random ramblings

the thought that I pushed you away,

to peace the mind,

the mind has lost the war,

but the heart has lost it's rhythm,

all of my organs need you,

you, are gone!

Happiness dissipating

there's a conflict to balance,

do I even want to?

struggling to breathe underwater,

but do I even want to?

swimming up to the surface,

what will it provide?

the parties, loud music, the buzz.

your pretty laugh made it all bearable, enjoyable actually.

now,

I am back to poetries, sunsets, reading.

but this time it's different-

A void, a longing , a desire!

Our heart divides in parts by people we love and care about .

When they depart the part which belonged to them cracks open, become a piece.

to feel the most alive, the most sane.

warm hearts, soft laughs and miraculous cure.