𝙥𝒐𝙬𝒅𝙚𝒓 𝙥𝒖𝙛𝒇 .ᐟ

offer their hands to be tied up

kneel down to take punishment

never beg to let them go/to untie them

are not afraid of showing their emotions during the torture

talk too much and then shut up when they told to

little masochistic/submissive

touch starving

a collection of dialogue prompts for or about characters who have been treated or trained as weapons by others, valued only for their capacity for violence, destruction, and harm. trigger warnings for mentions of murder and violence. change & alter as needed.

THE WEAPON:

"I'm not proud of the person they've turned me into. But it's all I know. And it's too late for me to change now."

"If there was ever any good in me, there's none left anymore."

"I don't know where the blood ends. Where my hands begin."

"I do what it takes to survive. And I don't care if that makes me a villain."

"I'm good at hurting people. I'm not going to apologize for doing what I'm good at."

"I'll never know who I could have been if they hadn't made me into this."

"This is your fault! You did this to me! You're the reason I'm like this!"

"Don't try and get close to me. You'll just get yourself hurt."

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm... I'm not very good at being good."

"I don't really know how to be gentle."

"I'm not nice, and I'm not going to pretend to be. Deal with it."

"They made me a monster."

"They're all afraid of me. And they're right to be. You should be, too."

"I know I'm a villain. I don't need you to tell me that."

"Look at what they did to me! Look at what they made me into! It's their fault! They ruined me!"

"I wish they'd just killed me. I wish they'd just killed me instead of turning me into this. Being dead is better than being a monster."

"I know you're scared of me. It's okay. Everyone is."

"What does it matter whether I feel guilty about it or not? I still did it. Being sorry doesn't change that."

"Who am I if I'm not a monster?"

"No one could ever love me after everything I've done."

"Why aren't you afraid of me? How can you not be afraid of me?"

"I don't even know who I am without them pulling my strings."

"You want me to be the villain so bad? I can damn well provide."

"I don't want to be like this anymore. I don't want to hurt people. I want to be gentle. I want to be good."

"Who am I if I'm not what they've made me?"

"I don't need a weapon. I am one."

"Do you think I have it in me, to be good?"

THE WIELDER:

"You look so beautiful covered in somebody else's blood."

"And where did this little crisis of conscience come from all of a sudden?"

"You don't get to say no to me. Not after everything I've done for you. You owe me."

"You belong to me. You're mine."

"Where would you be without me? Who would you be without me? ...That's right. So let's try and be a little more grateful, hm?"

"I gave you everything, and this is how you choose to repay me?"

"I made you! You're nothing without me!"

"You don't make the rules, darling. That's my job."

"You are a dog, and I hold your leash. Never forget that."

"I didn't make you a monster. I just brought out what was already there."

"Look at you, coming when I call, eating out of my hand, doing everything I tell you... such a good dog, aren't you?"

"You think you can just walk away from me? Where are you going to go? Nobody else could possibly love a sick thing like you!"

"Monster is such an ugly word. I prefer to think of it as... helping you reach your fullest potential."

"I've got you trained so well, don't I?"

"I thought you knew better than to disobey me."

"Do you really think you can be a hero? After everything you've done?"

"Well, then, if I really ruined your life like you say, why don't you just kill me? We both know you're good at that."

"This is all you're good for. Don't go getting delusions of grandeur on me now."

"You couldn't survive without me. Don't ever delude yourself into thinking otherwise."

"I give the orders. You take them. Not the other way around."

"Destruction is really the only thing you're good at, darling. Take that away, and what's left?"

THE OBSERVER:

"You don't have to be what they tell you to be, you know? You're not stuck. You can change."

"You're not a monster. You're my friend."

"Being gentle doesn't come easy to you, does it?"

"You're a good person. I'm sorry they made you think you aren't."

"You kind of have a little... blood... on your face. ...Don't worry, I'll get it for you."

"I'm not scared of you."

"So, have you ever... you know... killed somebody?"

"You're sick, you know that? You're really sick. I can't believe you seriously do this kind of shit."

