I think at the core of it I don't want to Have to do anything. I wish that earning a living was just getting up every day and going "I'm bored" and then you leave your house and find a Task you wanna do and then do the Task and are compensated with food or useful items or something. and maybe it's a different task every single day, or it's the exact same every day forever but every day is the Opportunity. to pick a different task. if you want. or you can stay inside and do hobbies. and if you want you can maybe go outside and show people your hobbies and because you brought those people joy, you get compensated. not because you sold them something, just because the act of sharing your joy is valuable to the world. so you get stuff so you can live and keep doing it. my sick and twisted fantasy.
