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DOFP! Logan trying to dye his grey streak because āit makes him look olderā with a girlfriend that threatens to break up with him if he so much as opens the bottle ā¤ļø
The scene before you almost sends you into cardiac arrestāno, it almost sends you to the pearly gates at the mere thought. Questions swarm you, plague your mind with endless whyās and howās but soon you narrow it down to one definitive questionā
āLogan, what the fuck are you doing?ā
He stands in front of the mirror, brush in hand, still unsure whether or not he should raise or lower his handāor rather, if heās even allowed to make a move at all. āIāmā¦dyeing my hair?ā
You scoff, moving towards him in what feels like a single step. āYeah, I can see thatāwhy?ā
The words are pointed, accusatory. You can see the hint of a smirk rising on his lips before itās quickly extinguished by the smoldering look you give him. For once, he decides not to be a smartass and give you a straight answer.
āWell, itās kind of dated, aināt it?ā He sighs, running his fingers where the silver stands against the black. āMakes me look like Iām ancient.ā
āThatās because you are ancient,ā you retort.
He scoffs, eyes rolling back. āFunnyābut Iām serious doll. I donāt want you to look at me and see an old man.ā
The thought never crossed your mind that Logan might be self-conscious, confusion written on your face. āOld man?ā
āYes, old man,ā he continues. āItāsā¦a reminder. Like Iām not good enough.ā
Your confusion is at an all time high, but he continues anyway. āI know you could probably find someone betterāyounger, for sure. I justā¦I donāt know. Just want you to stay, I guess.ā
His words ring in your ears, but they take a while to register. The absurdity of it, even the concept of you leaving himā¦it almost makes you laugh. Almost.
āSo, you think Iām gonna leave you just because of a grey streak?ā
āThatās the gist of it, yeah.ā
You shake your head, pulling the brush from his hands. Your fingers trace his face, the crows feet that line his eyes when they close, the slight wrinkles that form when he leans into your touch with a smile.
āLo, you are an old man.ā
His eyes open, eyebrow raised towards you. āWay to boost my confidenceāā
āāShh,ā you interrupt. āIām not finished.ā
Lips pursed, he nods and stays silent as you continue.
āYouāre an old man Logan, but youāre also my old man,ā you whisper. āI love you for all of youāand everything that comes with you isnāt something Iām willing to part with. You could be as wrinkly and grey as you want and it wouldnāt change a damn thing.ā
The change is instant, his face softening as you pour your heart out. The sudden confidence practically glows from him, large hands reaching up to cradle your face. āYou really mean that, huh doll?ā
A nod. āEvery word.ā
His eyes dart to the bottle of hair dye, and with a shrug he snatches it from the counter and throws it into the trash. āGuess I wonāt need this anymore.ā
āGood choice.ā You say, walking back into the living room. āBesides, grey looks good on you.ā
wait so I have an idea for single mother! reader and Logan. maybe single mother! reader has a toddler, and sheās just desperately needing help, so like she asks Logan for help, and Logan finding the reader gorgeous, he quickly says yes without hesitation, so he takes care of her and her toddler, Logan and reader are falling HARD for each other, and like Logan had made himself such a big figure in her and her kids life, that he just says āI love you darlinā please let me stay with you. I can help you. I can help with everythinā you need help with. Just let me stay. Let me love you, and let me be there for you two.ā AND LIKE SO NOW LOGAN IS SO LIKE IMPORTANT FOR THEM and her toddler is so happy because she thinks Logan is her dad, and knows reader is her mom.
Logan comes around much more frequently as of late, as if he didnāt already before.
What were occasional visits now become once a day, itās gotten to the point that he doesnāt even bother with excuses nowāhe just shows up to your doorstep with a bouquet of flowers and a predators gaze, laces his arm around your back and buries his face into your neckāmissed you sweetheart, didāya miss me?
He holds you close, firmāthe smell of oak and bourbon assaulting your sensesāit makes you dizzy; the intimacy of it all, the carnality that bleeds from his fingertips. Possessive of something he doesnāt even have.
āLogan, you shouldnātāā you begin, palms splayed against the wall of muscle that is Logan, only to be met with mocking laughter.
āShouldnāt, or canāt?ā His breath is hot, nicotine laced. His tone is sweet, but his words betray the beast that lurks within. āBecause Iāll tell you nowāyouāre not gettinā rid of me that easy.ā
His words give you pause, and in the moment it takes for your brain to catch up heās already leaning away. āBesides, I like this little game weāre playingāyou pretend you donāt want me to fuck you stupid, and I pretend that you donāt walk in front of the windows in nothing but a t-shirt and panties at night.ā
You sputter in embarrassment, suddenly self-aware. āI-I do notāā
āNo, no, itās fine sweetheart,ā he begins. āBut if you want my opinion, I like the lacy ones the best.ā
āYouāre a fucking pervert,ā you growl, and he has the audacity to laugh in your fucking face. The need to meet your hand to his face rises, but youāre not a hundred percent sure it would even phase himāworst case scenario, it would actually turn him on.
As much as you want to kick him out, you can never seem to find the courage to do soāheās great with your daughter, and unfortunately a babysitter is too expensive for your income, so you grit your teeth and bear with it.
You let him ināof course you doāif only to appease your squealing daughter galloping towards the door at the sound of his voice. He picks her up in a single arm, leaving the bouquet impressively untouched as he hoists her into the air, her laughter bringing a smile to your face.
Itās not because you actually enjoy his company, and itās not because the thought of him sets your blood on fire. Itās not because heās right about how you bury your head into your pillow, two fingers deep imagining how his cock would fill you better than his fingers, and itās most certainly not because you moan his name when you come.
Heās just a very good babysitter.
Heās just a very good babysitter.
As your daughter leads him further inside, he looks back at you with that cock-sure grināthe one that makes your hand itch again.
I feel like everything is so useless now. Why are we alive? To make ourselves happy. Because being selfish is thekey to unlocking one thing we need. OUR APPROVAL. Because Dave, no. I donāt know what you want.
But I know what I want. I want a Shakespearean romance. I want the Benedick to my Beatrice, the Claudius to my Hero, the Lysander to my Hermia, the Othello to my Desdemona( maybe not)
THE POINT IS- why must we follow the same tracks. We arenāt train thankfully. Our legs walk outside the tracks. So go. Do something new. Find something exciting.
i love you, in every time ąæā§ā 1973 - we meet again my dear...
chapter summary: After leaving Team X behind, Logan finds himself back in New York City working as a bodyguard for various people. Until he finds himself acting as a bodyguard for you, a mobster's daughter.
word count: 18.3k+
pairing: Logan Howlett x fem!reader
notes: i'm a sucker for the bodyguard trope (and also just dofp logan in general, that man makes me go feral), so you know i had to do it when given the chance! i had so much fun writing this version of reader, especially because this is the closest to 'modern' times that we've gotten and i didn't have to do a ton of research about this year. the tags might give away a little bit of the plot, but i promise it's gonna be a fun ride ;)
warnings/tags: fluff, angst, 70s!logan, mafia/mob, implied age gap, flirting, smut, thigh riding, unprotected piv, creampie, arranged marriage
series masterlist - chapter 4 ā chapter 6
He left Stryker, Victor, and Team X behind, settling in New York City as a bodyguard, hired by various people: politicians, the mafia, anyone.
Logan was now getting his fifth job, protecting a mobsterās young daughter.
He was used to jobs like this by now, but something about this one felt... different. As he walked through the large estate, the details blurred around him. His focus was on the jobāuntil the moment he saw you.
You were standing by the window, the sunlight filtering through the curtains, casting a soft glow over your face. There was something familiar about the way you held yourself, the way your hair fell over your shoulders. For a second, it felt like the air was sucked out of the room.
Loganās chest tightened.
It was you.
Same face. Same presence. Same pull that had haunted him for over a century.
But you were different, too. This time, you werenāt a schoolteacher, a nurse, or a coal minerās wife. You were his new job.
You turned, eyes meeting his, and for a brief moment, it felt like you recognized him too. That sense of familiarity flickered across your face before you smiledāpolite, but distant.
āY/N, this is Logan,ā the mobsterāyour fatherāintroduced. āHeāll be your new bodyguard.ā
Your fatherās voice faded into the background as Loganās gaze remained locked on you. You gave a small nod, extending your hand. āNice to meet you, Logan.ā
Logan stared at your hand for a beat too long before taking it. That brief contact sent a shock through him, an old memory he couldnāt quite shake.
āLikewise,ā he muttered, his voice rougher than he intended.
Your father clapped Logan on the back. āI expect youāll keep her safe. Thereās been some... tension with a rival family.ā
Logan only nodded, but his attention stayed on you. You were right in front of him, alive. But you didnāt know him. Like always.
After your father left the room, you leaned against the window frame, crossing your arms. āSo, how long have you been doing this?ā you asked, your tone casual.
Logan leaned against the wall, watching you closely. āLong enough.ā
You raised an eyebrow, a small smirk tugging at the corner of your mouth. āThatās vague.ā
He didnāt respond, and for a moment, silence settled between you two. It wasnāt uncomfortable, but there was something unsaid hanging in the air.
āWhat about you?ā Logan asked, more to fill the space than out of curiosity. āHow do you feel about having a bodyguard?ā
You shrugged. āIāve had worse.ā
That earned a faint, almost imperceptible smile from Logan, but he quickly covered it with a grunt. āGlad to hear it.ā
A pause. Then you looked at him, your eyes narrowing slightly, like you were trying to figure him out. āYou seem... familiar.ā
Logan stiffened. āDonāt think weāve met before.ā
You tilted your head, studying him. āNo, but... I donāt know. Something about you.ā
Loganās heart pounded in his chest, but he kept his expression neutral. He couldnāt tell you. Not about the past lives, not about how many times he had watched you die.
You shrugged it off, smiling again. āMaybe Iām just imagining things.ā
āMaybe,ā Logan muttered, not meeting your eyes this time.
The rest of the day passed in a blur of introductions, schedules, and instructions from your father. Logan followed at a distance, keeping an eye on you, but his mind was elsewhere.
That night, Logan sat on the balcony just outside your room, staring out at the city lights. His thoughts raced, the weight of the engagement ring in his pocket feeling heavier than usual.
You were alive. Again.
But for how long this time?
---
You plopped onto your bed, the wire from your rotary phone stretching with you, āhe is good looking though.ā
You could practically hear Jenniferās grin through the phone, āoh, yeah? Man, all your bodyguards are good looking. Itās not fair!ā
You laughed, twirling the phone cord between your fingers. "Heās⦠different though. I canāt quite put my finger on it. Heās quiet, but not in the usual 'Iām-paid-to-watch-you' way."
"Is he mysterious?" Jennifer teased, her voice light. "Maybe heās got some dark, brooding backstory. Mob families always hire guys like thatāāstrong and silent.ā"
You snorted. "Maybe. But heās not like the others." You hesitated, leaning back against the pillows, staring at the ceiling. āThereās something familiar about him⦠like Iāve met him before.ā
Jennifer paused on the other end of the line, then her voice softened. "You think heās one of your dadās guys from back in the day?"
You shook your head, even though she couldnāt see it. "No, itās not that. Itās⦠weird, Jen. Like I know him, but I donāt. Itās been bugging me since I met him."
"Maybe itās fate," she joked, but her tone had a hint of seriousness. "Youāve been going through bodyguards like theyāre tissues. Maybe this oneās here to stick around."
You rolled your eyes but smiled. "Fate? Youāve been reading too many romance novels."
"Hey, a girl can dream!" Jennifer laughed. "But seriously, if you feel something, maybe itās worth looking into. Heās hot, right?"
You smiled at that, though your thoughts wandered back to Logan. The way his eyes lingered on you, like he was seeing something no one else could. "Yeah," you admitted softly. "Heās definitely that. Heās probably as old as my dad or somethinā. But man, Jen, if you saw him youād lose your mind.ā
You twirled the phone cord around your finger, still smiling to yourself, but your thoughts kept circling back to Logan. Something about the way he looked at youālike he knew more than he was sayingāstuck with you. It wasnāt creepy or overprotective. It was... familiar. Comforting, even.
Jenniferās voice pulled you from your thoughts. āHey, donāt overthink it, okay? Enjoy the view for once. Not everyone gets a hot bodyguard with a mysterious vibe. Maybe heās the silver lining to your dadās whole āparanoiaā problem.ā
The next morning, Logan was waiting for you downstairs. Dressed in his usual dark clothes, he stood near the front door with his hands in his pockets, posture relaxed but alert. His eyes flicked toward you the second you entered the room.
There it was againāthat heavy gaze that made it feel like he could see right through you.
āMorninā,ā you said, offering a small smile.
āMorninā,ā Logan replied, his voice gravelly.
Your father wasnāt homeāout dealing with ābusinessāāwhich gave you a rare moment to yourself. Well, mostly. You slipped on your leather jacket and glanced at Logan, your lips quirking up in a teasing grin. āWhatās the plan, bodyguard? Gonna follow me around all day?ā
Logan grunted, something close to amusement flashing in his eyes. āThatās the job.ā
āYou always this chatty?ā
āOnly when I meet interesting people.ā His tone was dry, but there was the faintest flicker of a smile beneath it.
You snorted, heading for the door. āCāmon, hope you like running errands.ā
Logan followed without complaint, falling into step beside you as you made your way to the car. The streets were quieter than usual, but the tension between rival families was palpableāsomething was brewing, and everyone knew it.
Still, Loganās presence made you feel... safer. Like nothing bad could happen as long as he was there. It was strange. You barely knew him, but being around him felt easy. Natural. Like youād known him for a lot longer than a day.
---
When you said you were going to run āerrands,ā Logan hadnāt expected you to walk straight into an animal shelter. He followed you through the entrance, nodding politely at the woman at the front desk as you greeted her like an old friend.
āMorning, Lorraine!ā you said with a bright smile.
