welcome to hell, how may I take your order?

Your silence will be enough

Your reluctance will set in

One day

I’ll feel you pull away

But won’t excuse your sin

One day

You’ll hurt me in a new way

And it will be too foreign to swallow

One day

I’ll really let you go

Even if you try to follow

One day

The storm will rage,

And you will be alone,

You’ll cry my name,

But I’ll have a new home.

One day

One day

I always fucking say

Like a wart or a sore

But I know I’ll bleed out

It’s too big

Too much of me

I’ve never known life without it

And what a curse that is

What a sad little life

Only when you want,

But me,

I drop everything and come running,

Someone

Please God

The step I should have never taken.

Your memory is like a virus,

Infecting my cells.

But you’ve become part of me,

To cut you out

Like,

And I called my ex…

And this morning my mother texts me…

Does…

Does she know?