PLANT YOURSELF.

FLAWLESS VICTORY

me and sharon are completely attracted to lewis tan.

i watched 2 eps of shadow and bone so now it's time for mortal kombat. will try - key word being try - to do stuff once it's over so please come plot while i watch.

i know absolutely nothing about the shadow and bone books but after watching the ep i just might have to read.

not me googling obscure marvel characters that the kmcgrath agent could be related to...

hypothetically speaking, katie mcgrath, katie cassidy or emmy rossum as a shield agent that has powers ??

why is it when i have an issue writing in a fandom my apparent solution to that is to write another character in it.

the way to sharon's heart is burgers & kettle crisps.

anyway, aside from my out of place feelings, sharon's fatws story doesn't really add up. if she wasn't actually dusted in the films like we were shown and her image was only up there because they had no clue where she was, why does sam claim to know that she's been on the run for all those years ?? how would someone who was wiped from existence the entire time suddenly know what the rest of the avengers had no scooby about the entirety of endgame. it just doesn't make sense to me.

i might go ahead with my zarina idea and keep this blog lowkey & plot only because i still kinda feel like crap here. i just have this big feeling of being irrelevant, i guess. it was great at the start, it felt like people were excited for more sharon rpers and maybe potentially me being the one writing her but then it felt like that excitement passed, like maybe my writing wasn't good enough, or my portrayal stunk and its been continuously spiralling since then.

there's a character i main in dbd called zarina who is a documentarian that is known for being able to go undercover and blend in without fault and while i was playing i kept getting this idea of her doing just that with the flagsmashers and she eventually becomes one of them and she documents their entire journey so post-series she cuts and uploads this footage and shows the humanity and struggles of their fight. like sam, she would agree with their fight but not their methods and she would want the world to know that side of them.

i do love ending up in a dbd match with a twitch streamer so that tons of viewers get to see me fail...

i'm scared to take a look at her tags.

i'm ?????????? ofc they made her a fucking villain.