Lorraine, a middle-aged woman with kind eyes, smiled back. āThereās my favorite troublemaker. The pups will be glad to see you.ā She cast a curious glance at Logan. āAnd whoās this?ā
āMy latest babysitter,ā you said with a smirk, glancing at Logan. āLogan, meet Lorraine. Lorraine, Logan.ā
Logan gave a curt nod. āMaāam.ā
Lorraine chuckled. āA man of few words. I like him already.ā She waved you both toward the back. āGo on, theyāve been waiting for you.ā
As soon as you walked past the front desk and entered the back area, the sound of excited barking filled the air. Dogs of all sizes pressed their noses against the bars of their cages, tails wagging furiously at the sight of you.
You crouched down in front of one of the kennels, talking softly to a scruffy little mutt as it whined and pawed at the bars. āHey, buddy. Miss me?ā
Logan leaned against the wall, arms crossed, watching the way you scratched behind the dog's ears. There was something easy about the way you moved here, something soft. For a mobsterās kid, you had a surprisingly gentle touch.
"Didn't expect this to be part of the job," Logan muttered after a moment, his voice low but teasing.
You glanced up, grinning. "What, thought Iād be shopping for fur coats or shaking people down for cash?"
Logan raised a brow. "Somethinā like that."
You laughed, standing up and dusting your hands off. āSorry to disappoint. Iāve got a weakness for strays.ā You reached into your jacket pocket and pulled out a small bag of treats, tossing some into the kennels. "These guys have it rough enough without me skipping out on them."
Logan watched as the dogs practically fought over the treats, barking happily at your attention. You moved from cage to cage, giving each dog a little affection. It was... unexpected.
Logan watched you toss the last treat into one of the kennels, the scruffy mutt practically vibrating with happiness. He leaned back against the wall, arms crossed, an amused glint in his eyes as you turned and dusted your hands off with a grin.
"Youāre full of surprises," Logan muttered.
You raised an eyebrow, smirking as you folded your arms. āOh, yeah? Disappointed?ā
"Not exactly." His lips twitched, like he was fighting a smile.
You took a step closer, tilting your head. "Well, what did you expect?"
Logan shrugged, keeping his expression neutral. "Spoiled. Entitled. Maybe a little dangerous."
You laughed, the sound light and easy, and Loganās chest tightened in a way that felt too familiar. "Dangerous, huh? Guess Iāve got some layers." You gave him a playful once-over. "What about you? Big, scary bodyguard with a brooding vibe. Got any surprises I should know about?"
Logan snorted. "Not really."
You narrowed your eyes like you didnāt quite believe him, but instead of pressing, you motioned toward the door. "Cāmon. Iāve got one more stop."
Logan fell into step beside you as you exited the shelter and made your way toward the car. You chatted casually, filling the silence with stories about your favorite dogs at the shelter. But Logan stayed mostly quiet, his mind racing. It wasnāt just your voiceāit was you. The way you carried yourself, the way you teased him like it was second nature.
He stole a glance at you as you drove. God, it felt the same as always. Like gravity pulled him toward you whether he wanted it or not.
---
Logan shouldāve expected the second time around that you werenāt taking him to a normal place for errands. He was even more surprised when you parked in a nursing home parking lot and got out with that same pep in your step.
The sliding doors opened as you walked up to the front counter, where a middle-aged woman with tired eyes peered over the top of a blocky computer monitor. Her name tag read Carol.
āMorning, Carol,ā you chirped with an easy smile, tapping your fingers on the desk.
Carol looked up and brightened at the sight of you. āWell, if it isnāt my favorite visitor. Here to cheer up the old-timers again?ā
āAlways,ā you said, flashing a grin. āAnd I brought backup today.ā You gestured behind you to Logan, who gave a brief nod.
Carol gave him a once-over and arched an eyebrow. āWell now, you didnāt tell me youād be bringing a tall drink of water.ā
You smirked, glancing over your shoulder at Logan. āYeah, figured Iād mix things up.ā
Logan just grunted in response, but the corner of his mouth twitched slightlyāhalf amusement, half something else. Carol winked at you before waving toward the hallway. āYou know where to find them.ā
You led Logan down the hall, your steps light and familiar as if you'd been coming here for years. He followed quietly, his sharp gaze flicking between doorways and hallways, always alert.
āYou spend a lot of time here?ā Logan asked as you slowed near a door marked Activity Room.
You shrugged. āYeah. Most of these folks donāt get many visitors. Itās nice to stop by and remind them theyāre not forgotten.ā
Logan gave a small grunt of acknowledgment. It was such a simple thingāvolunteering at a nursing homeābut it hit him hard. It was just like you to find the overlooked parts of the world and give them your attention, like the dogs at the shelter, like the people here. You always had that streak of kindness, no matter which life you were living.
You nudged open the door, stepping into the room. A group of residents sat in mismatched chairs, some knitting, others half-watching a daytime soap on an old television. At the sight of you, faces lit up.
āThere she is!ā one of the older women called, setting her knitting aside with a delighted clap of her hands. āI thought you forgot about us!ā
āAs if I ever could,ā you replied warmly, walking over to give her a light hug.
Logan lingered near the doorway, watching as you moved through the room like you belonged there, chatting with each resident, asking about their week, their familiesāif they remembered them. His heart twisted, both with admiration and an ache that wouldnāt quit.
You noticed him standing off to the side and shot him a teasing grin. āDonāt be shy, Logan. They wonāt bite.ā
He raised an eyebrow. āNot worried about them.ā
You laughed, turning back to an older man with a deck of cards spread out in front of him. āLogan, meet Mr. Russo. Heās got a mean poker face.ā
Mr. Russo gave Logan a once-over, then grinned, his false teeth gleaming. āYou any good at cards, tough guy?ā
Logan shrugged. āI can hold my own.ā
You slid into the chair beside Mr. Russo, motioning for Logan to join you. āCare to test your luck?ā
Logan hesitated for only a moment before pulling out a chair, the legs scraping against the linoleum. As he sat down, you dealt him a hand, your fingers brushing his in the processāa fleeting touch, but enough to send a jolt of familiarity through both of you.
You caught Loganās gaze over the cards, a flicker of something unspoken passing between you. There it was againāthat sense that you knew him somehow, though you couldnāt quite place it. It nagged at you, but you let it pass, offering him a playful smirk instead.
āCareful,ā you warned. āI donāt go easy on anyone.ā
Logan returned the smirk, something dangerous glinting in his eyes. āNeither do I.ā
---
After the game, which you wonābarely, you said your goodbyes to the residents, promising to visit again soon. Logan followed silently as you made your way back to the car, the soft clinking of your keys the only sound between you.
āNot what you expected for today, huh?ā you asked as you slid into the driverās seat.
Logan leaned against the car door, arms crossed. āNot exactly.ā
You smiled, starting the engine. āBet you thought being a mobsterās kid would be more... glamorous.ā
āSomething like that.ā He gave you a sidelong glance. āYou like keeping people guessing, donāt you?ā
You grinned, shifting the car into drive. āItās one of my many talents.ā
The two of you drove in companionable silence, the hum of the city filling the space between you. Logan rested his elbow on the window frame, glancing at you every so often. You were like a puzzle he couldnāt quite solveādifferent from the others, yet still unmistakably you.
āWhy do you do it?ā he asked after a while. āThe shelter, the nursing home. You donāt have to.ā
You shrugged, your expression thoughtful. "Dunno. Just because I was born into this life doesnāt mean I like what my dad does. I guess sometimes I feel like Iām tryinā to balance the scales."
Logan leaned back against the seat, his sharp gaze on you, but he didnāt respond right away. You could tell he was chewing on thatāprobably picking apart your words, trying to figure you out. He always seemed like the kind of man who noticed everything, even if he didnāt say much about it.
You flashed him a teasing grin, trying to lighten the mood. "What about you? Any skeletons in the closet? Or are you just a man of mystery with perfect timing?"
Logan snorted softly, his lips twitching in that almost-smile he had. "Iām no mystery. Just do my job."
"Oh, come on," you pressed, throwing him a playful look. "You gotta give me something. Favorite food? Ever been married? Deep, dark secret?"
He gave you a sidelong glance, amused but guarded. "Steak. No. And not a chance."
You huffed in mock disappointment, drumming your fingers on the steering wheel. "Youāre no fun, Logan."
"Never said I was," he muttered, but there was warmth in his tone, like he didnāt mind your teasing at all.
The conversation paused for a moment, the soft hum of the engine filling the space between you. Loganās eyes lingered on you a little longer than they probably should haveātaking in the curve of your smile, the way your fingers tapped a rhythm on the wheel.
And damn, if you didnāt make it hard to stay detached. You were so... alive. Every glance, every smile, every little laugh. You carried yourself like someone who knew how fleeting things could beāand even though Logan knew you couldnāt remember, he remembered every time youād slipped through his fingers. That thought settled heavy in his chest, like a weight he carried everywhere.
You shot him a grin. "You know, if you keep looking at me like that, Iām gonna think youāre interested."
Loganās lips twitched. "What makes you think Iām not?"
The boldness of his response caught you off guard for a second, but you recovered quickly, leaning a little closer, eyes glinting with mischief. "Careful, tough guy. Youāre supposed to be protecting me, not flirting with me."
"Who says I canāt do both?" His voice was low, rough, and it sent a small shiver down your spine.
You tilted your head, pretending to consider it. "I think my dad might disagree."
Loganās eyes darkened slightly, though his expression didnāt change. "Your dadās not here."
There it wasāthat pull again, the quiet, unspoken gravity between the two of you. It was like standing on the edge of something dangerous and thrilling all at once. You felt it in the way his gaze lingered, in the weight of his words. He wasnāt just playing along.
You cleared your throat, breaking the tension with a teasing smile. "Well, if youāre planning on making a move, Logan, you better make it good. Iāve got high standards, yāknow."
Logan let out a low chuckleāquiet, but genuineāand for a moment, you thought you saw something softer in his eyes. Something like... affection.
But just as quickly, it was gone, replaced by that familiar guarded expression.
"Noted," he muttered, shifting his gaze back to the road ahead.
You grinned, satisfied that youād managed to chip away at his walls, even if only a little.
---
The two of you finished your errands without any trouble, stopping by a grocery store for some essentials and grabbing a late lunch at a small diner tucked away from the main streets. It wasnāt muchājust burgers and friesābut sitting across from Logan in the booth, you felt surprisingly content.
He was quiet most of the time, but not in a way that felt awkward. It was... comfortable. Like he didnāt need to fill the silence just for the sake of it. And every now and then, heād throw out a dry, sarcastic comment that made you laugh harder than you expected.
You leaned back in the booth, sipping your soda and watching him over the rim of your glass. "Yāknow, Logan... youāre not half as scary as you look."
Logan raised an eyebrow, smirking slightly. "Disappointed?"
"Not at all," you replied, your smile turning a little softer. "I like surprises."
He held your gaze for a moment, something unreadable flickering behind those sharp blue eyes. And for a secondājust a secondāyou thought maybe, just maybe, there was something familiar about the way he looked at you. Like you were more than just a job to him.
But before you could dwell on it, Logan glanced at his watch and cleared his throat. "We should head back. Your old manāll be expecting you."
You sighed dramatically, sliding out of the booth. "Guess my funās over."
Logan chuckled, tossing a few bills on the table for the check. "For now."
You gave him a playful nudge as you walked past him toward the door. "Donāt sound too excited."
---
By the time you got back to the house, the sun was starting to dip below the horizon, casting the streets in a soft orange glow. Logan followed you inside, his quiet presence grounding you in a way you couldnāt quite explain.
"Thanks for today," you said, tossing your jacket onto a chair.
Logan gave a small nod, leaning against the wall near the door. "No problem."
You hesitated for a moment, then shot him one last grin. "You know, youāre not as bad as I thought."
"Same to you," he replied, that almost-smile creeping back onto his face.
And just like that, the unspoken connection between you simmered beneath the surface, waiting.
Maybe Logan was right. Maybe your dad would be pissed if he knew how much you enjoyed your new bodyguardās company.
But standing there, watching Loganās gaze linger on you for just a beat too long, you found you didnāt care all that much.
"Goodnight, Logan," you said softly, turning toward the stairs.
"Goodnight, Y/N," he replied, his voice low and steady.
And as you climbed the stairs, you couldnāt shake the feeling that this wasnāt the first time youād said goodnight to him like this.
Not by a long shot.
---
Your dad told you not to leave the house today, which was fine by you, you had laundry to do anyways.
It had become habit to do your own laundry, even if you did have maids around the house. Nancy, one of the older maids, was the one to teach you that, along with cooking and cleaning since your mother has been gone since you were little.
You had a radio set on the washer, the familiar croon of 70s tunes filling the small laundry room as you pulled warm clothes from the dryer into a basket. Youād been at it for the better part of the morning, the simple domestic task giving you a sense of normalcy. The soft hum of the machines, the crackling radio, and the scent of clean laundryā it was all routine.
Routine helped keep your mind off the storm brewing outside your little bubble.
You sighed, swaying your hips a bit to the music as you lifted the basket. The house felt quieter today, with your dad off dealing with ābusinessā as usual. And Logan? He was somewhere nearby, probably lurking in the shadows like the brooding protector he was.
As if on cue, Logan appeared in the doorway, leaning against the frame with his arms crossed. He was dressed in his usual dark clothing, looking as stoic as ever. You wondered if he ever wore anything other than flannels and a leather jacket.
"You know, I didnāt take you for the laundry-doing type," he remarked, his gravelly voice cutting through the music.
You raised an eyebrow, throwing a playful glance over your shoulder. "What, you think Iām too spoiled to do my own chores?"
Logan's lips twitched, almost forming a smile. "Something like that."
You smirked, grabbing the laundry basket and turning to face him. "I like to surprise people."
"Youāre good at it," he replied, his gaze lingering a little longer than usual. There was something behind those eyes, something deeper, but as always, he kept it hidden beneath that calm, impenetrable exterior.
You tilted your head, leaning your hip against the dryer. "You sticking around or just checking on me?"
Logan shrugged, though his eyes never left yours. "Just making sure you're not running off anywhere. Your dad was pretty clear about staying put."
You rolled your eyes, but the smile tugging at your lips softened the gesture. "Iāll be a good girl. Promise."
