24 • he / she / they • proship + profic • non-sharing ficto • married to Jean Pierre Polnareff since 15/04/25 • main blog • I post content not meant for those under 18 • no DNI but I ask doubles to not interact • old account -> @blueberrybro •
@barasweat -> OC + non-yumeship art account
Yo, I'm Roman! Welcome to my selfship blog. Here I post about my beloved fictional others, everything from thirstposts to art to fics. I love my beloveds VERY much and cannot share them, so I ask any doubles to kindly block me and not interact! I selectively share some F/Os but that's only with close friends.
I am fictosexual and take my F/O relationships as seriously as real partners. If you have an issue with that, kindly block me and move on with your day. Harassment solves nothing.
My main relationship is with Jean Pierre Polnareff from JoJo's Bizarre Adventure, to whom I've been married to since 15/04/25! I also occasionally add Kakyoin Noriaki and Kujo Jotaro to the polycule, but Polnareff is my absolute soulmate.
You may see me post occasionally about other F/Os but Polnareff is always my first and foremost F/O.
IMPORTANT NOTE
I'm fictosexual and consider myself a yume at the same time. No these labels do not conflict, nor is one superior to the other. If you get upset over selfship / yume / ficto discourse, or wanna start arguments, please leave.
I deal with enough discourse and drama over these things. I'm here to love my F/Os, not worry about having the 'correct' label applied to myself.
🩵 ABOUT ME 🩵
💙 — 24
🩵 — He / She / They (Bigender)
💙 — Fictosexual + Fictoromantic
🩵 — Proship + Anti Harassment
💙 — Loyal Dog
🩵 — Love getting asks and chatting! I don't bite (unless you're an anti /j)
💙 — Kink Positive + Fetish Enthusiast
🩵 — NSFW Artist (Bara)
💙 — Normal about big brothers (truth)
🩵 — My favourite colour is blue (second fav is orange)
💙 — I use Clip Studio Paint EX 4.0 + XP-Pen Deco 01 V2 to draw
🩵 — I LOVE POLNAREFF AND KAKYOIN!! MY SOULMATES!!
⬇️ MORE BELOW THE CUT ⬇️
💙 TAGS I USE 💙
#barayume thoughts — general posts
#barayume art — my art
#barayume asks — asks and responses
#barayume kisses — yumeship posts
#barayume doodles — ms paint doodles
#barayume writes — fic links
This is my S/I Roman Holiday! He's a loyal and headstrong young man who is fiercely protective of those he loves. Will sacrifice himself if needed. Always a top, often shy but if pushed enough can become very dominant. A service top / submissive top depending on situation.
And this is Polnareff! This is how he is to me, and how I ask people draw him if I commission them. He's always a bottom no matter what, and 90 percent of the time he's submissive. His and Roman's relationship is an utter slowburn until the Judgement arc, where Roman falls in love with him.
MEDIA I ENJOY
⭐ — Jojo's Bizarre Adventure (Parts 1-3)
⭐ — X-Men / Marvel (1990-2000s)
💙 — Mortal Kombat
🩵 — Date Everything
💙 — Slime Rancher (1 + 2)
🩵 — Jujutsu Kaisen
💙 — TF2
🩵 — The Amazing Digital Circus
💙 — Stardew Valley
🩵 — Project Zomboid
💙 — Dead Rising 1 + 2 + 3
🩵 — Lolipop Chainsaw, Dead Island... any zombie games basically...
NASTY THINGS I ENJOY (FICTIONAL)
💙 — Incest (mostly brocon)
🩵 — Omorashi / Piss
💙 — Noncon + Dubcon
🩵 — Omegaverse / Male Pregnancy
💙 — Sweat + Body Odor Kink + Armpits
🩵 — Age Gap + Aged Up Characters
💙 — Age Regression (I prefer nonsexual but I'm fine with sexual)
Keep in mind I cannot post most of these things on here explicitly, but I can mention them via text. Follow my Bluesky + Twitter if you wanna see (and AREN'T under 18)
MY ACCOUNT IS NOT A SAFE SPACE FOR RADQUEERS, TRANSID SUPPORTERS, PRO-CONTACT PEDOPHILES, ZOOS OR NECROS.
ALL CONTENT I POST IS FICTIONAL ONLY AND NOT FOR MINORS
💙 F/O LIST + STRAWPAGE + F/O SHIP TAGS 💙
Please read my F/O list before following. Doubles get blocked.
Also while I appreciate general comments on my artwork please DO NOT thirst over my F/Os! I am extremely uncomfortable receiving thirst about my beloved partners, especially from strangers.
Commenting anything lewd, sexual, possessive or hateful will lead to a block.
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i love making friends in fandom, i love playing with our toys together, i love coming up with increasingly niche aus, i love lifting strangers up, i love motivating people to create, i love watching someone get excited over an idea and immediately running with it, i love yelling in tags together, i love seeing someone gain confidence in their writing/art because people were kind to them <33
Now I’m kinda curious about your other bathroom kink stuffs hmm 👁️👁️ what kind of scenarios do you imagine with Pol?
Auwauhgurghrghghghh,,, oh man. I mean, this may get a little bit gross in terms of kinks so feel free not to read this further lol but
warnings for talk of bathroom stuff (piss and scat)
I was always kinda into piss, like, way way before being with Pol. It's the humiliation of wetting, it's the dirtiness of it, it's being aroused by a bodily function most don't even think about much. It's always been super hot to me, and it ties so well into other kinks of mine (intox and desperation) but like... then there's scat.
