when yinuo heard she was being called back for another audition she wasnât quite sure what to expect, so she prepared a little bit of everything. a new dance, something to sing. will they want her to rap? she better practice that too. will she have to act? model? recite poetry? she frantically prepared it all, not wanting to be caught off guard during her one and only chance to make a good impression on axis labelsâ talent scouts.
what she didnât anticipate or prepare for was probably the easiest and most obvious of them all: questions.
âletâs get started, shall we?â the interviewers ask, and yinuo almost follows up with start with what? until she realized that this is the audition, this interview. her eyes widen for a moment as she realizes what exactly sheâs gotten herself into, her mouth rounding into a small âoâ before she manages to mask her surprise with a classic bright yinuo smile. âletâs go!â she responds instead, enthusiastically agreeing to the one thing she did not prepare at all for.
âhow do you think you can achieve your dreams of being an idol?â
yinuo wants to be intentional with her responses, not just blurting out the first thing that comes to mind. itâs like a job interview, trying to make her best impression and convince the interviewers that sheâs the best possible selection for their open position. she takes a breath in slowly, buying herself some time to think. even a second is precious.
âi know itâs hard work,â she begins. âdedicating my time, my energy, every waking moment to being the best performer i can be. i need to be able to take criticism from mentors and internalize and apply it, which is always much easier said than done.â she pauses for a short laugh, more out of nerves than anything actually humorous. âiâve already left my family and home behind to get this far. i had a stable future secured there, so you know iâm not just doing this for the money. itâs something i really want to do, so itâs something iâm willing to sacrifice anything else for.â
she hopes thatâs a good answer. of course they couldnât start with an easy question.
âwhat can you bring to the table that other candidates canât?â
âwell, what do they have?â she questions, perhaps speaking a little impulsively this time. âi just mean, i donât know who the other candidates are. i donât know what exactly differentiates me from them. i can tell you that iâm chinese, that i could offer the company the opportunity to use me to break into a huge market. i can tell you that i was a trainee before, a while ago, so i have a little bit of experience that others may not. oh, i was too young to debut in their group back then, i didnât fit the concept. not that i was kicked out!â maybe she put her foot in her mouth that time. oh well, she canât take it back.
âiâm not afraid of any challenge,â she asserts. âand iâm stronger than i look. i donât know what everyone else is telling you, but i think i could outwork any of them. iâm the best when it comes to giving it everything i have.â
âhow will you keep your confidence in the face of criticism? how do you handle it?â
ouch, are they preparing to tell yinuo something sheâd rather not hear? is this also a test? âit depends,â she navigates this one slowly again. âwhoâs the criticism coming from? like i said, from a mentor, itâs my responsibility to internalize it and apply the necessary changes to my actions or performance. but from some random username on the internet? what do they even know? i try not to let things that people canât say to my face bother me. if i know iâm doing my best every day, i can fall asleep satisfied with myself every night.â
âitâs not like mean comments never get to me though,â she admits. âiâm human too, i want to be recognized for the things i do well and work hard on. but i try not to get my validation from people who donât have my best interests at heart.â
âhow important is self-expression to you? what about on stage?â
âum, you might have guessed this, but i find it really hard to try to be anyone other than myself.â yinuoâs laugh this time is a bit sheepish. she knows this isnât necessarily the right answer this time, but sheâd rather be honest. âitâs not that iâm consciously thinking about how i want to express myself, it just⌠happens. i donât know who else i would be. i suppose i could take acting classes and learn to be someone else, but i think me would slip through after a while⌠itâs not like the cameras ever really stop rolling like they would on a film set.â she ponders this for just a moment, suddenly examining her own character with this question.
âon stage though, itâs important to be the performance. itâs not about me, itâs about the group, and the song, and whatever story weâre telling together, or the concept weâre selling. i know how to put my ego away for the good of a team. because the staff and everything, theyâre part of the team too. our success is all dependent on one another doing our very best.â
âplease rap a verse from your favorite song for us.â
finally! something yinuo actually prepared for! she beams wide. âmy favorite song changes a lot, but recently i heard this song called filter and i havenât been able to get it out of my head! the rap goes like thisâŚâ
she takes a breath in preparation. is it truly a rap? well, the second part definitely is. the beginning is a little melodical, which is honestly more comfortable for yinuo to start with, but the bright and bubbly feeling of the song fits her well, she thinks. itâs why she practiced this one so many times, over and over again until she can get through it without stuttering once, even in front of such a high-stakes audience.
âyeah,â she wraps up the mini-performance with another bright smile. âitâs fun, isnât it!â
âimagine yourself on stage: how will you keep the audienceâs gaze on you?â
the girl hums as she ponders the question, pressing her lips together and tapping her index finger against them as she thinks. âah, well, if iâm the only person on stage, thatâs not hard. humans are hard-wired to look at other human faces. but iâm guessing thatâs not the case, it canât be that easy. i want to say iâll just win everyone over with my bright personality, i have to show you how iâll do that, right?â she tilts her head, all big eyes and innocence. âi can act cute, or maybe iâll do a little dance, be a little sexy⌠i think i can appeal to a lot of different people who like different things.â
âbut really, i think the key is to just be engaging,â she grins. âiâve kept your attention on me for this long, right? even though i feel like iâve just done a lot of talking. so i must be at least a little bit interesting, i guess!â
sheâs not sure how the interviewers will take that. does she come off as arrogant? conceited? well, yinuo was just being herself, as she always is. whether they decide sheâs someone they want or not is entirely up to them.