Logan grunted in response, pushing off the doorframe and walking closer. "Youāre a lot of things, Y/N. Not sure āgood girlā is one of them."
You let out a laugh, swatting at him with a towel. "Hey, I can behave when I want to. Itās just more fun not to."
He caught your wrist with ease, holding it for a second too long before letting go. There was that familiar tension between you again, the unspoken something that crackled in the air whenever the two of you were close. He probably didn't mean to linger, but you could feel itāthat pull.
"Maybe itās the company," you teased, grabbing your laundry basket. "You bring out the best in me."
Logan didnāt respond immediately, but there was something in his eyes, something that made your breath hitch. He was quiet, but not in the usual way bodyguards were. With Logan, there was a weight to his silence, like he was always holding back, always watching.
You pushed past the lingering tension with a grin, heading toward the door with your laundry. "Come on, broody. Letās get out of the laundry room before we both go stir-crazy."
As you passed by, you brushed against himājust lightly, but enough to send a small jolt through you. He didnāt move, but his eyes followed your every step, that silent intensity never wavering.
You stopped in the hallway and shot him a look over your shoulder. āYouāre making this way too serious, you know. Iām doing laundry, not sneaking out of prison.ā
āOld habits die hard,ā he replied, crossing his arms with a slight smirk. āBesides, I think your dadās idea of āsafeā is pretty different from yours.ā
You rolled your eyes, hugging the laundry basket closer. āRight. Next, heāll say I need an escort to the mailbox.ā
Logan raised a brow, clearly amused. āYou wouldnāt be the first.ā
That earned him a laugh, and you shook your head, settling the basket on the table in the hall. āGuess youāre stuck with me then, bodyguard.ā
āDoesnāt seem so bad,ā he said, his voice softening as he glanced at you. His gaze was familiar in a way you couldnāt place, like heād looked at you this way a hundred times before.
āYeah?ā You took a step closer, crossing your arms with a playful grin. āAnd here I thought Iād be driving you crazy.ā
āYou do,ā he murmured, almost too quietly. His lips turned up slightly, but he looked away, that unspoken wall going back up.
āGood,ā you teased, reaching out to poke him in the chest. āKeeps things interesting.ā
Logan caught your hand before you could pull it back, holding it just long enough that you could feel the warmth of his touch, the quiet strength in it. There was something in his eyes that hinted at⦠more. Like heād known you far longer than you couldāve ever guessed.
āIs that what you want?ā he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
Your heart thumped, but you kept your tone light. āDepends on what youāre offering, doesnāt it?ā
His gaze dropped to your hand, still caught in his. He let go, but there was something in his expression that lingered. It was like he was searching for the right words, something he couldnāt quite say. Or maybe didnāt want to.
Instead, he settled back with that guarded look. āBetter get used to me being around,ā he said, nodding toward the front of the house. āYour dad wonāt have it any other way.ā
You glanced down the hall and shrugged. āGuess I can live with that. For now.ā
Loganās lips twitched, just barely. āFor now,ā he echoed, and there was something heavier in those words, something he wasnāt sharing.
You lingered for a moment, the silence stretching between you, before you picked up the basket again. āWell, Iāve got more laundry to fold. But if you feel like helping outā¦ā
He chuckled, shaking his head. āNice try, sweetheart.ā
You rolled your eyes, shooting him a wink. āFine. Iāll let you off easy this time.ā
āAppreciate it,ā he said with a smirk, but his eyes softened as he watched you turn to go, like he was holding back something he couldnāt quite name.
As you walked away, the light-heartedness of the moment stayed with you, but so did something else. It was that look Logan had, the one that made you feel seen, like he knew you better than anyone else ever had.
Maybe he did.
Or maybe, in some impossible way, he always had.
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āNo, no, no, cara. Give it to me.ā Nancy took the mixing bowl away from you, stirring the batter while muttering something in Italian.
You leaned your hip against the counter, placing your head on Nancyās shoulder with a pout. "I was doing what youāre doing.ā
Nancy shook her head, stirring the batter with a practiced hand, her warm, familiar presence comforting. āNo, cara mia, you were doing what you think Iām doing.ā She shot you a look, one of those fond, chiding glances sheād perfected over the years. āAnd it was not the same.ā
You laughed, pressing a kiss to her cheek. āFine, but youāre teaching me bad habits. This is how I stay spoiled, you know.ā
She chuckled, patting your cheek affectionately. āYou think you need me to be spoiled? You do just fine on your own.ā
Before you could respond, Loganās familiar silhouette appeared in the doorway. He leaned against the frame, watching you with a slight smirk that was becoming all too familiarāand endearing.
āCareful, Nancy,ā he said, his voice a low rumble. āSheās already hard enough to handle.ā
You turned, hands on your hips, feigning offense. āExcuse me, hard to handle?ā
Logan shrugged, crossing his arms with a smirk. āYou said it, not me.ā
Nancy chuckled, eyes sparkling as she looked between you and Logan. āAh, Y/N, heās right. You do have a little spirit.ā
You scoffed playfully, giving Logan an exaggerated glare before grinning back at Nancy. āWhat? Iām an angel, and you know it.ā
Logan snorted, clearly enjoying himself. āRight. A real saint.ā He gave you a knowing look, one that made your stomach flip despite yourself. That unspoken energy simmered between you two, even as you tried to keep it casual.
Nancy just shook her head, muttering something in Italian as she set the bowl down. āAngels donāt cause so much trouble,ā she teased, pinching your cheek. āI taught you better.ā
You rubbed your cheek with a grin, leaning back against the counter. āIām blaming Logan. His bad influence must be rubbing off on me.ā
Logan raised an eyebrow, the corner of his mouth twitching up. āThat right? Thought you didnāt need any help there.ā
āOh, I donāt,ā you said, crossing your arms with a challenging look. āIām fully capable of trouble on my own.ā
Nancy watched the two of you with a satisfied smile, turning back to her baking. āAh, I see,ā she murmured, her voice light. āItās good to have someone who knows how to keep you in check.ā
The glint in her eye wasnāt lost on you, and you rolled your eyes. āYouāre making it sound like Iām some kind of wild child.ā
āNo, no,ā she replied with a grin, waving her hand. āJust that I think he knows you better than you think, cara.ā
Loganās gaze softened a little at that, and though he didnāt say anything, his look lingered, as if he were silently agreeing with her.
You cleared your throat, feeling the familiar warmth creeping up your neck. āWell,ā you started, trying to brush off the moment, āif Loganās going to stick around, he might as well help.ā
Nancy gave a sly smile, turning to Logan. āWhat do you say, Logan? A little kitchen work wouldnāt hurt.ā
Logan shook his head, holding his hands up in surrender. āYou two are doing just fine without me.ā
You shot him a grin, taking a step closer. āOh, come on. Big, tough Logan afraid of a little flour?ā
His smirk softened as he looked down at you. āYou keep pushing, and I might just teach you a lesson in troublemaking.ā
Your stomach fluttered at the way his gaze stayed locked on yours, that familiar pull tugging you closer. āIs that a threat?ā
āCall it⦠a warning,ā he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper. His hand brushed against yours, just for a second, but it was enough to send a spark up your arm.
Nancy cleared her throat, clearly amused. āOkay, okay. I donāt need you two making a mess of my kitchen.ā
You stepped back, giving Nancy a sheepish smile, and Logan chuckled, the sound low and easy. āSheās right,ā he said, nodding toward the door. āGuess Iāll just keep an eye on you from a safe distance.ā
Nancy gave him a knowing look, shaking her head with a chuckle. āIf only it were that simple.ā
---
āAh, stay still, cara.ā Nancy chided you, taking out a roller from your hair.
You gave Nancy a pout, eyes skimming your reflection in the mirror with clear discontent. "I donāt like it." Your voice held more weight than just the hair and makeup, though, and Nancy seemed to pick up on it.
She clicked her tongue, smoothing out a curl before looking at you through the mirror. āAh, cara mia, tonight is important to your father. Besides,ā she added, eyes glinting, āyou look beautiful, yes?ā
You gave her a half-hearted smile, brushing your hands over the bright yellow fabric of your dress. The dress was elegant and too formal for your taste, the kind of thing youād never have chosen if it werenāt for your dadās insistence on making you āpresentableā for his associates.
Nancy sighed, placing a gentle hand on your shoulder. āY/N, itās one night. Then youāll be back to your regular clothes, hmm?ā
You grinned, rolling your eyes. āCanāt come soon enough.ā
Just as you were about to add more, there was a quiet knock at the door. You looked up, already expecting Loganās familiar silhouette. He leaned against the frame, hands in his pockets, his usual air of calm doing little to hide the intense look in his eyes as he took in the sight of you in the dress.
āLooks like theyāve got you all dolled up,ā he remarked, a faint smirk playing on his lips.
You shot him a look, half annoyed, half amused. āYeah, laugh it up, tough guy. Bet youāre glad itās not you in this thing.ā
Logan chuckled, stepping further into the room. āYou could say that.ā His eyes met yours, and for a brief second, there was something in his gaze, something you couldnāt quite put into words. But just as quickly, he looked away.
Nancy gave you a knowing smile, patting your shoulder before stepping back. āLogan,ā she said, with a gentle warning in her voice, ātake care of her tonight, yes?ā
Loganās expression softened, his gaze turning protective as he looked at you. āAlways do.ā
Nancy winked, then left the room, leaving you alone with him.
You let out a sigh, reaching for the hem of your dress as if you could somehow make it less constricting. āDo I really have to go down there?ā
Logan raised an eyebrow. āYou think your dadās throwing this party for fun? Whole point is for you to be seen.ā
āGreat,ā you muttered, moving toward the door. But as you passed him, Logan placed a hand on your shoulder, stopping you.
āYouāll be fine,ā he said, his voice lower, more reassuring. āTheyāre not expecting anything from you. Just show up, smile, let them know you exist.ā
You looked up at him, searching his face. He was steady, calm, his expression soft in a way he rarely let others see. You didnāt know why, but having him there made you feel a little more at ease. āGuess I donāt have much choice, do I?ā
āNope,ā he replied, his mouth twitching into that almost-smile.
With a resigned sigh, you squared your shoulders. āAlright, letās get this over with.ā
---
The party was everything youād dreaded: formal, suffocating, and filled with people whose only interest in you was as your fatherās daughter. Youād stuck close to Logan most of the night, exchanging quiet remarks whenever the chance arose, his presence the only thing keeping you from losing your mind. But as the night wore on, a few glasses of champagne and the tension of the evening started to wear on you.
You tugged on Loganās sleeve as you leaned in close. āThink anyone would notice if I snuck out?ā you murmured, your breath warm against his ear.
Logan chuckled low, his gaze flickering over you. āConsidering your dadās been watching you like a hawk? Probably.ā
You rolled your eyes, letting your hand brush his arm. āFigures. He canāt just let me have one night off.ā You shifted closer, feeling his warmth through his jacket, and gave him a mischievous smile. āBet you didnāt sign up for babysitting duty.ā
āDidnāt realize youād need it,ā he replied with a smirk, his voice barely loud enough for you to hear.
You nudged him playfully, letting your hand linger on his arm. āI donāt,ā you said, a little more insistently. āYou just donāt know what to do with me.ā
His eyes met yours, and there was something dark and unspoken in his gaze. āCareful,ā he murmured, his voice dropping. āI might take you up on that.ā
The hint of challenge in his tone sent a thrill through you, and you leaned closer, your hand settling on his chest as you whispered, āOh, Iām counting on it.ā
You could feel his heartbeat, steady beneath your hand, but his expression gave nothing away. He looked down at you, his jaw tight, but his eyes held that familiar intensity, the kind that had always made you wonder just how long heād been watching you. It was intoxicating, that pull between you, and tonight, with the champagne loosening your guard, you felt bolder than usual.
When you finally pulled away, you could feel his gaze following you, but you didnāt let yourself look back. Instead, you mingled through the crowd, smiling politely, pretending to listen to conversations while stealing glances at Logan across the room.
After what felt like hours, your fatherās attention finally shifted, and you took the chance to slip away to your bedroom.
As you walked up the stairs, Logan trailed behind you, like always. You were tired of this, of the flirting, how he did it back to you, but how nothing ever happened.
Well tonight you were done with that.
You opened your bedroom door and sat on the bed, quickly slipping off your heels and tossing them carelessly across the room. The muffled sounds of laughter and clinking glasses filtered up from downstairs, where the party raged on. Logan stood in the doorway, as he always did, watching you in that silent, intense way that had been driving you crazy for months.
You looked up at him, your fingers playing with the hem of your short yellow dress, the fabric brushing against your thighs as you shifted on the bed. āYou cominā in, or are you just gonna stand there all night?ā
Logan didnāt respond right away, his jaw ticking as his eyes flicked over you, taking in the sight of you sitting there, legs crossed, your dress riding up just enough to tease. He sighed, stepping into the room but staying near the door. āYour old manās got half the city downstairs, Y/N. This aināt the time.ā
You raised an eyebrow, a small smirk tugging at your lips. āSince when do you care about my dad? Heās not your boss.ā
He crossed his arms over his chest, the leather of his jacket creaking. āHe pays me to keep you safe, not⦠this.ā
You stood up from the bed, taking a step toward him. āThis?ā you repeated, voice playful, but you could feel the tension in the air thickening. āAnd what is āthis,ā Logan?ā
He didnāt answer, just stood there, his eyes dark and unreadable, but you could see the way his body tensed when you got closer, the way his gaze flicked down to your legs before snapping back up to your face.
You reached out, your fingers brushing against the rough material of his flannel, and you could feel the heat of his body through the layers of fabric. He stiffened, his hand catching your wrist, but it wasnāt harsh. Just enough to stop you.
āY/N, donāt,ā he warned, his voice low, rough.
