational way: I used to get way way more asks in like 2015, even with a fraction of my follower count. I wonder if it's due to the homogenization of social media sites? There's a lot more of this divide between "content creator" and "consumer" instead of just a bunch of peer blogs who would talk to each other. "Asks" aren't really a thing on twitter, are they? And as I understand it, the closest thing to an "ask" on instagram or tiktok would be a creator screenshotting some comment and responding to it in a new reel or video or whatever those content mediums are. Are asks just too tumblr-specific? Is that aspect of the site culture dying out as more and more people converge to using all their social media sites in the same way?
it's probably from assholes making asks a minefield of trolling/harassment for years with no real blocking ability, which turned people off from allowing asks on their blogs so as a whole the site moved away from it
but now that we do have better blocking, we should try to revive it.
Another week, another small section added to the update!
Everything is still very rough for now just enough for me to test whether certain scenes actually work before I fully polish them.
If you remember that huge image map full of branching paths (the one I blurred completely x3), you may have noticed that the routes expand quite a bit at certain points. That means there are a lot of scene variations!
Just like in the previous update, your choices can change not only what happens, but sometimes even the dialogue itself. Good luck, everyone!
Se você se lembra daquele enorme Imagemap cheio de caminhos ramificados (aquele que desfocei completamente x3), você deve ter notado que as rotas se expandem bastante em determinados pontos. Isso significa que tem muitas variações de cena!
Assim como na atualização anterior, suas escolhas podem mudar tanto as cenas quanto algum dos diÔlogos. Boa sorte a todos!
GUYS GUYS GUYS HEAR ME OUT⦠no not on the Boss, yāall can have him.
I mean MY THEORY FOR THIS.
Possiblyyyyy that second screenshot is for the Harlequin route specifically and SHHH SHUSH LEMME EXPLAIN
So, hereās a screenshot from the creatorās tumblr that gives the full everything for what imma say next
And if youāre too lazy to read that, then fine, Iāll summarize. For a date, Harlequin would take us to places that are more isolated or less visited (I.e. rooftop or quiet shadowy parks) so itās just him and us.
Now why does this matter, you may ask the Harlequin obsessed idiot who has nothing better to do than figure this out before it gets answered for us?
Becauuuuseeeee of the fact that he says āthough I do enjoy talking hereā and āPierrot can only sit and watchā
From what I know, he likes the one on one stuff. No not just freaky shit, get your minds out of the gutter thereās only room for one here and itās me. But I mean like, actual one on one time, talks alone between just us and him, away from the noise and chaos, etc. (pls donāt hurt me if this is inaccurate Iām still learning)
So, naturally heād enjoy ātalking hereā because wherever it is, itās likely isolated, away from prying eyes (minus Pierrot whoās just always watching.. shadows perchance? :) hehe⦠anyways)
All this to say⦠OMGPOSSIBLEHARLEQUINDATEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
And take care of yourselves, mods and creator! Yāall are doing so much for us, donāt forget yourselves š
Me realizing from something as stupid as one of my comments on a TikTok live getting read out and me being referred to as āAsherā that I do actually feel really happy being called that.
Oooooh my fucking god I made my alt on TikTok for a reason⦠to escape the people that know me, to have a little space to just take a break from the constant messages and then my mother friend found it, followed it, and KEEPS FUCKING SENDING ME SHIT. Which sure sometimes itās fun I guess but STOP FUCKING SENDING ME THE āomg this is me every time you messageā AND āif I were ___ would you still ___ā
JUST STOP IT. SO HELP ME GOD I HATE THOSE KINDS OF THINGS.
I MADE THAT ALT SO THEY WOULDNāT FIND IT, so I could post whatever tf I wanted without it being seen. And then they found it, one of my brotherly friends found it and followed it too, another friend who said he wouldnāt follow it ended up following itā¦
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I really gotta force myself to work on the Solar Eclipse AU, dude, itās been almost a year of this.. like I have a good bit of lore chilling in my head but Iām far too lazy to type or draw it out š