I finished re reading trc and now I have to like. Do things with me life

I liked call down the hawk for lots of reasons. One, I haven’t read so indulgently for a very very long time. I read Wayward Son of course, but It just wasn’t the same as this- I finished it in a day or two and also it felt like it was just really good fanfiction. That isn’t a bad thing, of course, but call down the hawk is just something different. While the visionary plot line was mostly boring for the extent, I think it crafted into a perfect set up for the rest of the trilogy. Also, I love when stories craft the bad guy as a person who thinks they’re doing good, I live for morally grey areas. I also liked that this story was also about Declan as much as Ronan. You’re meant to hate Declan from everything trc tells you, and call down the hawk shows you that he’s really less flawed than Ronan (who is literally king of flaws, so that’s not hard). She shows this way that Declan has crafted this fortress that protects him, but mostly protects those he loves. I also liked Jordan and Henessy. I liked how each brother latched onto one of them, how Ronan took the one most like Declan, and Declan took the one most like Ronan. It’s so clever the entire dynamic that exists around the four of them. I also love Adam Parrish and Opal and would kill for either of them. 

I’m fine, this pandemic isn’t affecting me, I say as I smear on bad eyeliner and lipstick and log into ao3 for the first time in years

does anyone have fic recs I haven’t read any in so long