You tilted your head, stepping even closer until your body was almost pressed against his. āWhy not?ā you asked softly. āYouāve been following me around for months. Always there, always watching. What are you so afraid of?ā
āIām not afraid,ā he muttered, but his grip on your wrist tightened just a little, like he was holding himself back. āYouāre too young for this. I work for your dad.ā
You pulled your wrist free, undeterred, your hand now resting against his chest. āIām not a kid, Logan. And you donāt work for himāyou work for me. Youāve been protecting me, havenāt you?ā
His eyes narrowed. āThatās not what I mean, and you know it.ā
āThen what do you mean?ā you shot back, moving even closer, your fingers trailing up to his shoulder, over the leather of his jacket. āYouāve been pulling away from me every time I get close, but you keep coming back.ā
Loganās jaw clenched, his hands hovering near your waist, as if he was afraid to touch you. āYouāre drunk.ā
āIām not drunk,ā you said firmly, your voice steady. āAnd you know that.ā You pressed a little harder, your lips just inches from his jaw, close enough to feel the warmth radiating from his skin. āYou donāt have to keep pretending like you donāt want this.ā
His hands shot up to your shoulders, gripping you tightly, but he didnāt push you away this time. His breathing was heavier now, the muscles in his arms tensing as if he was fighting against himself. āYou donāt know what youāre asking for,ā he growled, his voice barely above a whisper.
āMaybe not,ā you admitted, your lips brushing the stubble on his jaw as you spoke. āBut I know what I want.ā
Logan groaned low in his throat, his fingers tightening on your shoulders, but still, he didnāt push you away. His resistance was crumbling, you could feel it.
āYouāre not a kid,ā he repeated quietly, almost like he was trying to convince himself.
āNo,ā you whispered back, your lips ghosting along the side of his neck, your hands moving to his chest, fingers curling in the fabric of his shirt. āIām not.ā
In a swift movement, you pushed him back toward the chair in the corner of the room, his legs hitting the edge as you guided him down. He sat heavily, his hands falling from your shoulders to your hips, still trying to hold onto that last bit of control.
You straddled his thigh, your dress riding up as you settled against him, the heat of your body pressed against the denim of his jeans. His hands moved up to your waist, holding you in place, but the look in his eyes told you he was barely holding on.
āY/N,ā he rasped, but his voice was shaky, uncertain.
You didnāt give him time to think. You started moving, rocking your hips against his thigh, slow at first, testing. His grip on your waist tightened, his eyes darkening as he watched you, the tension in his body radiating through his hands.
He wasnāt stopping you.
You bit your lip, your breath hitching as you pressed harder against him, the friction sending a jolt of heat through you. Logan groaned, his hands sliding down to your hips, holding you steady as you moved. His control was slipping, and you could feel it.
āFuck,ā he muttered under his breath, his head falling back against the chair, his eyes squeezed shut.
You leaned forward, your lips brushing his ear. āStill think Iām too young?ā
Loganās jaw clenched, his hands gripping you harder as you rocked against him, the rough fabric of his jeans rubbing against the thin material of your underwear. Every movement sent sparks of pleasure through you, and you could tell from the way his breathing quickened that he was feeling it too.
His hands slid up your sides, fingers digging into your skin as he tried to pull you closer, but you were in control now. You pressed your lips to his neck, kissing the exposed skin, feeling the tension in his body as you kissed down toward his collarbone, your fingers tangling in his shirt.
Logan groaned, his hands gripping you tighter as you moved faster, grinding against his thigh with more urgency. The heat between your legs was almost unbearable now, the pressure building with every movement, every gasp that escaped your lips.
Logan's eyes were shut tight, head thrown back against the chair, his hands gripping your waist like he was the one trying to stay grounded. But you werenāt stopping, not after all the months of back-and-forth, all the moments youād caught him watching you with that dark, unreadable look. The friction, the heat pooling between your legs, was everything youād been waiting for, and it was clear from the roughness of his breathing that he wasnāt far behind.
You pressed harder, your hips rolling against his thigh as you gripped his shoulders to steady yourself. The thin fabric of your dress had ridden up, and you knew he could feel just how soaked you were through the denim of his jeans. His hands were at your waist, digging into your skin in a way that bordered on painful but only made you push down harder, rocking your hips with more insistence.
Loganās voice was rough when he finally spoke, his hands tightening as if he was trying to keep himself from pulling you in closer. āY/N⦠youāre playinā with fire here,ā he growled, the words thick, like he was barely holding back.
You ignored him, pressing a little harder, your lips hovering just over the edge of his jaw as you breathed, āMaybe I like the heat.ā
His jaw clenched, but his hands slid up, settling just under your ribs, holding you steady as you moved. Each shift of your hips brought another groan out of him, the sound vibrating through his chest and sending a thrill straight through you. You could feel yourself getting closer, your breath coming in shallow gasps as the pressure built, the heat between your legs almost too much to bear.
āLogan,ā you whispered, your hands slipping up to tangle in his hair, pulling his face closer. You could see the restraint etched across his face, the way his jaw was clenched tight, like he was struggling to keep himself from giving in. āI need you.ā
His hands tensed on your waist, fingers digging in harder, his breathing growing rougher with every word that slipped from your lips. But he didnāt pull away; if anything, he held you tighter, letting you grind against him, the rough denim of his jeans rubbing against you in a way that left you breathless, desperate.
āYou know what youāre doinā to me?ā he muttered, his voice barely more than a growl as his eyes met yours, dark and full of something youād been longing to see for months.
āMaybe,ā you replied, a small, breathless smile tugging at your lips as you kept moving, kept pressing closer, feeling the tension between you both thicken until it was almost unbearable. āMaybe I want to see how far youāll let me go.ā
Logan groaned, his grip tightening as his eyes fell shut again, his hands shifting to guide your hips, helping you keep up the steady rhythm that was driving you both closer to the edge. You leaned forward again, your lips brushing against his neck, pressing soft kisses along the exposed skin as you rocked against him, the heat building with every second.
āY/N,ā he rasped, his voice so low it sent a shiver through you. āYouāre⦠youāre so damnāā
You cut him off, pressing your lips to the spot just under his ear, feeling the way his breath hitched as your hips ground down harder. You were close, every nerve ending on fire, and you could feel that he was, too. His hands were everywhere, sliding up your back, pressing you closer, holding you tight like he was afraid to let go.
And then, finally, the pressure broke. You gasped, fingers digging into his shoulders as your hips stilled, your body shuddering against him. Loganās grip on your waist tightened, his own breath hitching as he held you steady, his hands warm and solid as you rode out the waves of pleasure.
He was quiet for a long moment, his breathing heavy, and you could feel the way his body had tensed beneath you, the strain in his hands as he held himself back. Slowly, you looked up, meeting his gaze, and the intensity in his eyes made your breath catch all over again.
Without a word, Logan shifted, his hands sliding down to hook under your thighs as he stood, lifting you with a strength that sent another thrill through you. Your arms wrapped around his shoulders as he carried you to the bed, the heat in his gaze leaving no room for second thoughts, no hesitation. This was it, and you were ready.
He laid you down, his hands lingering on your thighs, his fingers brushing over your skin as he looked down at you, his expression a mix of hunger and restraint. You reached up, tugging him closer until he was hovering over you, his weight pressing down just enough to make you feel secure, safe.
This was what youād been waiting for, what youād both been skirting around for too long. Loganās hands slid up your sides, his fingers trailing along the fabric of your dress, and you felt your breath hitch as his gaze darkened, a small smirk tugging at the corner of his lips.
His thumbs brushed the exposed skin just above the low neckline of your dress, leaving goosebumps in their wake. You watched him, eyes locked on his as he leaned in, his jaw tight, the hunger in his gaze barely restrained. The room felt smaller, warmer, like the air had thickened between you.
And then, finally, his mouth was on yours.
The kiss was desperate, wild, like he was making up for lost time. His lips claimed yours with a roughness that sent a shiver down your spine, his hands moving to cradle your face, pulling you closer as if he couldnāt stand the distance. You gasped against his mouth, your fingers finding their way into his hair, tugging him down harder.
It had been seventy-three years since heād last kissed youānearly three quarters of a century of holding backāand the intensity of it showed. It was all-consuming, like he was trying to make up for every second heād denied himself this.
Logan groaned into your mouth, a deep, almost pained sound, and the desperation in it made your blood race. He kissed you like he was starving, like he needed this, needed you, and you felt your body melt into him. His hands slid down your body, rough and sure, stopping at your hips to pull you flush against him. The heat between your legs was almost unbearable, and the friction of his jeans against your thighs only made it worse.
You broke the kiss for air, your breaths coming fast, but Logan didnāt stop. His mouth found your neck, trailing hot, open-mouthed kisses down the curve of your throat, teeth scraping against your skin just enough to make you gasp. His hands were everywhere, tracing the curve of your waist, the swell of your hips, gripping you with a possessiveness that sent a thrill through you.
āLogan,ā you whispered, your voice breathless, needy. You tilted your head back, giving him better access as his lips continued their descent, leaving a path of fire along your skin. Your hands fisted in his flannel, pulling him closer, and he groaned again, the sound vibrating through your body.
āGod, Y/N,ā he rasped, his voice thick with desire, like he was barely holding on. His hands slipped under your dress, fingers brushing against the sensitive skin of your thighs, and you shivered, your breath catching in your throat. He pulled back just enough to look at you, his eyes heavy-lidded, pupils blown wide with need. āYouāre gonna be the death of me,ā he muttered, but the words were laced with something softer, something that made your heart skip.
You didnāt reply, just pulled him down for another kiss, this one just as desperate as the first. Your hands roamed over his chest, slipping beneath the open flannel to feel the heat of his skin, the hard muscles that tensed under your touch. Logan shivered, his breath catching as your fingers brushed against his bare chest, and you felt a rush of satisfaction at the way he reacted to you.
His jacket slipped from his shoulders, landing somewhere on the floor, but neither of you paid it any mind. Your hands were already pushing the flannel off him, revealing more of his skin, and Logan helped you, shrugging it off with a growl of impatience. The white beater he wore beneath clung to his chest, and you could see the way his muscles flexed beneath it, the way the fabric stretched taut over his shoulders.
He leaned back down, capturing your lips in another searing kiss, and you moaned into his mouth, your nails digging into his shoulders. Loganās hands were back under your dress, sliding up, leaving trails of heat in their wake. His touch was rough, calloused, but so incredibly gentle in a way that made your heart ache. You arched into him, your body pressing closer, desperate for more, for everything he was willing to give.
āFuck,ā he muttered against your mouth, his hands sliding higher until his thumbs brushed the edge of your panties. He paused, breathing heavily, his eyes searching yours, looking for any sign of hesitation. But there was none. You were all in, had been from the moment youād first seen him.
You reached down, grabbing his wrists and guiding his hands further up, silently urging him on. Loganās breath hitched, and his eyes darkened even more, a low growl rumbling in his chest. His fingers hooked into the waistband of your panties, and you could feel your heart pounding as he tugged, the thin fabric slipping down your legs.
"Fuck, Y/N," he growled, his voice thick with need as his calloused hands slid back up your thighs, pushing your dress higher. "You're so damn wet already."
You gasped as his fingers brushed against your center, your hips jerking up instinctively. "Logan, please," you whimpered, reaching for him.
He leaned down to kiss you hard, his tongue pushing into your mouth as his fingers began exploring you properly. The roughness of his hands contrasted with how gently he touched you, like he was afraid of breaking you. You moaned into his mouth as he slid one thick finger inside, your hands gripping his shoulders.
"That's it, darlin'," he murmured against your lips. "Let me hear you."
Your dress was bunched around your waist now as Logan worked another finger into you, stretching you carefully. Your earlier orgasm had left you sensitive, making every touch feel electric. His thumb found your clit and began rubbing slow circles that had you writhing beneath him.
"Logan," you gasped, your nails digging into his skin through his beater. "I needāah!āI need more."
He growled low in his throat, curling his fingers inside you. "Tell me what you need, Y/N. Say it."
Your face flushed but you met his eyes. "I need you inside me. Please, Logan. I've wanted this for so long."
Something dark and possessive flashed in his eyes. He withdrew his fingers, making you whimper at the loss, and reached down to undo his belt. The metal clinked as he pulled it free, the sound sending a thrill through you.
You sat up enough to pull your dress over your head, leaving you in just your bra. Logan's eyes raked over you hungrily as he pushed his jeans down his hips. The obvious bulge in his boxers made your mouth go dry.
"Come here," he growled, pulling you into another searing kiss as his hands found the clasp of your bra. It took him only seconds to undo it, and then you were bare before him, your nipples hardening in the cool air.
Logan's mouth moved to your neck, sucking hard enough to leave marks as his hands cupped your breasts. You moaned as he rolled your nipples between his fingers, your back arching into his touch.
"Fuck, you're perfect," he muttered against your skin, his voice rough. He shifted to take one nipple into his mouth, his tongue swirling around the sensitive peak as you gasped and squirmed beneath him.
Your hands found the hem of his beater, tugging insistently until he pulled back long enough to yank it off. The sight of his bare chest, all hard muscle and dark hair, made heat pool between your legs. There were old scars scattered across his skin - remnants of wounds time hadn't quite erased.
You reached for his boxers but he caught your wrists, pinning them above your head with one large hand. "Not yet," he growled, his free hand sliding down between your legs again. "Want to make sure you're ready for me."
His fingers found your clit again and you cried out, oversensitive and desperate. "Logan, please," you begged, trying to buck your hips up against his hand. "I'm ready, I swear. I need you now."
He studied your face for a long moment, his eyes dark with desire, before releasing your wrists. "Take them off," he ordered, nodding to his boxers.
Your hands shook slightly as you pushed the fabric down his hips, freeing his cock. He was huge, thick and hard, already leaking at the tip. You wrapped your hand around him, stroking slowly, and Logan's breath hitched.
"Careful, darlin'," he warned, his voice strained. "Been wanting this too long to end it early."
He pushed you back onto the bed, settling between your spread thighs. The head of his cock brushed against your entrance and you both groaned. Logan braced himself on his forearms above you, his eyes locked on yours.
"You sure about this?" he asked, his voice rough but gentle. "Once I start, I don't know if I'll be able to stop."
You wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him closer. "I'm sure. Please, Logan. I want you."
