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I have a friend I know from when we were both 6. She is the only person living nearby and so she saw me go from walking through limping to wheelchair on a daily basis. I keep her updated on my health even tho we rarely hang out anymore. She was gonna come over yesterday and I had to cancel. She asked if I can’t hang out later that day. When I said i won’t feel better later, that if I feel that bad in the morning later will only get worse she got annoyed and “joked” that I’m just finding excuses. And I was surprised, she knows all about me being disabled after all? So, a bit taken aback, I told her it’s a normal thing for me.

“But you got the diagnosis now, aren’t you better?? I thought you’ll get better now”

1-4: Cute. Too much toilet humor for my taste, sort of childish. A fast read that I’m only doing b/c a friend asked me to.

5-7: Huh, this is getting pretty interesting, and sort of epic. Hiccup’s a cool protagonist. I’m really starting to enjoy these.

8: OKAY THAT SCENE IN THE TREE GOD OH MY FUCKIN AND HE ESCAPES AND THE PROPHECY GOD AND THE DRAGON THIS IS GOING TO BE SO GOOD I AM SO INVESTED.

Just something that I’ve noticed…

The Hiccup we see in HTTYD is based off of Hiccup the First. He found an injured dragon and helped it despite the fact that dragons and Vikings were enemies. He was the first to ride on dragonback, first to gain a dragon’s trust. (I’m going by the first film not the second here).

The Hiccup we see in HTTYD2 is based off of Hiccup the Second. After a trying relationship with his father, he attempts to prove that dragons and humans can live together in harmony. But this has tragic consequences. Arguably, the dragon Furious could’ve killed Grimbeard the Ghastly in a similar way to how Toothless killed Stoick. Yet the book leaves the son dead, and the film the father. Either way, Hiccup’s attempts at cohabitation result in tragedy and the end of an era.

The Hiccup we see in The Hidden World is undeniably Hiccup the Third, who is forced to accept that maybe the world isn’t ready for dragons, and that it might not ever be ready. The realisation that he has to grow up and then let the dragons go dawns on Hiccup throughout the last few books and the last film.

Book!Hiccup (1, 2 and 3) and Movie!Hiccup are the reason that dragons peacefully entered the lives of Vikings, and they are the reason they left.

Hiccup Horrendous Haddock II: Who dies

From a young age, air moons are taught their emotions are worthless. Whether it be by firsthand experience or people coming right out and saying it, air moons constantly have their feelings invalidated. This happens several times in youth so eventually when they grow up, they can no longer express their emotions in a healthy way.

*“air moons” will be abbreviated to AM’s

Examples of behavior in childhood:

-people laugh at AM’s frustration

-AM’s ridiculed for expressing their identity through clothes, hair, personality, etc

-AM’s given harsh criticisms

-AM’s called overdramatic or told they are overreacting when they were not

-AM’s manipulated into thinking they do not have a right to be upset

-AM’s humiliated for having feelings whether it be having a crush, or being excited about their hobbies, etc

-AM’s laughed at for being logical

-AM’s called cold or heartless

-AM’s yelled at for disagreeing with other’s opinions

-AM’s told what to think and how to act

-AM’s secrets shared without their permission

-AM’s punished or blamed for what someone else has done

-AM’s berated for not having proper manner’s

-AM’s told they are selfish

-AM’s forgotten or left out

Hey um, would you mind, I would appreciate if you didn’t use my birth name

Hey I’m sorry I keep bugging you but can you use them-they and not call me “it”

I’m non binary but it’s chill, like it’s nothing

Me online: SUP FELLOW QUEERS!

THE BINARY CAN SUCK MY DICK!

Homophobes can kiss my glittery non-gender-conforming ass!

Gender neutral or non binary people have never gotten enough recognition in media to the point where it’s hard to even know they exist. Growing up I struggled to see myself fit anywhere at all, when discovering the fact that there’s more to me than what meets the eye, I struggled to place myself anywhere. I only knew what trans was and what cis was. But I knew I wasn’t either. I’d cry for days thinking there’s something wrong with me, if I thought I was trans I’d still come back to my biological gender sometimes and bully myself, telling myself “you’re so fake! You think you’re trans?! Then why do you shift back? Faker!” But when classifying myself as cis, I’d never always feel that way. Eventually, the little me hated myself for not finding the “issue” with me, wanting to tear my body apart.

It took me years to find myself a place I finally got to KNOW about, I understood that it’s OKAY to feel like both or neither. I studied that being gender fluid is a thing.

