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i know theres history but i cant find it. i know theres others but i cant find them outside of here. i hope theres a future but its hard to see sometimes

theres no infrastructure or dating websites outside this tiny community, nobody wants to talk about us. most, regardless of identity or sexuality, regardless if theyre gay or straight or trans or cis, shut down the very idea

it feels like, any space i enter i am seen as a monster that makes no sense. i am told that both my gender identity and sexuality has to be wrong no matter what space i occupy, because no one ive met has ever seen or heard of anything like me

i think there must be more of us but they dont have the hope of community, they dont have the promise of lovers friends family that will accept them for who they are if they just get to that city

it could be there, it could be, but theres barely a word of it. i have to imagine it because no one has ever told me of this place or where i can find it

who would want to sacrifice their life like that, for no promises? who would want to lose family friends and lovers, to be their true selves, with no hope for relief? you have to make a bet and you have to hope its a damn good one because otherwise it drives you mad or kills you

i know i sound crazy and i think its because i am. ive had to be to choose this, and yet i couldnt choose anything else. i could never be anything else

Women are actually capable of doing anything they set their minds to, intellectual or physical, everything is a skill that can be learned. Men create myths of women’s inferiority including physical to justify their secondary status, “they need someone strong to protect (read: privately abuse) them.”

They’ve convinced women we cannot learn the skill of muscle building and fighting so not only that we don’t physically compete with them and potentially win but also to subjugate us. They don’t want you fighting back, in the private sphere or in the public sphere of politics. Women have been the leaders of guerrilla movements the world over - China, Vietnam, El Salvador, Palestine, the Philippines (ongoing). Would you say they were weaker than their male counterparts? Obviously not, because those male opponents died trying to fight them. Look at Lyudmila Pavlichenko.

Women should actually be demanding participation in physical training spaces and widespread knowledge of self-defense skills including firearms training. We need to create collective parity with men and their monopoly on violence is in our disfavor.

Who else has a monopoly on violence? The capitalists and the imperialists. Patriarchy is a division created by class society and endless expansion by empire leaves behind so many particular issues for women. Sudden loss of health services and martyrdom of family members being just one of them.

These are issues that women should be collectively focusing on and drawing connections to but it seems some are willing to concede the ground of women not being lesser than men physically or intellectually just to affirm other bigotries.

"Oh she opened the door for her husband! See? Masculine."

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