Rosalyn

I’m autistic, among various other mental conditions, and I’m deeply traumatized. I have several compounding “invisible” disabilities that make me fatigued for most of the time I’m awake. I’m very sleepy and very isolated and very tired emotionally so I love praise and validation.

I’m trying very hard to make myself better and healthier so that someday I can make someone proud and maybe even go to University. I’m very tall and people expect me to be strong, and I’ve had to have been strong all my life, but I’ve discovered what it’s like to feel small and soft and I’m never going back to those old expectations.

I love talking to people and learning about people even though sometimes I’m too tired. Anyone who isn’t a terf or a zionist or a racist or a rightoid or whatever is welcome to dm me and talk about whatever :3 No minors either but that should probably go without saying because yk.. I’m an adult trying to talk about adult things. Preferably adults older than me by a handful of years because age gaps like that make me feel like a little sister :333

Also my pfp and banner are my favorite blanket and one of my stuffed lions. I love plushies and soft things because they make me feel connected to a childhood I never really got to have.

Ok here are my kinks and dos and don’ts :3

+ Praise Kink

goddd I love being praised. being called a good girl sends a physical reaction through my body and I get shivers and sometimes I even tear up. do with that information what u wish ;3

+ Siscon

I love feeling like a spoiled little sister with an overprotective big sis. It makes me all weepy and mushy and melty. I think it’s because I have no siblings and I’m really isolated so the idea of someone who’s always around lures me in

+ Drugging!

I think so much in my day to day life and I have so little to do that thinking just becomes so overwhelming. Part of me wants to just shut off my brain and feel nothing but love and adoration for someone. The idea of someone protective of me feeding me edibles until my thinking is diluted and all I feel is love and whatever they want me to feel is so enthralling. I don’t want someone to drug me for malicious reasons, I want someone to drug me because they know how hard it is to think and just want me to have a little bit of time to be passively theirs :3

+ Being called puppy

I’m not sure if I’m a full puppygirl.. but I really like being called puppy. It makes me feel small and dependent and feeling dependent makes me feel safe

+ Monsters and Furries

I loove tactile soft things and I love the idea of cuddling a furry character or a werewolf. I like other monsters too like lizardmen and mind flayers and shapeshifting slimes and dragons, it just has to be sapient so it can make me feel appreciated :3 I don’t really get anything out of aliens though, not sure why.

+ Somno

Surrendering myself to someone, falling asleep in their arms, that person knows best. It’d be so wonderful to be able to make someone feel good without even having to be awake for it.

- Scat and vomit

I vomit a lot sometimes and I don’t like it. Anything related to toilets and fecal matter grosses me out. Piss is okay :3 just not my main thing.

- Verbal abuse or politics play

I don’t like it when someone pretends to hate me it just makes me feel bad. Affectionate taunting and teasing is welcome though!

? Agere

Don’t ask me to age regress for you. I’m pretty sure I only do this as a trauma response. It might happen automatically if I get overwhelmed but it requires a looot of specific phrases and words that I’m not keen on sharing publicly and even then I don’t really act all that childish I just become a babbling incoherent sobbing mess and to be clear I do that anyway.

? CNC

I’m conflicted on cnc.. I don’t like the idea of being hurt by a stranger, but thinking about someone who loves me so much they can’t control themself makes my head feel 😵‍💫 There might be an element of this at play in drugging… but I’m too tired to do any more psychosexual analysis of myself right now.

Those are all my kinks. Maybe I’ll add new ones. if I find out about them. Maybe I won’t :v

I tag personal stuff with #rosie tmiposts. That’s where you can find embarrassing information about me, please don’t bully me with it :f