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i am getting into oil pastels, it is so much fun rahhh

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cc!Martyn Traffic lore collection
Collection of sources for myself and anyone looking to further their understanding of it all! For clarity, C!Martyn refers to the one from the Evolution/Life SMPs. I’m not containing Vtuber lore atm as whatever is the connection there hasn’t been expanded on.
-Evo in general, but for a gist there exists a recap of most of it
-Martyn’s Third Life POV
-Martyn’s Last Life POV
-Martyn’s Limited Life POV
-Why c!Martyn attacked c!Grian
-Life series shadow lore explanation stream
-Advent and if it’s canon to c!Martyn
-Unused halloween watcher dialogue
-Did c!Martyn know about the Watchers communing with him?
-Are c!Martyn or c!Jimmy Listeners? Is anyone else we know of a Listener?
-Who adjusts the time in Limited Life lore?
-The Watchers are still creating and in control of the death games post Last Life
-The Speakers exist. Apparently.
-Why Watchers make the games and what happens to the memories of the players
-Why Grian was AFK in episode 3 of Limited Life
-What are SMPs like Rats or Empires to the lore
Will add on as I remember or find new clips. If any else has anything to add PLEASE send it my way!
Ok but the tragedy that was the Clockers finale.
I know we got a nice ghosts family reunion at the end, but like—
Cleo trading away her skulk sensors for Scars life. The thing she spent nearly 5 episodes collecting, keeping in mind she was only alive for 8. She spent over half of her time alive on that server trying to get those sensors, and yet she willingly trades them away, not for her own life, but for Scars.
A trade that proves pointless in the end. It doesn’t save him.
Cleo, episode 1, telling her boys that she would let them kill her if they were ever the boogyman and they couldn’t find someone else VS Cleo episode 8, 3 hours left to live and STILL telling Bdubs to ask if he needs help, to let her know if he needs a life because even with only 3 hours left to live she is STILL willing to let him kill her for extra time.
A sacrifice she never gets to make because Bdubs is stubborn and reckless, and ultimately ends up dying in a battle that she started.
It’s the way that no matter how hard Cleo tries, it’s never enough. The way that she exhausts every last drop of her own energy into protecting her children - feeding them, clothing them, trying her best to keep them alive, and it’s Still. Never. Enough.
Cleo naming a clock, calling it “Momma’s Favourite Boy” and giving it to Bdubs. Bdubs, who had been made to feel like the inferior son from the start. No matter how often she declared Scar her favourite. No matter what she herself might have personally felt was true. Cleo giving him that clock not even a full 15 minutes before his final death. Bdubs dying with it tucked away in his pocket. One, singular golden clock inscribed with the one thing he had always wanted to hear - proof of his mothers love for him. A heartfelt gesture that comes almost too late to count. The only time she had ever told him, and now he’s gone.
Scars initial jealousy of the Clock. Him bitterly muttering that he thought him and Cleo had something special, and Cleo promising to give him one too when she gets another one. A promise she never gets to keep.
Scar’s reaction to his brothers death. The way the cannon fires and he just stops before silently turning to look at where he had expected Bdubs to be. The way he just silently walks over to where Bdubs had once stood only to find absolutely nothing there. The way Grian is still firing at him, but he doesn’t really seem to notice because he’s still in shock.
And Cleo. Cleo who never even gets to mourn the death of her child. The way she doesn’t even realize at first because her and Bdubs had died at exactly the same time, only she’d had more time than him. She doesn’t even know what’s happened until she’s hears Grian say it. And you can hear that initial shock in her voice for the duration of about 5 seconds, but she never gets to mourn because Grian is still firing at Scar. Scar, who can’t even pick himself up off the floor, who doesn’t even have a weapon in his hand as he just walks back and fourth over the spot where his brother had died as if expecting him to magically appear. The way Cleo casts herself between them, stepping in front of Grian and shielding Scar with her own body.
The way Grian stops firing the instant Cleo steps between them going “Don’t take Scar out of the game.” The way he drops his shield and books it. Cleo doesn’t even take a single swipe at him. She holds her sword up menacingly, creeping towards him, but she knows her primary purpose at this particular moment is in protecting Scar, and Grian knows it too, and yet he takes ONE look at Cleo and books it. He books it because when he looked at her, he didn’t see a mourning mother. He saw a violent and seething rage barely contained beneath the surface and he knows the ONLY thing keeping that rage in check is her love for her children. Her love for her child who he has just murdered, and the only thing preventing her from killing him for it is her love for her last remaining son who is still mourning the death of his brother.
The way Cleo never even gets to mourn him. Physically is not allowed to mourn because she is still a mother. She doesn’t get to be a person, doesn’t get to feel her pain because she’s a mother. Her son needs her, and he comes first. Because a mother is always a mother before anything else. She has to put her kids before herself because that’s what a mother does.