He kissed you hard as he began pushing inside, swallowing your gasps as he stretched you open. The burn was intense but perfect, your body gradually adjusting to his size. Logan moved slowly, giving you time to adapt, but you could feel the tension in his muscles as he held himself back.
"Fuck," he groaned when he was finally fully seated inside you. "So tight, darlin'. Feel so good around me."
You clutched at his shoulders, panting. "Move," you urged. "Please, I needā"
Logan pulled back and thrust forward again, setting a steady rhythm that had you seeing stars. Each stroke hit something deep inside you that made pleasure spark through your whole body. His hands gripped your hips, holding you steady as he fucked into you with increasing force.
"That's it," he growled, watching your face contort with pleasure. "Take it, Y/N. Take all of me."
Your nails raked down his back as the pressure built inside you again. Logan's thrusts grew harder, faster, driving you both toward the edge. The headboard banged against the wall with each movement but neither of you cared about the noise.
"Logan," you gasped, feeling yourself getting close. "I'm gonnaāah!"
"Come for me," he ordered, his voice rough. One hand slid between your bodies to rub your clit. "Want to feel you come on my cock."
The added stimulation pushed you over the edge. You came with a cry, your body clenching around him as waves of pleasure crashed over you. Logan growled, his rhythm faltering as your walls pulsed around him.
"Fuck, Y/N," he groaned, his thrusts growing erratic. "Where do you wantā"
"Inside," you gasped, still riding the aftershocks. "Please, Logan. Wanna feel you."
He cursed, his hips snapping forward a few more times before he buried himself deep with a growl, spilling inside you. You could feel him pulsing, filling you up as he collapsed onto his forearms above you.
For several long moments, the only sound was your heavy breathing. Logan's forehead rested against yours, his eyes closed as he caught his breath. You ran your hands up and down his back, feeling the sweat-slick skin under your palms.
Finally, he pulled out carefully and rolled onto his side, pulling you with him. You winced slightly at the soreness between your legs, but it was a good kind of ache. Logan's arms wrapped around you, holding you close against his chest.
---
Logan let out a low groan as he woke, the bed beneath him feeling far too comfortable, unfamiliar in a way that immediately set him on edge. It took a second for his mind to catch up, piecing together where he was and, more importantly, who he was with.
He didnāt need to look over to feel the warmth beside him, or the way your hair fanned out across the pillow. It hit him all at onceāthe heat of your skin against his, the way youād leaned into him last night, confident, unrestrained. He opened his eyes, gaze finding you lying beside him, face soft and peaceful in sleep, an arm draped over his chest as if youād claimed him in the night.
Logan sighed, glancing at the ceiling, but couldnāt help looking down at you again, still asleep and blissfully unaware of the storm in his head. Heād known it was a bad idea from the start, coming upstairs with you last night, letting his guard down. But damn, when youād gotten close, pushing him toward that chair with that look in your eyesāheād been gone the second youād touched him.
He was even further gone when he had finally kissed youāit was one of his biggest regrets the last time he had seen you back in 1943āhe never held you the way he wanted to. Too afraid that maybe he was the problem, the reason you kept on dying over and over.
And because of that, he hadnāt been this close to you since 1900.
It was strange, being here like thisāletting his guard down after all those lives, all those memories of watching you fade out of his reach. A part of him had always tried to keep a distance, to save himself from the heartbreak he knew was coming. But last night⦠last night, heād been weak.
He brushed a thumb over your arm without thinking, lost in thought. It was impossible not to wonder, with you lying beside him like this, what it would be like if this time were different. If, just once, he could hold onto you, let himself believe youād stay.
But he knew better.
His hand lingered on your skin a moment too long, and he felt you stir, your lashes fluttering as you slowly opened your eyes. A soft smile touched your lips when you saw him, and he felt his resolve crack just a little more.
āMorninā,ā he murmured, his voice rougher than heād meant.
āMmm,ā you hummed, still sleepy, your fingers tracing a lazy pattern over his chest. āDidnāt think youād still be here.ā You said it lightly, but there was a hint of something else thereārelief, maybe. āGuess I finally wore you out.ā
Logan huffed, his lips tugging into a smirk. āGuess so.ā
You shifted to look at him, your eyes bright with that familiar mischief. āSo, whatās your excuse this time?ā
He raised a brow. āExcuse?ā
āYeah. For pulling away,ā you said, your tone casual but pointed. āYouāve always got one.ā
Loganās jaw clenched slightly, and he broke eye contact, looking away. āItās complicated, Y/N.ā
You reached up, cupping his face and guiding his gaze back to you. āThatās what you always say. Doesnāt mean it has to be.ā
He was silent for a moment, searching your face. He could feel the weight of his past with you, all those memories stacking up like a dam holding back a flood. But he couldnāt let you in on that. Couldnāt make you carry the burden of knowing youād livedāand diedāso many times before. It was his cross to bear, not yours.
āMaybe I just donāt want you getting hurt,ā he finally said, his voice quieter, a touch raw.
You let out a short, incredulous laugh. āPlease, Logan. You think I donāt know what Iām doing?ā
Logan just shook his head, but he couldnāt help the small, amused smile that crept onto his face. āYouāre a handful, you know that?ā
āIāve heard that once or twice,ā you teased, running your hand along his chest. āLucky for you, I donāt scare easy.ā
That hint of defiance in your voice tugged at something deep inside him, and he caught your hand, holding it in his as he looked into your eyes. āYou say that now. But Iāve got a way of⦠complicating things.ā
Your gaze softened, but there was still a spark there, unyielding. āGood thing I like complicated.ā
Loganās eyes darkened, and for a second, he felt that familiar pull, the urge to tell you everythingāto let you in on the truth of why he was here, why he couldnāt stay away. But he stopped himself, the weight of all those lost lifetimes bearing down on him again. He couldnāt do that to you, not this time.
āThen I guess Iām stuck with you,ā he said, trying to keep his tone light, even though his grip on your hand tightened ever so slightly.
āGuess so,ā you replied with a grin, shifting closer. You tilted your head, eyes narrowing as you studied him. āLogan?ā
āYeah?ā
āAre you ever gonna stop acting like youāre some kind of curse?ā Your voice was soft but firm, like you were daring him to argue.
Logan went silent, his gaze flickering away from yours. Youād hit closer to the truth than you knew.
āDonāt know if I can,ā he admitted after a pause. āItās⦠complicated.ā He shrugged, hoping youād leave it at that.
But, of course, you didnāt. āThen I guess Iāll just have to keep proving you wrong,ā you murmured, pressing a light kiss to his jaw, a warm reassurance that only made him feel the pull of his past even stronger.
He didnāt answer, just closed his eyes, letting himself savor this one small, stolen moment with you. Just this once, heād allow himself that. Because deep down, he knew heād always lose you in the end.
And this time, he was determined to make it last as long as he could. Maybe, just maybe, even put that ring to use.
---
You were back at the dog shelter, this time staying a little bit longer since one of the workers, Amelia, was out sick.
Lorraine handed you a few leashes, āmind taking some of āem out for a walk?ā
You happily grabbed the roped leashes, āof course.ā Then you glanced over at Logan, who had been eyeing the dogs with a mix of amusement and reservation. āYou up for walkinā some too?ā
He raised an eyebrow at you, then at the leashes in your hand, but there was a hint of a smirk playing at his lips. āDidnāt take you for a dog wrangler, Y/N.ā
You laughed, clipping one of the leashes onto a small brown mutt who was practically bouncing with excitement. āCome on, Logan. Whatāre you afraid of? They donāt biteāwell, not all of them, anyway.ā
Logan chuckled, reluctantly stepping forward. āRight. Long as they donāt try to drag me down the street.ā
You handed him a leash attached to a shaggy, medium-sized dog with big brown eyes, looking up at him expectantly. āHere. This oneās named Ringo. Heās a sweetheart.ā
Logan eyed the dog suspiciously before giving the leash a little tug, testing the waters. āRingo, huh?ā He knelt down and patted the dogās head, a faint smile crossing his face as the dog leaned into his touch. āGuess youāre alright.ā
You couldnāt help but smile at the sight. āSee? He likes you already.ā As you finished leashing up a few more of the dogs, you handed the leashes to Logan. āThink you can handle these guys too?ā
Logan took the leashes without complaint, looking down at the little group of dogs at his feet. āGuess I donāt have much choice.ā
āGood answer,ā you teased, giving him a wink before heading toward the door. You led the way outside, the two of you walking side-by-side with the dogs trotting happily along. It was a warm day, and the sun was shining down, casting a soft glow over everything.
Logan glanced over at you as you moved down the sidewalk together, the dogs tugging excitedly at their leashes. You had a carefree smile on your face, and he found himself watching you more than the path ahead, the memory of a few nights ago still vivid in his mind. The thought of it sent a thrill through himāyet at the same time, a pang of dread.
āYou always this happy walking dogs, or is it just ācause Iām here?ā he teased, a little smirk tugging at his lips.
You shot him a playful look. āGuess youāll never know.ā You nudged him lightly with your shoulder, eyes bright with mischief. āBut if you keep coming with me, you might find out.ā
He let out a small laugh, his gaze softening as he looked away. Even after all these years, you could still surprise himālike the way youād drag him to places like this or the way you talked about the little things with such enthusiasm. It was one of those qualities he remembered about you from lifetimes ago, and it hadnāt changed. It made him feel like maybe, somehow, this was different.
As you walked a little further, one of the dogsāa scruffy little terrierāyipped and tugged at Loganās leash, trying to chase after a pigeon. He grunted, holding the leash tightly and muttering, āSettle down, mutt. Youāre not goinā anywhere.ā
You laughed, glancing over with an amused smile. āRingoās got more energy than youād think, huh?ā
Logan shook his head, but he couldnāt help but smile. āYeah, well, maybe I should be takinā notes from him.ā He looked at you then, and his expression softened. āYouāve really got a thing for these dogs, donāt ya?ā
Your smile faded into something more thoughtful as you looked down at the furry pack in front of you. āI dunno. I guess theyāre just⦠easy to be around. They donāt care about who my father is or what I doāthey just want someone to be with them, you know?ā
Logan nodded, watching the way you interacted with the dogs, your fingers lightly brushing over their heads, your voice soft as you spoke to them. Youād always had that kindness about you, that gentleness that made him want to believe in something better, something⦠safe.
āYouāre good with āem,ā he said quietly, almost to himself.
You looked up at him, a smile in your eyes. āYou know, youāre not so bad with them either, Logan.ā
He chuckled, shaking his head. āNah, I think Iāll leave the dog-wranglinā to you.ā
For a while, you walked in comfortable silence, the bustling city around you fading into the background as you wandered through the neighborhood with the dogs. Finally, you reached a small park, and you stopped to let the dogs sniff around.
As they explored, you took a seat on a nearby bench, patting the spot beside you. Logan hesitated for a second before joining you, stretching his legs out in front of him.
You looked over at him, your expression soft. āThanks for coming today. I know this probably isnāt your ideal way to spend an afternoon.ā
Logan shrugged, trying to act casual, but he couldnāt hide the warmth in his gaze. āWouldnāt be here if I didnāt wanna be,ā he said, his voice low.
The sincerity in his words made your heart skip a beat, and you looked away, feeling a little bashful. You fiddled with one of the leashes, clearing your throat. āYou know⦠the more time we spend together, the more I wonder how long youāre planning to stick around.ā
He hesitated, his jaw tightening as he considered his answer. He wanted to tell you the truthāthat heād been watching you, waiting for you, for so many lifetimes. But he couldnāt. Instead, he reached out, his hand covering yours where it rested on the bench.
āAs long as youāll have me,ā he said quietly.
The words hung between you, and for a moment, it was like the whole world had faded away. You looked up at him, your eyes searching his, trying to read the depths of his expression.
A soft smile touched your lips, and you squeezed his hand. āThen youāre gonna be around for a long time, Logan.ā
He felt a strange, hopeful ache in his chest at your words, and for the first time in what felt like forever, he allowed himself to believe that maybe, this time, things could be different.
The dogs barked, breaking the spell, and you both laughed, pulling away as you got up to wrangle them again. But even as you continued on your walk, he stayed close by your side, his hand occasionally brushing yours as you walkedāalmost as if he was reminding himself that you were real, that you were here with him.
---
Late one night, you lay beside Logan in the dim light filtering through the window, the cityās night sounds a steady hum in the distance. Your head rested on his chest, your fingers tracing lazy circles over the skin above his heart, feeling the steady beat beneath your touch.
Logan shifted slightly, his hand coming up to rest gently on your back. For a long time, he just lay there, watching you in silence, his thumb brushing along your spine. You could tell he was relaxed, but there was something elseāa quiet intensity in the way his gaze lingered on you, a heaviness in the air that made your heart race.
āWhatāre you thinkinā about?ā you murmured, letting your fingers trail up to his collarbone. You glanced up at him, catching the faintest hint of a smile as he met your eyes.
āJust⦠wonderinā how I got roped into all this,ā he said, the corner of his mouth lifting. But the glint in his eyes gave him away, and you saw something softer there.
āYeah? Doesnāt seem like you mind too much.ā You smirked, giving his chest a light pat. āIād almost say youāre gettinā attached.ā
He snorted, pulling you a little closer, his arm tightening around you. āCould say the same for you,ā he replied, his voice low, almost teasing. āYouāre insatiable, yāknow that?ā
You laughed, and the sound was soft in the quiet room. āYouāre the one who keeps showinā up, Logan. If you wanted me to behave, youād stay away.ā
He raised an eyebrow, clearly amused. āMaybe I donāt want you to behave.ā
Your fingers stilled on his chest, and you looked up at him with a mischievous glint in your eye. āSo you like me like this, then? A little reckless⦠a little spoiled?ā you teased.
He chuckled, his eyes softening as he looked at you. āYeah,ā he murmured, voice barely above a whisper. āThink I do.ā
You felt a warmth spread through you at his words, and you settled back against his chest, letting your hand rest over his heart. For a while, neither of you said anything, the silence comfortable, his warmth grounding you. It was a rare kind of peaceāone that youād come to cherish whenever you were with him.