As I said in the thing that probably inspired this ask (lol), scat and poop used to be a big hard no for me. It was up there with guro for things I wasn't into... until I met my bf and he introduced the kink to me. He wasn't even trying to do it, I just saw his art of it and how much he was passionate about it and was like... damn ok I get it now.
as for the stuff with Pol, ough... it's a running gag he keeps just wanting to find a safe bathroom to take a shit in, and he's super clean and hates gross stuff... so just... the idea of being so into him taking a shit or being desperate to use the bathroom in that way.... ohhhhh man oh man oh man.
It's like, the dirtiness of it (much like my enjoyment of piss) but it's also just about like, the reverse of taking something up there. It's pushing something out, and in the case of hyper scat, it's pushing out something impossibly huge and stretching their asshole so fucking wide and making them maybe even bust.
Like it's gotta be pressing into their prostate just a little, and the asshole is so sensitive already, so it could leave them feeling stretched and weak.
Plus it's embarrassing! Pol would absolutely fucking DIE if he had somebody (Roman) witnessing him using the bathroom at all, let alone in the midst of a piss or shit. Maybe even both. His dick's so fucking cute, man, getting to hold it with finger and thumb when he pisses would be just.... oughhh man ohhh man oh man....
I guess a lot of my kinks boil down to 'this is gross and people are self conscious about it' or 'this is an overhated thing that deserves love'.
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I want him so fucking wholly and completely that it puts the concept of desire to shame. I don't just desire him, I need him. I need him the way plants need the sun, I want to be entwined with him in every aspect. I want to hold him, I want to ruin him, I want to sink my teeth into him and make him feel things he only ever read about in romance novels.
I need to fuck him until we're both sweaty and completely spent. I need the bedframe to break under the sheer force and duration of passion upon it. I need to leave bruises on his hips from how hard I'm holding onto him. I need to lovebite him until his skin is a skipping stone's trail of love.
I need to dry his eyes I need to comfort him I need to be part of him I need to get him pregnant I need to violate him I need to love him in ways not even thought up in man's darkest dreams.
This frame of him makes me feel so fucking feral I'm gonna blow up!!!!!!! IT JUST LOOKS LIKE HE'S GETTING MAD HEAD (from Roman) AND HE'S LIFTING HIS SHOULDER A LITTLE BC HE'S KEEPING HIM IN PLACE WITH HIS HAND WHGHGGGRGGRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!
Okay so since this is apparently becoming popular as a viewpoint I'm saying this right now:
Unfollow me if you are anti-miscegenation. Full stop.
I don't care if you're doing it "leftistly" and "progressively" you're fucking weird. It's never a fucking "woke win" to rally against interracial relationships. Ever. Even if it's between races you don't like together.
Race isn't actually real. It's made up shit to justify murder of those who are not the "one true" race, which in most cases mean people who aren't white. The system that forces it is real, but the actual concept is not real, and pretending it is real is playing by the rules that people are fundamentally different based on traits that don't actually matter to how a person functions. There are many cases people had to fight tooth and fucking nail to have the basic right to have relationships with people that are not labelled as their race.
It is not fucking progressive to demonize interracial relationships. It's not fucking progressive to demonize mixed people. It's not fucking progressive to make up slurs like fucking "swirlers" for people who commit the "crime" of loving outside of their assigned race. No one is saying anyone HAS to date outside their race in the same manner no one is saying anyone has to date trans people. What is being asked of you is to not be a fucking weirdo about people who DO.
The fact I have to even try and cover this possibility because of how badly "leftists" are horseshoeing to the right is asinine.
Think for a second about why this type of garbage is gaining traction in progressive spaces while the entire world overwhelmingly takes a nose dive to the right. Think about that.
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Xou know, it's interesting (and nice) to see some amount of positivity towards people who like sex-related media and want to consistently interact with it, and it's obviously very important in the context of whatever is happening politically in regards to censorship and such. But. It also becomes very apparent that, in contrast to the positive shift in attitudes towards sex, people around here still see romance as the shallowest possible topic to want engage with. Despite it not being so different at all.
Sneering at people who are "only interested in shipping" is still one of the cheapest ways to gather engagement in fandom spaces. And I've only seen individual people in my narrow social circle be aware that some people are perhaps aplatonic and don't want to use eir free time to retake the power of friendship class.
by the way it's fine to like sexual content just for the sake of it. "we can't ban porn because other stuff will get banned" "sometimes nude art has value" "the government will classify queer people as sexual" this is all true but it's okay to just like porn. its okay to not want porn to be banned because you like it.
Everything has been so stressful for me lately. It's been one thing after the other just draining me emotionally, and it's gotten to the point where I've barely been reacting to anything sad happening to me. Like I know I should feel sad, but I can't spare the emotional bandwidth so I just... don't react.
Between my friend being suicidal, them and my boyfriend being harassed, and stuff in my irl life happening I'm just... exhausted and I'm scared and I can't do really anything to stop it. I've tried my hardest, I've given my all but none of it matters.
I just want my friends and loved ones to be around and to be ok. I want to be enough to keep them around. I want them to grow old with me. I don't want to come off like I don't care, I just... I care so much that I can't handle it anymore.
I've barely been looking after myself, I've been unable to draw or write anything or even really think about my F/Os. I've been so stressed that my stomach muscles hurt from it. I just want things to be fine, I want to be fine. I want my friends to be fine.
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