But not many do so.

When I saw Yoongi talk about Mang’s gender, I felt like I deserved something, as if I’m valid to someone else’s eyes. I felt so complete and loved.

It’s just these little things that we need sometimes, I never had an icon to look up to and believe in myself with the help of, and now seeing just a made up character by seven boys feels like everything to me.

This animation of a few seconds describes so much of my feelings so perfectly. And no one can understand how much this means to not just myself but so many non binary people out here.

So I’d like to say thank you, to these boys, for a thousand reasons.

I. FINALLY. PAINTED. ALL. SIGNS. 

I’ve been painting all these since April I believe and I’ve gone through so fucking much that I can’t believe the collection is done! I’m so happy!!! I made a huge effort believe me ugh!

Hi babes! So this is just a little fun post I thought I would throw out there. I hope someone takes something from this post & maybe even uses it to rethink on what astrology means to you and how it benefits you (which honestly is really important to do!). All of these things are personal to me & what I’ve experienced.

1. It helps to understand the concept of universal energy & connection so much better! I’ve always been a big believer in energy but getting into astrology helps see just how much we’re influenced & connected by universal energy & the universe in general. When you see your birthchart and keep track of moon phases, transit, retrogrades, etc. you reallyyy start to see how connected we are and personally that even gives me a better understanding of how the world works & just how powerful it is.

2. It can help be a healing tool to discover the parts of yourself that may need to be worked on. Okay so hear me out: I’m not saying use your birthchart as a reason to ditch a therapist (like seriously if you need help pls get it🖤) but what I am saying is if you’re looking to really do some self digging, astrology is a good tool to use. By seeing what “negatives” you manifest from your placements it can help pinpoint what you can work on & understanding your moon and things like that can help show you how to best work & comfort yourself to be your best self. I’d say a good 90% of the time people get into astrology for fun because they’re interested in being told about their personality so use it to understand the good & the “bad!” The key to soul evolution can be told in the stars babe.

3. It will honestly give you a whole new appreciation for the universe. This kind of goes with point #1 because the more you start seeing how everything connects, then the more you start to really appreciate the world around you. It’s like that feeling you got as a kid when magic was real (which it totally is btw) because everything just feels so whole and it really is magical. There’s no other word for it. Just magical. Suddenly it’s like you’re finally getting the glasses you’ve needed for a long time and everything seems so clear and just makes so much more sense.

4. You start seeing people in a whole new light. Astrology is honestly like soul psychology. I feel like I should put a disclaimer here: people are NOT their placements!! & that is totally not what I’m saying. So basically what I mean by you see people in a new light is that you see a different way of interpretation and meaning in humanity. People are so complicated but at the end of the day, astrology helps to see that we’ve all got things to work on & we’re all on our own journeys. Also the more you dive into people’s charts that are close to you (& especially get into synastry and stuff) you start to have new ways to understand & help them. Astrology has helped me so much with understanding my interpersonal connections & ive helped people close to me help understand themselves (see #2).

5. It helps so much with your intuition & general feelings/“vibes” you get from people. Maybe it’s just me but getting into astrology and learning how each sign/planet/etc “feels” intuitively has helped me notice those energies in others. Kind of like applying what you’re taught with real life situations - actually not kind of, it’s literally like that lol It’s so much easier to start feeling energies and initial “vibes” and the more you ask, practice, and get into it I feel the more spot on. And I think doing this is a great tool for strengthing intuition and intuitive/psychic ability in general.

7. With that history shines in a whole new light as well. No matter how bad things seem or seemed, you will notice that while bad times happen, good do too and everything serves a purpose in some way. It may sound cruel sometimes but truly nothing will ever not pass and at least for me that really lights a candle in dark times.

8. There’s an undescribable sense of unity that is absolutely amazing. I think this can has its dark sides too where we escape hard and vulnerable discussions by simply saying things like “I’m a Scorpio moon in 12th square Aquarius sun in 4th and that’s why I’m like that” but other than that at least to me it’s really hard to feel like people actually get you when you talk about your struggles, maybe just because we often feel so alone with them and have somewhat egocentric complexes because we’re afraid without them we won’t be special but hearing people with the same placements as you speak about the same issues and other people with those same placements rejoice over the same blessings, it’s just really beautiful. The amount of people I bonded with because we shared the same or similar placements and thus similar experiences is INCREDIBLE and you truly feel more understood than in most other places. Even with people who have completely different placements, everyone comes together to rejoice and complain about certain things and everyone just gets it.