But then, curiosity got the better of you, and you lifted your head, giving him a thoughtful look. āLogan,ā you began, your voice hesitant. āHow long are you gonna stick around? I mean⦠I know my dad thinks youāre just here for protection, but⦠it feels like more than that.ā
Loganās gaze darkened, a flash of something unreadable passing over his face. He glanced away, his jaw tensing as he seemed to search for the right words. āAs long as you want me here, Iām not goinā anywhere.ā
The weight of his words hung between you, and you felt your heart skip a beat. āThen donāt,ā you whispered, leaning up to press a soft kiss to his cheek. āI donāt want you to.ā
He didnāt say anything in response, but his hand slipped up to cup the back of your head, pulling you down into a slow, lingering kiss. There was something different about it this time, a quiet desperation that made your pulse quicken, like he was trying to hold on to this moment, to keep it from slipping away.
When you finally pulled back, you searched his eyes, wondering what was going through his mind. āYouāre not gonna let me go, are you?ā
A small smile tugged at his lips, though his gaze was still shadowed. āNot a chance, darlinā.ā
You felt a surge of affection for him then, this man whoād somehow become both your protector and your closest confidant. He was rough around the edges, guarded and distant with everyone elseābut with you, he was different. You brought out a softness in him, a warmth that felt as though it had been buried for a long, long time.
Without thinking, you reached up and brushed a lock of hair from his forehead, your fingertips lingering against his skin. āYou know, for a guy whoās supposed to be my bodyguard, youāre doing a terrible job at keeping things professional,ā you teased, though there was no bite in your words.
Logan let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. āYouāre the one makinā things complicated, Y/N.ā
āMaybe.ā You smirked, your fingers still tracing over his chest. āBut you donāt seem to mind.ā
He looked at you then, something fierce in his eyes, and for a moment, you saw a glimpse of the man heād beenāa man whoād loved and lost, whoād carried scars from lifetimes past. You wondered if he would ever tell you his story, if he would ever let you in on the secrets he guarded so closely.
But for now, you were content with the silence, with the feel of his heartbeat beneath your hand, with the quiet reassurance that he wasnāt going anywhere.
As the night wore on, you lay there together, wrapped up in each other, the world outside fading away. And for the first time in a long time, you felt like you were exactly where you were meant to be.
---
Your father had asked you to come to his office in the spacious house. At first it was nothing but muffled voices from outside the door, until Logan heard your father speak again, for a longer period of time, causing your own voice to rise.
While Logan couldnāt make out the words you were saying even with his enhanced hearing, he could tell you werenāt happy. Your voice carried that sharp edge you only got when something really struck a nerve, and judging by the way you didnāt hold back, it had to be serious.
Logan lingered just outside the heavy, mahogany door of your fatherās office, his fists clenched as he heard your voice rising behind it. It was clear you were upset, and whatever was being discussed inside, you didnāt like it. Heād seen you frustrated, angry even, but never like thisāthere was a desperation in your tone that sent a chill through him.
Moments later, the door flew open, and you stormed out, cheeks flushed with anger, eyes flashing as you spotted him. You barely paused, brushing past him, but Logan caught your wrist, stopping you in your tracks.
āY/N,ā he said, his voice low. āWhat happened?ā
You turned to face him, anger and hurt swirling in your eyes. āHeās⦠heās marrying me off, Logan. To that family. After everything he promised meāhe said heād never force me into something like this.ā
Loganās expression hardened. āWhat are you talkinā about? He canāt just⦠marry you off like some kind of deal.ā
Your hands were shaking as you brushed a stray lock of hair behind your ear, struggling to keep your composure. āApparently, he can. Thereās been this feud with the Romano family for years, and he says this is the only way to keep the peace. To protect me. Protect us.ā
Loganās jaw clenched. He felt a familiar anger rising in him, a deep, protective instinct heād been fighting to keep under wraps. āSo, heās just gonna throw you into a marriage you donāt want? You donāt even know this guy, do you?ā
You shook your head, looking away. āI met him once. He was⦠polite enough. But thatās not the point, Logan. I donāt want to marry himāor anyone like this. My father always said heād let me choose, that he wouldnāt⦠sell me off.ā The bitterness in your tone stung, your gaze distant as if replaying the conversation.
Logan searched your face, feeling an ache he couldnāt put into words. āAnd he knows how you feel about this?ā
You swallowed, nodding. āI told him, but he says I donāt understand the bigger picture, that this is whatās best for everyone.ā You gave a hollow laugh, looking down. āFor everyone but me.ā
He felt a pang of guilt, knowing he was just a bodyguard, technically part of the arrangement meant to keep you safe from any threats. But you were more than just a job to him, and the thought of you being forced into something like this made his blood boil. He let out a rough breath, stepping closer. āY/N, you donāt have to go along with this. Not if you donāt want to.ā
Your gaze softened as you looked up at him. āAnd what am I supposed to do, Logan? Run off in the middle of the night?ā You gave a small, bitter smile. āI donāt even know where Iād go.ā
He didnāt hesitate, his voice dropping low. āThen we go together. If you donāt wanna go through with this, weāll figure somethinā else out.ā
Your breath hitched at his words, and for a moment, the anger and hurt seemed to fade, replaced by something warmer, more uncertain. āYouād really⦠leave everything?ā
He shrugged, almost nonchalant, but there was a fierce determination in his eyes. āI got no reason to stay here if youāre not here, too.ā
You hesitated, torn between the depth of his offer and the weight of the decision you knew would follow. Finally, you gave a small nod, as if grounding yourself in the moment. āI donāt know whatās gonna happen, Logan, but⦠I just need to know youāre here. That Iām not going through this alone.ā
He reached out, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear, his touch lingering. āIām not goinā anywhere, Y/N. You got my word on that.ā
There was a silence between you, thick and charged, each of you processing the weight of everything unsaid. His gaze stayed locked on yours, and for a moment, the anger and fear in your eyes softened, replaced by something closer to relief. And then, almost impulsively, you took his hand, squeezing it tight.
āThank you, Logan. I⦠I needed to hear that,ā you said softly, glancing away before meeting his gaze again, vulnerability written all over your face. āJust⦠donāt let go, okay?ā
He gave your hand a reassuring squeeze, his voice barely above a whisper. āNot a chance, darlinā.ā
---
Nancy was doing your hair once again for the dinner with the Romano family. You had tried everything over the past few weeks, trying to convince your father that this didnāt have to happen. That he promised you he would never do this.
But no matter what you did, he was firm in his stance, "you're getting married to Clyde, and that's final."
You sat still, staring at your reflection in the mirror as Nancy pinned up the last of your curls. Your face looked composed, serene even, but beneath it, there was a storm brewingāa knot of anger and dread you couldnāt shake. Every time you thought about that dinner tonight, your stomach twisted. Clyde Romano. A stranger. And yet, your father had decided this was your future, and nothing you said seemed to change his mind.
Nancy, sensing the tension, placed a comforting hand on your shoulder. "Itāll be alright, Y/N. Youāll be surrounded by family."
Family. Right. But none of them seemed to understand how trapped you felt. You forced a tight-lipped smile, nodding. "Thanks, Nancy."
As she stepped back, there was a light knock at the door. You turned to see Logan standing there, looking slightly uncomfortable in his formal attire but as steadfast as ever. His gaze softened as he took in your appearance, though he quickly masked it.
"Didnāt mean to interrupt," he said, glancing between you and Nancy. "Just wanted to make sure youāre ready."
Nancy finished adjusting your hair and excused herself, leaving you alone with Logan. You looked at him, searching his face, hoping for some kind of lifeline.
"Logan," you murmured, voice barely above a whisper. "I feel like Iām being dragged somewhere I canāt escape from."
He stepped closer, his expression darkening as he listened. āYouāre not alone in this, Y/N. You know Iām with you, whatever you decide.ā His hand reached out, brushing against your arm, his touch grounding you.
You drew in a shaky breath, steadying yourself. āWhat if I decide to just⦠disappear?ā you asked, half-joking but mostly serious.
Loganās eyes met yours, and you saw the unspoken resolve there. āThen Iāll be right behind you. Doesnāt matter where.ā
For a moment, you let yourself believe itāthat you could simply run, with Logan at your side. But reality crashed back in, and you dropped your gaze.
"I wish it were that simple," you whispered, clenching your fists. "But if I leave, it could tear everything apart."
Loganās hand settled over yours, his grip firm and reassuring. "Then we make it through tonight. And tomorrow, we figure out the rest. Youāre not facing this alone, darlinā. Not as long as Iām here."
You looked up at him, finding strength in his gaze. Heād been your rock through all of this, his presence steady and unwavering. And tonight, that was what you needed most.
āAlright,ā you murmured, giving him a small, grateful smile. āLetās go face this⦠together.ā
He nodded, his grip on your hand a silent promise. Whatever came next, you knew heād be there, just as he always had been. And with that thought, you found the courage to head downstairs to face your familyāand the Romanosāone more time.
---
The dinner was at an Italian restaurant, one your father owned as cover for his business. Your dad sat at the head of the table while Clydeās father sat at the other end. In front of you was your uncle Ermanno, who was also your dadās consigliere, while Clyde sat next to you.
Logan, along with the other bodyguards, stood watch at the entrance of the private dining room, their silent gazes sweeping the place. He wore his usual hard expression, though his eyes softened just a touch when they found you across the room. Heād been watching you all nightācatching every little shift, each moment you looked down or forced a smile, every subtle tightening of your hand on the tablecloth.
Clyde Romano leaned in a little closer, his arm casually brushing against yours as he tried to make small talk. "So, Y/N, I hear youāve been helping out at a shelter?"
You nodded, barely meeting his eyes. āYeah, I volunteer with the dogs mostly. Itāsā¦nice to get away from all this sometimes.ā You forced a smile, trying to keep things polite. You could feel your fatherās gaze on you, watching for any misstep.
Clyde smiled back, but it felt too rehearsed. āWell, once weāre married, you wonāt have to worry about shelters or anything like that. Youāll have enough responsibilities as a Romano.ā
You felt your stomach twist at his words. Loganās gaze sharpened from across the room as he picked up on the slight shift in your expression. You shot him a quick look, your eyes pleading for any kind of rescue. Loganās jaw tightened, and for a brief moment, he almost looked like heād step in. But he stayed put, his hands clenched behind his back.
Instead, he looked for the smallest opening. Just as Clydeās attention was pulled away by his father, Logan slipped into view, leaning down beside you. āYou alright?ā he murmured, low enough that only you could hear.
āNot even close,ā you whispered back, your eyes fixed on your glass. āHeās already talking about our future like⦠like itās set in stone.ā
Loganās eyes flickered with something fierce. āWeāll get through this, Y/N. Tonightās just another show. Nothing more.ā His fingers brushed the back of your chair, the barely-there touch sending a wave of calm through you.
But Clydeās voice cut back in before Logan could say anything more. āY/N, we were thinking of heading to Italy for the honeymoon. Itāll be a good chance to meet the rest of the family there.ā
Your heart sank further. Italy. An entire ocean away, away from everything you knew, from everyone who mattered to you. āItaly,ā you echoed, your voice strained but steady.
āYeah. The Romano estates are beautifulābeaches, vineyards⦠a real paradise.ā He seemed oblivious to your hesitation, already dreaming up plans youād had no say in. Your father looked pleased, nodding his approval from his end of the table.
Logan straightened, but the look he gave you was unmistakable: You donāt have to do this.
You swallowed, shifting in your seat as Clyde rambled on. When his focus shifted to his own father again, you leaned back just enough to whisper to Logan, āIām not sure I can keep pretending.ā
Loganās expression softened, and for a second, he let a hint of his guard down. āYou donāt have to, darlinā.ā His voice was low, almost tender, meant for you alone. āSay the word, and we walk outta here. Right now.ā
The thought made your heart skip, but your gaze drifted toward your father, seated across the table with a look of satisfaction. Leaving wasnāt just about you; it would mean defying him, challenging the life heād molded for you. The thought felt like a mountain on your shoulders.
āI canāt just walk away,ā you said quietly. āHeās⦠heād never forgive me.ā
Loganās hand brushed yours under the table, a quiet show of support. āMaybe heās the one who should be asking for forgiveness,ā he murmured, his thumb tracing a light circle over your knuckles. The warmth of his touch settled something in you, steadying your breath.
You gave a tiny nod, squeezing his hand for just a second before pulling away. Logan straightened, stepping back to his post but still keeping his gaze on you. Clyde was oblivious, caught up in a conversation with his father about future business plans, each word feeling like a nail in the coffin.
Dinner dragged on, a blur of forced laughter and stiff conversation. Every time you felt yourself sinking, you looked toward Logan. He was there, solid and watchful, like a silent promise of something real in a room full of facades.
Eventually, the families began to wind down, talk shifting to more casual chatter. Clyde, emboldened by the nightās success, reached over and took your hand, his grip possessive. āSoon, youāll be part of the family, Y/N. Youāll see. Youāll come to love it.ā
Your mind screamed at the thought, every fiber of you wanting to pull away. But you held still, not daring to make a scene. Loganās gaze narrowed, his jaw set as he took in the sight of Clydeās hand around yours.
Finally, as the night came to an end and the families started to stand, Clyde leaned in with a smug smile. āReady to go? I thought weād take a walk, just the two of us.ā
Before you could answer, Logan was there, stepping in with a casual yet firm presence. āMr. Romano,ā he said, addressing Clyde but looking right at you, āyour father asked to speak with you in private before you head out.ā
Clyde frowned but nodded, reluctantly releasing your hand. āIāll be back soon, Y/N.ā He disappeared toward the far end of the room, leaving you alone with Logan.
You let out a slow breath, the tension finally loosening from your shoulders. āThank you,ā you whispered, looking up at him, gratitude spilling from every word.
Logan gave a slight nod. āCouldnāt let him drag you out there without a say.ā His voice was rough, but his eyes softened as he held your gaze. āYouāre not alone in this, Y/N. Whatever happens⦠you got me.ā
The weight of the night lifted just a little, and for a moment, you almost believed you had a choice in all of this.