"Look, I know who you are. I know what you've done. And I'm not running away from you. You can't scare me off."

"You really are a monster."

"Why do you listen to them? Why do you take orders from them? You don't have to obey everything they tell you."

"So, let me get this straight: you know how to kill a man fifteen different ways, just with your bare hands, and you wouldn't even break a sweat... but you don't know what to do at a party?"

"You're not as mean as you want everyone to think you are."

"You say you're not a dog. So why do you blindly follow orders like one?"

"You don't have to do this. You don't have to be like this. You can choose your own path."

"You really are as bad as they say."

"Don't touch me. You have blood on your hands."

"I know you won't hurt me. I trust you."

"No! Stay away from me! Don't come any closer!"

"The world isn't just heroes and villains. You don't have to be one or the other. And just because you've been one doesn't mean you can't be the other."

"You don't have to listen to them. You don't have to obey."

except, they never get to land that hit— the project gets defunded and them along with the other children are rescued. their caretaker is quiet, and they don't have any memories of before— before that acidic white room and the experiments.

they aren't expecting much, if anything at all— even this idea of being anything other than a weapon— a pistol loaded, a sword wielded, a bomb ticking— is absurd. hollow. unreal. they are waiting to wake up from another simulation, for the gotcha! from the whumper.

it doesn't come. days pass. they learn how to make tea. they are given books that aren't for the sole purpose of enhancing their intelligence. they are given soft things— warm sweaters, thick blankets, socks and gloves and pillows— and they are so different from the plain, thin robes of the lab. these are vibrant colors and they have texture that doesn't make their skin crawl. they learn that they love the color of the sky.

they learn to love their caretaker, who one day asks them to come sit with them near the fireplace. they rub whumpee's back gently, making the constant pain ease up under the warmth. they are given strange-tasting concoctions which help them sleep when their eyes won't close. they are given food that doesn't taste like mush, and the spices make their eyes water but they'd gorge themselves on this a thousand more times than ever eat that tasteless garbage again.

they learn to be a human. they learn to be whole. they learn to love their body, piece-by-piece, and build a life past the vague idea of dying on the battlefield, like a supernova exploding before fading forever.

༊*·˚alma hugging headcanons

·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳alma x gn!reader

a/n: i feel like this should've been a bit longer but oh well!! !! anyways send more reqs guyss!!

N/A: I barely noticed this request (sorry) but here you go! It's been a while since I read Gokurakugai, so this might be inaccurate.

Alma dating hcs

Anyone who dates Alma needs Tao's approval first. It's not a matter of control, but Alma definitely trusts Tao a lot

He's completely playful and relaxed, so his dates are usually in fun places: arcades, amusement parks (things like that)

I don't think there are many fights in their relationship. Alma always knows when people are lying and is also good at knowing what others need

Alma isn't one of those who need a lot. He's fine as long as you're fine, and if he needs something, Alma simply says so

He is FASCINATED to be back with you and that you are preparing him something to eat. This boy eats a lot and is not picky. The easiest way to convince him of something is with food.

Despite all that innocence and confidence, I think at first she didn't know if he wanted to go out with you because of everything that was happening and continues to happen in his life, so it took them a while to officially start dating

This guy notices even the smallest details, so you'll get a compliment for your new style, new hairstyle, a new accessory, new nail design, etc

If you work in the same line of work as him, then expect to go on many missions together, but if you are a civilian, he will run to your house after finishing work to be able to spend time with you

Alma will definitely give you headaches (not intentionally) he can be reckless at times and jump into a situation without thinking it through enough

i want to embrace my knight, cuddle them close and keep them in bed with me ♡ after all they've sworn to protect me and always be by my side, no? ♡

i want to let my knight nuzzle against my neck or better yet my chest ♡ they should be allowed to hear the heart that beats for no one but them

i yearn to protect my lovely knight, my loyal hound ♡ protect them from sadness and loneliness ! i want to be always by their side

The killing time, unwillingly mine - Submitted by fairies-andphantoms

Blueberries and cream - Submitted by HeckleFreckled