The fact that Cleo is the last Clocker standing. Has to live with the loss of both of her children and live with the knowledge that she wasn’t able to save them. Has to live with the knowledge that despite her best efforts, she was never able to save them. She was never enough. She never gets to give Scar that clock she promised him. The fact that Bdubs’ last words were about her, reassuring his brother, telling him not to worry because he knows Mom will save them. And she tries, but it’s still not enough. She isn’t able to save him, and she has to live with that.
The fact that one of the last things she tells Scar is that they are likely going to die together because they are close to the same time. Them dying on the same battlefield mere feet from each other less than a minute apart, and yet they never see each other. Cleo can hear him struggling in the background but can’t get to him because she’s firing at Pearl. She’s literally JUST stated that she only has 8 minutes left when she sees the lighting that belongs to Scar and runs straight for it, sees Grian, and dive bombs him. The fact that she doesn’t even say a single word. Just goes straight for him. The fact that it’s still not enough. She’s overpowered again and never gets to avenge the death of her children.
ummmm yeah

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what the fuck is wrong with c!martyn
around the start of double life, i was chatting with my partner about the different soulmate pairs and doing some character analysis. at the time, i honestly didn’t know as much about martyn’s character as i thought i did! i’d absorbed a lot of stuff second-hand, but ended up watching his POV of third life for a fan project and now limited life as it came out - and one of the main things i realize i mischaracterized martyn as was loyal.
if martyn’s finale shows us anything, it’s that he’s not loyal. or, well- how do i say this.
“Unguided hand.”
martyn, as we all know, has a complex relationship with ren in any series they share, but most deeply in third life. but one thing i did not know until i watched his POV was that martyn was always intending to betray ren - it’s just that things went sour in the war and he never got the chance. he wanted to get to the final two and then stab ren in the back. but until then, he was a devout follower.
it’s similar in last life, although a bit different - where martyn wants to get to “the end” with all of his friends, but is willing to listen (haha) to the watchers and betray grian to do so. in this sense, he is not loyal - but he is still a devout follower, just to the watchers, up until his death when they finally reveal their hand.
and in double life, he chases cleo. he tries to win them over, to prove how devout he is. not loyal. devout. he wants to win. he plays nice with scott and pearl as much as needed until they’re the final ones, and then he turns on them in a heartbeat - despite cleo not wanting that, and him KNOWING she doesn’t want that. he is not loyal, but he is devout.
and this season. he allies with scott because scott is the only one willing to give him a chance after his disastrous interactions with pretty much everyone else, scott included. scott, who is not naive but is never hostile unprovoked, who had won the majority of the games at this point and never betrayed his allies. it makes perfect sense. and martyn is devout - SO devout. people hunt scott down again and again and martyn is always the one there to defend him - or, to be the one to get to him first. martyn is devout but he is not loyal. scott proposes a game within a game to determine the winner - but that’s not how this works. martyn knows this isn’t how it works because the watchers literally told him so. so, he kills scott. he betrays him, as he always intends to do, whether or not he gets the chance to fulfill that intention.
martyn is not loyal. martyn has never been loyal.
I am torn between "FUCK YEAH JIMMY DIE FIRST, CANARY CURSE" and "FUCK YEAH SKIZZ DIE FIRST, FALLEN ANGEL IMAGERY" and the secret third option in the back of my brain "FUCK YEAH ETHO DIE FIRST, CLOCKER FAMILY TRAGEDY ARC"
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cant believe you predicted scars death.....
Grian is uncanny-valley to people who dont know him. He's not an Avian, but he pretends to be. Humans and non-Avians are off-put and disturbed by him, but Avians especially so. it gets better , the closer you are to them. But it never quite goes away. Not when he's in teh corner of your eye, or on opposing sides. It's just a small prick in the back of their minds, sometimes, that he's not quite right
The life series is worse. The deeper into the game they get, the more unsettling he becomes. Those who oppose him can see an eerily dead stare. His eyes faintly glow, a shimmer of red and yellow like an animal caught in a flash of light in the dark.
Not beating the playground scuffle accusations. These are literally children on a dirt hill yelling at each other.

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GRAIN OFF THE SHITS !!!!!! !
Running Again
Scott hated this. He hated having to run. It was tedious after a short while. He couldn't go to anyone; not when everyone was a Red, prepared to kill him in order to gain more time and extend their own lifespan.
Only Martyn could be trusted. No one else.
He braced himself, hearing Joel's shouts from the distance behind him. Scott had time. Well, not really, but there was still an inkling of spare seconds he could use to think. It would be getting harder and harder to avoid those on Red. Yellows like him were pretty much non-existent. So he was alone whilst Martyn was gone. Martyn couldn't help him right now.
Clenching his fists, Scott sighed to himself. His breath was cold, turning to wisps of condensation. It twirled as it flew up and away. Unlike Scott, the wind was free. He envied it with every fibre of his being. There'd been times when everyone had been peaceful. When everyone on the server had been Green or Yellow. Those times, however unsteady or fragile they were, were the only times that Scott was able to live without as much of a target on his back.