---
āA week?ā you repeated, your voice barely above a whisper as you stood in your fatherās office. The weight of the word seemed to pull you under, even as you fought to keep your voice steady.
Your fatherās expression was impassive, arms crossed as he looked at you. āYes, Y/N. The Romano family wants to move quickly. They think itās best, and I agree. Itās time you take on this responsibility for the family.ā
Your jaw clenched. You remembered the promises he made, back when you were younger, that heād never force you into something like this. āI just⦠I donāt understand. You always saidāā
āPeople change, Y/N,ā he interrupted, his tone firm. āThis is whatās best for you and for us. For the family.ā
You shook your head, feeling a rush of helplessness. āAnd what about what I want? Iāve been trying to tell you for weeks that I donāt want this, and youāre not listening.ā
He exhaled sharply, the kind of sigh that signaled his patience was running thin. āThis isnāt about what you want. I didnāt raise you to be selfish.ā
āSelfish?ā The word stung, and you couldnāt help the surge of anger that rose within you. āIām asking for my life. How is that selfish?ā
He frowned, unyielding. āEnough, Y/N. This is happening. Weāre done discussing it.ā
Your breath hitched, but you forced yourself to stay composed. The walls of the office seemed to close in on you, the reality of it settling heavy and cold. You had a weekāseven daysāto either submit to this life heād chosen for you or⦠what? You didnāt even know.
Without another word, you turned and left, fighting the urge to slam the door behind you. The hall felt stifling as you walked out, your thoughts churning.
When you reached your room, Logan was there, waiting. The moment he saw your face, he stiffened. āWhat happened?ā His voice was a low rumble, the concern clear.
āA week,ā you whispered, barely able to meet his gaze. āI have a week before he marries me off to Clyde.ā
Loganās jaw tightened, and you could see the flash of anger in his eyes. He stepped closer, his hand moving to rest on your shoulder. āSo thatās it, then? Heās just⦠throwing you to that bastard?ā
You nodded, the words catching in your throat. āI donāt know what to do, Logan. I tried everything, but he wonāt listen. Heās set on it.ā
Loganās hand slipped down, finding yours and giving it a reassuring squeeze, his rough fingers warm and grounding. You tightened your grip, the frustration and helplessness boiling inside you finally having somewhere to go.
āIām supposed to just go along with it,ā you muttered, bitterness seeping into your words. āAct like Iām thrilled to be Clydeās obedient little wife. Like my lifeās just⦠his to take.ā
Loganās gaze darkened. āItās not. You know that. And anyone who tries to take it without your say? They got me to deal with.ā His voice was low and dangerous, a promise just for you.
You looked up, searching his face, a flicker of hope stirring. āBut what can we do, Logan? Heās not going to listen to me. And if I push back too hard⦠I donāt know what heāll do.ā
āThen let me get you out of here,ā Logan said, leaning in closer. His voice softened, gentler now. āWe can leave, right now if you want. Just say the word.ā
Your heart twisted painfully, the temptation so fierce you almost said yes then and there. But reality clawed its way back, the weight of your fatherās expectations and the tight grip he kept on every part of your life. Leaving would mean giving up everythingāand, deep down, you werenāt sure you could risk it.
āWhat about my dad?ā you whispered, feeling the weight of it pressing down again. āHeās⦠heād see it as betrayal, Logan. And what if he goes after you?ā
A flicker of something familiar crossed Loganās face, a shadow from a life you couldnāt remember but that he clearly did. āY/N, donāt worry about me,ā he murmured. āBeen through worse.ā He squeezed your hand a little tighter, his thumb brushing over your knuckles in a gesture so tender it nearly undid you. āAnd if heās got a problem, then he can take it up with me.ā
You let out a shaky breath, feeling the anger and fear give way just a bit. āYou say that now, but you havenāt seen how he gets when people cross him. Heād never forgive me, Logan. Heād never forgive us.ā
Loganās hand moved to cup your face, his touch steadying you as his eyes met yours. āThen we donāt need his forgiveness. We get you out, and I keep you safe. Whatever comes after, we face it together.ā
The fierce certainty in his voice sent a warmth flooding through you, your resolve hardening under his gaze. āBut Clyde, the Romanoās⦠they wonāt just let it go.ā
A smirk tugged at Loganās mouth, the edge of defiance clear. āThen theyāll learn what happens when they mess with you. Aināt nobodyās right to take away your freedom, Y/N. Not your old man, not Clyde, not anyone.ā
A beat of silence stretched between you, his hand still warm against your cheek. Your fingers tightened around his, and for a second, all the anger and dread faded, leaving just you and him in the quiet of the room.
āWhat about⦠us?ā The words slipped out before you could stop them, and for a second, you held your breath, waiting for his reaction.
Loganās eyes softened, his gaze never leaving yours. āWhat about us, darlinā?ā He brushed a thumb along your cheek, his voice dropping to a low murmur. āYou think Iād just leave you here to face this on your own?ā
His words sent a rush of warmth through you, and before you knew it, you were leaning into him, his presence steady and unshakable. He let out a low sigh, wrapping his arm around your shoulders and pulling you closer, his other hand tracing gentle circles over your back.
āYouāre all Iāve got in this,ā you whispered, feeling the tears prick at the corners of your eyes. āI canāt lose you, too.ā
āYou wonāt,ā he murmured, pressing a kiss to the top of your head, his hold tightening just enough to reassure you. āNot now, not ever.ā
You stayed like that for a long moment, wrapped up in his embrace, the weight of everything slipping away in his arms. But eventually, reality crept back in, and you pulled back, catching the flicker of resolve in his gaze.
āIf we do thisā¦ā You paused, steadying yourself. āIf we leave, we need a plan.ā
Logan gave a small nod, his hand still resting on yours. āWeāll figure it out. Tonight, weāre just gettinā you through this.ā
It was a promise, simple and unbreakable, and for the first time in weeks, you felt a flicker of hope stirring deep inside you.
---
The rehearsal dinner was held in a private room at the church a few days later; a grand, echoing place with gilded walls and tall stained-glass windows that cast colored light over everything. Clyde, his parents, and your family were all gathered, discussing wedding arrangements like it was a done deal, each word chipping away at any illusion of control you had left.
Logan and the other bodyguards stood at a respectful distance, keeping watch. He tried to keep his gaze neutral, but his eyes lingered on you longer than necessary, catching every forced smile and stiff nod you gave.
As the minister went through the motions, you and Clyde practiced exchanging vows. You held his hands, repeating words that felt like a foreign languageālifeless, meaningless. Your eyes drifted toward Logan, and he gave you the barest nod, grounding you with that single, unspoken promise.
After the vows, Clyde leaned in close, his voice low and smug. āI think youāll come to love our life together, Y/N. Just give it time.ā
You forced a polite smile, biting back the words you wanted to say. Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Logan clench his fists, his face darkening.
Finally, as the rehearsal ended and people began drifting off, you made your way to a quiet corner, needing a moment alone. Logan slipped over to you, his movements subtle as he came to stand beside you.
āAre you alright?ā he asked, his voice softer now that it was just the two of you.
You shook your head, feeling that familiar knot of dread twist tighter. āLogan, I donāt think I can go through with this. But I donāt know if I can run, either. Iām⦠ Iām stuck.ā
He took a deep breath, his gaze intense as he looked down at you. āWhat if I told you that you didnāt have to decide tonight?ā he asked quietly. āThat we could just⦠take it one day at a time. You donāt have to have all the answers right now.ā
The tension in your shoulders eased a bit, and you met his eyes, finding strength in the certainty there. He wasnāt pushing you, wasnāt forcing anything on you. He was just⦠here, with you, in whatever way you needed.
āOkay,ā you whispered, nodding slowly. āOne day at a time.ā
Logan gave a small, reassuring smile. āThatās all we need, darlinā.ā His hand brushed your shoulder, lingering just a second longer than necessary before he stepped back.
---
The day of the wedding had arrived, and you were dolled up, your makeup and hair were perfect, and your wedding dress was heavy, constricting, and large.
Once the makeup artists and hair stylists left, you had fled to the bathroom in the bridal suite and were currently hunched over the toilet. You hadnāt thrown upāyetābut you could feel the nausea and anxiousness rising.
You braced yourself against the counter, taking deep breaths as you tried to calm the twisting feeling in your stomach. The dress felt like a vice, heavy and restrictive, pressing on every nerve, suffocating in a way that went beyond fabric and lace. You squeezed your eyes shut, hoping the queasiness would pass.
A knock at the door pulled you from the spinning in your head.
āY/N?ā Nancyās soft, steady voice filtered through, full of that motherly concern youād come to rely on all your life.
You took a steadying breath, swallowing hard before calling out, āCome in, Nancy.ā
The door creaked open, and Nancy stepped inside, closing it quietly behind her. Her gaze immediately softened as she took in the look on your face, her expression a mix of sympathy and something elseāresolve, maybe.
āOh, cara mia,ā she murmured, reaching out to place a hand on your shoulder. āYou donāt look well. This whole businessāitās too much, isnāt it?ā
You managed a shaky nod. āI⦠I donāt know if I can do this, Nancy. Every time I think about it, I justā¦ā You trailed off, not sure how to put into words the suffocating dread that had settled over you.
She gave you a small, encouraging squeeze. āYou know,ā she said quietly, āthere are other paths besides the one your father chose for you. And you donāt have to walk it alone.ā
Your heart skipped at her words. āYou⦠youād help me? Even if Iā¦?ā
Nancy nodded, a spark of fierce protectiveness in her eyes. āLoganās already got your things in his car,ā she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper. āIf youāre ready to go, heās waiting.ā
You blinked back tears before grabbing one of her hands, āy- you want me to go?ā
āSĆ. Your father is a bastardo, breaking that promise him and your mother made.ā She squeezed your hand, āLoganās a good man. Iāve seen the way he looks at you. He wonāt let you down.ā
You swallowed hard, Nancyās words settling like a quiet fire in your chest. She was right. Your father had broken his promise, and you didnāt owe him your life just because he controlled every other part of it.
With a shaky exhale, you gave her a nod. āAlright⦠Iāll go.ā
Nancyās face softened, relief mingling with pride. āGood girl. Now, take this.ā She pressed a small envelope into your hand. āCash. Just in case.ā
You looked down at it, blinking back tears. āThank you, Nancy. For everything.ā
She pulled you into a hug, her hand stroking your back gently. āGo, cara mia. Go live your life.ā She pulled back, eyes glinting with fierce determination. āAnd donāt look back.ā
You nodded, holding onto that resolve as you slipped out of the bathroom and made your way down the hall, heart pounding. Every step felt heavier, weighed down by fear and the voice in the back of your mind that told you this was dangerous, reckless. But when you stepped outside and saw Logan waiting by his car, the weight lifted.
He looked up, his gaze intense but soft, like heād been waiting for this moment just as long as you had. āYou ready?ā
You hesitated, just for a moment, before giving him a small nod. āYeah. Letās get out of here.ā
Logan opened the passenger door for you, helping you in, his hand lingering on yours for a second longer than necessary. He closed the door, then climbed into the driverās seat, starting the engine with a low rumble that matched the pulse pounding in your ears.
As he pulled out of the churchās parking lot, the weight of the decision hit you again. You were leaving everything behindāthe security, the expectations, the people whoād shaped your entire life. But with each passing second, the fear melted away, replaced by a strange, liberating sense of excitement.
Logan glanced over, noticing the small smile tugging at your lips. āYou donāt look so panicked now.ā
You shook your head, unable to hide your grin. āIām not. Not with you here.ā
He gave a soft chuckle, that familiar warmth in his gaze. āGood. Because weāve got a long drive ahead of us.ā
You settled back, feeling more at ease than youād felt in months. There was silence for a moment, comfortable and charged, before you turned to him, voice barely a whisper.
āWhere are we going?ā
Logan smirked. āAnywhere but here.ā
You laughed softly, relaxing into your seat. The road stretched ahead, open and endless, and for the first time in a long while, the future felt like something you could shape.
logan is 141 years old and reader is around 23-25 years old
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I'm usually not this freaky, horny, kinky, naughty and lewd but... hear me out.
How obscene of me would be if I wanted nothing more than to show Logan how Christmas can be so endearing with the right person. To show him how to decorate your home with ornaments and silly things. To have matching pajamas even though he says they're ridiculous. Wake him up with kisses and tell him that he has to open his gifts downstairs.
You know Logan. You know him. Not the claws, not the growl, not the indestructible skeletonāno, you know him. The man beneath it all. The one whoās spent lifetimes fighting battles he didnāt ask for, living lives he didnāt choose, carrying pain he didnāt deserve.
Logan isnāt a superhero. Heās a storm trapped in skin and steelāa wildfire trying to smother itself because it knows what it destroys. Heās the man who lights a cigar in the middle of a blood-soaked battlefield and mutters, āLetās finish this.ā Heās the one who drives a battered truck through the desert, bleeding out while still keeping everyone else alive.
And donāt even get me started on the way he loves. Not with flowers or words, but with actions so raw they burn. He loves like a wolf guarding its pack, like the last shield in a crumbling war. Itās not romantic, but itās the kind of love that leaves you alive when you had no right to be.
Heās the soft sound of boots on broken glass. The reluctant āYeah, kid,ā when he doesnāt know how to say, āIāll die for you.ā The quiet rage of a man who heals from every wound except the ones inside.
Logan doesnāt save the world. He saves people. And isnāt that more? Isnāt that what we all need?
Reblog if youāve ever wanted to scream into the void that Logan deserved peace. That his scars were maps of a love he never let himself feel. That he was the hero who didnāt wear a cape because he knew it wouldnāt last long enough to matter.
Logan isnāt just a character. Heās us. Every sharp edge, every quiet moment of tenderness, every piece of ourselves we think is too broken to save.
Steven Moffat once said something beautiful while talking about the Doctor:
He's a passer-by who becomes the last man standing,
and it has just struck me how well this description fits the film versions of Logan.
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Loganās gruff voice boomed from the nursery. āDarlinā, is it supposed to smell this bad?!ā
I chuckled from the kitchen, setting down the baby bottle Iād been warming. āWelcome to parenthood, Wolverine!ā
Letās back up a bit. Being married to Logan wasnāt exactly what Iād call conventional. For one, his idea of ādomestic blissā involved flannel shirts, beer, and the occasional uninvited guest in the form of a random mutant needing help. But when we decided to adopt a babyābecause Logan swore he wanted to give someone the stability he never hadālife took a turn I never expected.
Daddy Logan: The Adjustment Period
From the moment we brought little Ellie home, I saw Logan try harder than heād ever tried in his life. I mean, this is a man whoās fought Sentinels and survived wars, but one tiny infant had him more rattled than Magneto ever did.
The first night was⦠interesting. Logan insisted on taking the first shift, grumbling something about how he ānever sleeps anyway.ā I woke up to find him sitting in the rocking chair, holding Ellie, his claws accidentally out because he was too tense.
āLogan,ā I whispered, trying not to laugh, āsheās not gonna hurt you.ā
āSheās tiny,ā he muttered, staring down at her with an expression I can only describe as pure terror. āWhat if I drop her? Orāor sneeze? Do babies survive sneezes?ā
I kissed his forehead. āRelax, tough guy. Sheās sturdier than you think. And you, believe it or not, are softer than you look.ā
Diapers and Danger
Day three was when Logan truly met his match: diaper duty.
āAlright, bub,ā he said, rolling up his sleeves like he was about to take down Sabretooth. āHow hard can it be?ā
Turns out, very.
I peeked into the nursery to find Logan standing there, holding Ellie at armās length, his nose wrinkled like heād just walked through a sulfur pit.
āShe pooped up her back,ā he said, looking at me like I was supposed to explain how this was biologically possible.
āYouāre the one with the healing factor, Logan. Youāll live,ā I teased, tossing him the wipes.
It took him twenty minutes, two shredded diapers, and one very judgmental look from Ellie before he finally got the job done.
Superheroes Donāt Do Nap Time
Logan was not a fan of nap timeāmostly because Ellie refused to go down without a fight. And by fight, I mean she screamed like a tiny banshee every time we put her in the crib.
One afternoon, I came home to find Logan sprawled on the couch, shirtless, with Ellie snoozing on his chest. His claws had popped out and were stuck in the arm of the couch, presumably because heād been startled by her screaming earlier.
āYou good there?ā I asked, trying not to laugh.
āDonāt say a word,ā he grumbled, though the corners of his mouth twitched. āSheās finally asleep.ā
I couldnāt resist snapping a photo. āSuperdad, saving the day one nap at a time.ā
The Soft Side of Logan
For all his grumbling and growling, Logan had a way of melting whenever Ellie giggled. One evening, I found him sitting on the floor of the living room, holding one of Ellieās stuffed bears and making it āfightā her other toys.
āTake that, bub!ā he growled in his Wolverine voice, making Ellie squeal with laughter.
āYouāre ridiculous,ā I said, leaning in the doorway.
He looked up at me, a sheepish grin on his face. āYeah, well⦠she likes it.ā
A New Kind of Hero
One night, after Ellie had finally gone to sleep, I found Logan standing over her crib, his arms crossed.
āYou okay?ā I asked, stepping beside him.
He nodded but didnāt take his eyes off her. āJust⦠didnāt think Iād ever get this.ā
I slipped my arm around his waist. āGet what?ā
āThis,ā he said, his voice soft. āA family. Someone to protect whoās not a mission or a fight. Just⦠her.ā
Tears stung my eyes as I rested my head against his shoulder. āYouāre doing great, Logan. Sheās lucky to have you.ā
He snorted. āLucky? Kidās stuck with a grumpy old man with anger issues.ā
āSheās stuck with someone whoād claw through hell for her,ā I corrected, squeezing his hand.
He looked down at me, his smirk softening into something tender. āYeah⦠guess she is.ā
And thatās how I knew Logan wasnāt just a dadāhe was her dad. The kind of dad whoād grumble about diapers but stay up all night to rock her back to sleep. The kind of dad whoād teach her to fight but cry when she scraped her knee. The kind of dad whoād make you laugh, cry, and want to throttle him all at the same time.
Logan wasnāt perfect. But to Ellieāand to meāhe was everything.
Note: a date with Hugh Jackman turned a multiversal pickle.
The night started normally enoughāif anything in your life could be called ānormalā after you somehow found yourself dating Hugh Jackman. One moment, youāre adjusting your dress in the mirror, nerves twisting in your stomach because Hugh insisted on surprising you with a rooftop dinner. The next? Well, letās just say chaos had other plans.
Hugh meets you at the door of your apartment, all rugged charm in a leather jacket and that half-smile that makes your heart race. āYou ready for this, love?ā he asks, his Australian drawl thick with mischief.
The two of you take the elevator up to the rooftop of some impossibly chic restaurant. Candles flicker in the breeze, a violinist plays softly in the corner, and Hugh, ever the gentleman, pulls out your chair.
āIāve been looking forward to this all week,ā he says, his eyes locking onto yours. Itās intense, the kind of gaze that makes you feel seen in ways you never thought possible.
Just as youāre about to melt into the moment, a low whirring sound interrupts the tranquility. You glance up, confused, and see⦠a glowing portal tearing through the air right next to your table.
āWhat the hellāā Hugh begins, but before either of you can react, the portal sucks you in.
Multiverse Madness
You land with a thud on a dirt road, the smell of pine trees thick in the air. Hugh is sprawled beside you, groaning. āWhat just happened?ā he mutters, running a hand through his hair.
Before you can answer, a growl rumbles behind you. Turning, you see Loganāyes, Wolverine himselfāstalking toward you, claws extended, his face a mask of suspicion.
āWho the hell are you, and why do you look like me?ā Logan growls, glaring at Hugh.
āMate, I am you,ā Hugh replies, standing up and brushing off his jacket. āWell, the better-looking version, anyway.ā
You groan, already feeling the tension rising. āPlease, can we not do this right now?ā
Before Logan can retort, another portal opens, and out steps Loki, resplendent in his green-and-gold armor, his smirk as infuriating as ever.
āWell, this is delightful,ā Loki drawls, eyeing the group with amusement. āA grumpy mutant, a mortal with questionable taste in jackets, andāā His eyes land on you. āWell, arenāt you intriguing.ā
You roll your eyes, refusing to be charmed. āDonāt start.ā
Hugh steps protectively in front of you, his jaw tight. āAlright, whoās responsible for this mess?ā
Loki raises a hand. āGuilty. But in my defense, I was bored.ā
Romance Amid the Chaos
As you travel through various universes trying to find a way homeācourtesy of Lokiās āaccidentalā portal spellāyou canāt help but notice the way Hugh stays close to you, always shielding you from danger. Whether youāre running from Hydra agents in one dimension or avoiding an explosion caused by Rocket Raccoon in another, Hughās hand never leaves yours.
One night, as you sit around a campfire in a post-apocalyptic wasteland, Hugh pulls you aside. āYou alright, love?ā he asks, brushing a strand of hair from your face.
āIām fine,ā you whisper, though the weight of the multiverse feels heavy on your shoulders.
He cups your cheek, his thumb tracing gentle circles. āWeāll get through this. I promise. You and me? Weāre a team.ā
The sincerity in his eyes nearly breaks you, and before you can overthink it, you kiss himāslow and deep, as if the universe itself has disappeared, leaving just the two of you.
Logan, of course, chooses that moment to walk by. āGet a room,ā he mutters, but thereās a hint of a smirk on his face.
The Final Showdown
Eventually, Loki admits that he canāt fix the mess heās caused without retrieving an artifact guarded byāyou guessed itāThanos in yet another universe.
āThis is insane,ā you mutter as you, Hugh, Logan, and Loki prepare to infiltrate the Mad Titanās fortress.
āInsane is just another word for fun,ā Loki quips, twirling his daggers.
Hugh, ever the optimist, squeezes your hand. āWeāve got this. And if we donāt⦠well, Iāve had a good run.ā
The mission is chaotic and ridiculousāLogan slashes his way through Thanosās minions, Hugh surprises everyone by knocking out a guard with a frying pan he found (because of course he would), and Loki, predictably, disappears the moment things get tough.
But itās you who manages to grab the artifact, narrowly dodging Thanosās grasp as Hugh pulls you back into the safety of another portal.
Back to Reality
You land back on the rooftop where it all started, the table still set, the candles now burned halfway down. For a moment, everything is silent.
Then Logan snorts. āWell, that was a waste of time.ā
Loki, who has somehow reappeared, smirks. āSpeak for yourself. I found it quite entertaining.ā
Hugh ignores them both, his attention solely on you. āYou alright, love?ā
You nod, though your heart is still racing. āI think so.ā
He smiles, that soft, crooked smile that made you fall for him in the first place. āGood. Because I still owe you a dance.ā
And as the violinist begins to play once more, Hugh pulls you close, the chaos of the multiverse fading into the background.
Somewhere, Logan grumbles, āI need a drink,ā while Loki watches with an amused expression.
But you donāt care about any of that. Because in this moment, itās just you and Hugh, dancing under the stars, as if the entire universe exists just to bring you together.
You know Logan. You know him. Not the claws, not the growl, not the indestructible skeletonāno, you know him. The man beneath it all. The one whoās spent lifetimes fighting battles he didnāt ask for, living lives he didnāt choose, carrying pain he didnāt deserve.
Logan isnāt a superhero. Heās a storm trapped in skin and steelāa wildfire trying to smother itself because it knows what it destroys. Heās the man who lights a cigar in the middle of a blood-soaked battlefield and mutters, āLetās finish this.ā Heās the one who drives a battered truck through the desert, bleeding out while still keeping everyone else alive.
And donāt even get me started on the way he loves. Not with flowers or words, but with actions so raw they burn. He loves like a wolf guarding its pack, like the last shield in a crumbling war. Itās not romantic, but itās the kind of love that leaves you alive when you had no right to be.
Heās the soft sound of boots on broken glass. The reluctant āYeah, kid,ā when he doesnāt know how to say, āIāll die for you.ā The quiet rage of a man who heals from every wound except the ones inside.
Logan doesnāt save the world. He saves people. And isnāt that more? Isnāt that what we all need?
Reblog if youāve ever wanted to scream into the void that Logan deserved peace. That his scars were maps of a love he never let himself feel. That he was the hero who didnāt wear a cape because he knew it wouldnāt last long enough to matter.
Logan isnāt just a character. Heās us. Every sharp edge, every quiet moment of tenderness, every piece of ourselves we think is too broken to save.
Hugh Jackman isnāt just a manāheās a cinematic fever dream.
Picture this: Itās a rainy night in NYC. The streets are quiet, save for the distant hum of a jazz club. Youāre seated at a dimly lit bar when suddenly, he walks in. Hugh Jackman. Wolverine himself. But tonight? Heās all Broadway charisma and leather-jacket swagger.
He nods at you, his presence magnetic, and orders a whiskey neat. The bartender knows his order before he speaksāof course they do. Heās Hugh Jackman.
Somewhere in the back, someoneās playing a smoky piano rendition of āThis Is Me,ā and you swear Hugh smirks, like he knows the song is a tribute to him. He turns to you, glass in hand, and says, āYou look like you could use a drinkāor a story. Your pick.ā
And suddenly, youāre caught in the middle of the kind of night youāll tell your grandkids about. Hugh Jackman is a vibeāequal parts chaos, class, and a little danger. Like Wolverine with a heart or Valjean with a smirk. Heās the reason we believe in heroes with scars and singers who wear their souls like a second skin.
Reblog if youād let Hugh Jackman buy you a drink and rewrite your entire life. ššŗš¤
i would give this old man the best head of his life trust that!!!!!! heās so scrumptious idc all he consumes is alcohol, heās MINE and id suck him down like water!
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Christmas Eve, the mall was packed with last-minute shoppers scrambling like headless chickens. In the middle of the chaos, there was me, Logan ā reluctantly dressed in a plush red Santa suit, oversized belt buckling around my waist, and a hat Iād be burning in the next few hours. The mall manager talked me into playing Santa for charity ā I was supposed to give some speech about āholiday spirit,ā but really, I was just there for the free drinks they promised at the afterparty.
Then there was you, in that little elf costume ā green tights, knee-high boots, and a cheeky red-and-white striped minidress that barely passed the dress code. It was the kind of costume they mustāve designed for elves with no sense of decency. That little pointed hat was crooked on your head, and every time you glanced over at me, there was a twinkle in your eye ā the kind of twinkle that didnāt belong in a mall surrounded by kids.
I leaned over, the white of my fake Santa beard scratching at my chin. āYou sure youāre workinā in the right department, darlinā? āCause I donāt think youāre helpinā any holiday cheer with that getup.ā
You smirked, glancing around. āYou look like youād rather be in anything but this suit, big guy. But hey, I bet under all that velvet and cotton, thereās a little Christmas magic.ā
āOh, you donāt know the half of it, elf,ā I growled, raising an eyebrow. And judging by the look you gave me, you knew exactly what I meant.
Kids were lining up, waiting to meet āSanta,ā but I was having a hard time keeping my attention on anything except that sly grin and the curve of your hips as you leaned a little closer than necessary.
Between handing out candy canes and listening to the Christmas lists of every kid in town, I whispered, āWhat do you want for Christmas, anyway?ā
You tilted your head, your lips curving into a grin that spelled trouble. āI think you know, Santa.ā
After another hour of grumbling my way through photo ops, I pulled you aside ā barely making it out of sight behind some fake snow piles near the holiday decorations. That dress hugged you a little too tight to keep me from pulling you in, one arm snaking around your waist as I leaned in close.
āIf you wanted somethinā for Christmas, darlinā, all you had to do was ask.ā
You laughed, wrapping your arms around my neck, green-gloved hands pulling me in closer. āIs Santa giving me the naughty list this year?ā
āJust for you, babe,ā I whispered, my hand slipping lower as I felt the thrill of a mischievous holiday in the air.