Now he was practically a walking advertisement for time. An easy target.
He was tired. And since he was tired, anyone could just swoop down and kill him. It didn't even have to be Joel. It could be Grian. Scar. Cleo. Etho. Impulse. Maybe even Martyn, if he was desperate and bloodthirsty enough. Scott wouldn't have the comfort of safety. Not while he was Yellow.
Secretly, he hoped no one could get the time. The thought was present at the back of his mind. It started off as a mere passing idea that wouldn't hold any value. But slowly that small idea began to build and build, growing taller and taller until it was almost a fully fledged out plan. It wouldn't be hard either. He just had to jump. Maybe poison himself with a pufferfish first. So many options. So many methods.
"Scott!" Joel yelled, running around aimlessly. But he was beginning to spot him. And if Joel spotted him, Scott was as good as dead.
It was now or never. Give Joel the hours, or nobody gets them.
He took a deep breath.
Why was he hesitating?
Scott's hands gripped the pufferfish bucket tightly. He dumped it onto the ground, and waited until he felt the pufferfish poison him. Scooping it back up into the bucket, Scott stared down at the ground beneath him. If he did it right, then he could die.
That was what he needed. To die.
Joel had almost reached him. He'd found Scott and rushed forward with fiery desperation in his eyes. Scott could almost see the blood on Joel's hands. The bloodthirst. There was something sinister about him in the way that only Reds could be sinister. A hidden malice that none could obtain unless they had the urge to kill coursing through their veins.
With a glimpse up at the moon and a nod, Scott leapt off the edge.
owl grians :) watcher grian based on that flowercrown grian i made (this time inspired by ukrainian folk clothes and not polish ones)
flower crown Scar for a friend because im a weak weak man and cannot refuse drawing polish folk costumes on my favourite guy + nocnica Pearl (amazing design by @akuroshi1) and południca Scar for anon
This near to make a video with the scar clip where he says: "Wow, i just had a flashback from the last season and seeing him, i thought he would be mad at me. Its wierd"
und just put the "did you get enough love, my little dove" song behind it, just for funnsies XD

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Cleo is the definition of a "Bless this mess" mom
Hello im just letting you know im still not normal. You opened a pandora box and for the whole day ive been assigning slavic demons to different hermits and 3rd lifers with my friend. We both thank you for creating him
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD ANXNDKSK IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED THE IDEA
And feel free to tell me which demons you assigned which person sjdjdjsi
well im happy to hear that because i really need to share what i and @akuroshi1 came up with. Ill try to draw more of them later but theres so much and i have so little time... Ill try my best to keep this short. Our first 4 hermit propositions are:
Tango - Iskrzycki. Definitely the most tricky one here, because hes not exactly a demon but a devil. I mean, devils are demons, but a very specific kind, they have personalities and legends surrounding them, and theyre more like... individual people, unlike average nature or house demons, which, for simplicity sake, we could compare to a "race" of creatures. The reason why Tango works here (other than fitting the description stupidly well) is that Iskrzycki is assumed to be a flame-spectre house demon, that later got turned into a devil by various myths. He was extraordinarly good at managing the household and the farm and was extremly loyal to his hosts. He was also apparently so scary to look at, that he would kindly hide from his hosts near the fireplace
Mumbo - upiór, upir, upyr, vupyr; slavic vampire. A very low hanging fruit but it fits + the western idea of a vampire originates from eastern europe anyways
Pearl - nocnia, notsnitsa; while its in the minority of demons present in most slavic cultures, we used one of the polish interpretations of her. A night demon, in some regions similar to zmora, in others to błędnik, but in our case a personification of sickness that could foretell someones death. Also in old polish nocnica means moth, so thats cool
Jimmy - niedola; a negative counterpart to Dola, demon-goddess of destiny, luck and prosperity. Whether Dola and Niedola were goddesses or demons isnt exactly known, slavic mythology as we know it is vague compared to others and didnt survive the passage of time too well. For everyones convinience its better if we just assume Tim is a house demon*. Dola and Niedola would choose a specific person or a family to live with, often for generations, and while Dola would bring them luck, Niedola would bring misery
* its important to mention that demons in slavic mythology dont mean the same thing as they do in christianity, for example; theyre beings between humans and gods, some negative, some neutral, and some positive. Besides these terms theres also the enviroment/function division (water, air, underground, house etc; usually nature and society-related demons are a personification of something, like południca is a personification of stroke or zmora comes from sleep paralyis, but its very much not a rule), which is why im calling him a house demon. Also just to be clear i need to mention that sometimes theres Dola and Niedola as two separate entities, and sometimes theres only Dola as a mix of both, but for character sake i decided to go with niedola only. Theres something funny about him being a demon of bad luck