Bitter not sweet
Endeavor x f! reader
platonic shoto x reader
Enji Todoroki and Y/N used to be a power couple. They used to be the most applauded couple at UA. Key words, used to be. Something disturbing happened to destroy their relationship, and now years later Y/N (a pro hero) is now helping teach and support her exâs son in the same school she met his father.
Warnings: slight angst? Endeavor being Endeavor, trauma dumping, personal grudges
Endeavor could hear nothing but his own boots walking through the halls of his own agency. The place is empty due to the major villain attack that had happened earlier that day, and many of his sidekicks stayed to clean up the fight while Endeavor went to file some important paperwork due that day.
He shuffled inside his office and slowly shuts the door. As he makes his way to his desk his cell phone begins to ring. He quickly fishes it out of his pocket, recognizing the tune to be Fyumi calling. Thinking that there was an emergency he tenses up as he answers it. âFyumi, whatâs going on?â His voice alert. He hears her laugh from the other end of the line, his shoulders relaxed a bit. âHey dad, I just wanted to know what you wanted for dinner? Shoto just finished his first day of UA and I want us all to eat together to celebrate tonight!â She seems excited as per usual.
Endeavor wraps up the conversation and stuffs his phone back into his pocket. Sighing as he sits down.
*earlier that day, Y/Ns perspective*
I had been hired as a new Heroics and Law teacher at UA high this year. I walked into the building for the first day of school and had passed a few familiar pros along the way. Once I reach my classroom I set down my bag and log into my computer. I had gotten the class environment set up during my orientation with Nezu who had provided me all the safety protocols and instructions. Once my computer is loaded I pull up my seating chart that EraserHead had provided and projected it to the wall, not even bothering to look at it.
I didnât have a class untill an hour or two later considering Iâm not a homeroom teacher, so I had decided to sit in the Faculty Room while I waited and caught up with a few long term friends. Once the bell went off I started walking to my classroom with Present Mic whose class is right next to mine. We stand outside the door chatting while watching the students trickle in one by one.
Eventually I had walked in to begin class. âHello class my name is (pro hero name) but you can all me miss (last name)â I greet as I stand at the podium in the front of their seats. The class greets me back and I hear a few students talking amongst themselves quietly. âI going to call attendance so when I call your name just say a simple âhereâ. And if I mispronounce your name, please inform me right away. Understood?â
The students mutter words of acknowledgment. Going through the list, I seen a few surnames that are recognizable. âNext is shoto todoâŚrokiâŚ?â My jaw slightly agape as the last name rings in my head like a steel drum. The name Todoroki repeating itself over and over again. âHereâ a monotone voice rings from the back of the classroom. I slowly turn my head up to look at the boy with split dyed hair. Thereâs no way. He looks exactly like him. Like her too. My heart squeezes in my chest. I thought I was over it.
I break myself out of the thought. Iâll just look into it after class. âKatsuki Bakugou?â I continue with roll call despite being shaken. I hear an angry grumble âhereâ from the opposing side of the classroom. I sigh and continue with class as normal despite me screaming internally.
A few students came to talk to me after class, some of them wanted to know more about my pro hero life *cough midoria cough* while others wanted to know more about the subject I would be teaching them this year. One student in particular left the class without a word to anyone. Yep. Thatâs his kid alright.
*back to the todoroki household*
âSo shoto.. how was your first day?â Endeavor asks before shoving food into his mouth. Shoto sighs âit was fine..â Endeavor looks up to his youngest son. âWhat about your teachers? What teachers do you have, I want to make sure you have the best of the best so you can reach your goalâ endeavor shoves more food into his mouth while waiting for his sonâs response.
âMy homeroom teacher is Mr. Aizawa. Then I have Miss (L/N) for Heroics and Law. Then I have Present Mic for English.â Shoto muttered quietly but it was loud enough for Endeavor to hear. Endeavor choked on his rice and slammed one hand on the table to stabilize himself while the other beat at his chest to dislodge the food from his throat.
Fyumi panicked and started to pat her father on the back, while asking him if heâs okay. Natsuo held back a very slight smile and kept eating. Endeavor finally cleared his throat and started down at the table in disbelief. ââŚy/n??â
After that incident he had finished his food and left to his room muttering a small âthank youâ to Fyumi for the dinner. Endeavor sat on the edge of his bed, looking towards the ground and his hands cupped around his mouth to help calm him down. He sat there for hours, thinking back on memories of you two in your high school days. It had been a long time since he had thought of you, he tried to suppress the memories due to the guilt that ate him alive.
âflashbackâ
âEnji!â Your voice rang through the halls of UA, he can hear your footsteps grow increasingly louder. He glanced over his shoulder to see you running his way. He smirked slightly and faced away from you, unsurprisingly, you jumped onto his back, like you always did, and wrapped your arms around his neck, and legs around his waist. He chuckled a bit âHey hun, have a good day?â He asked while pushing you up his back by your thighs and holding you there. You nod into his neck. âIt was good, Toshinori helped me push even harder with my quirk today during trainingâ you say smiling. Enji slightly frowned at the name but was still happy for you. The truth is Enji never cared for Toshinori but didnât absolutely hate him either. âThatâs great darling, Iâm happy for youâ Enji bounced you on his back jokingly. You laugh as he spins you both around. âThank you beef cakeâ you tease, and plant a sweet kiss on his cheek.
âEnd of flashbackâ
Enji sighed and sat up a bit more. He looked around his room, seeing pictures of his kids and a few with Rei. He walks to his closet and grabs out a small box. He sits down on his bed again and opens the box that contains photos. Sifting through a few, he finally found what he was searching for. It was a picture of you and him together outside of UA on the first day of your third year. You were wrapped in his arms standing infront of him, both of you smiling widely.
He set the photo on his bedside table and threw the box under his bed. Finally deciding to go to bed since he had to leave early for work tomorrow morning. He lays down and stares at his ceiling. Little did he know, his dreams will be filled with memories of you that night.
A week later
You were sitting in your empty classroom, it was half hour before first period started when you heard a knock on your door. You looked up from your computer, wondering why anyone would be here so early to talk to you. âCome inâ you project your voice so they can hear you. Slowly the door opened to reveal Shoto Todoroki himself. âSorry to bother you so early Miss (L/N)â he gave a small bow to you. âYouâre not bothering me at all Todoroki. Is there something I can do for you?â I say turning towards him to give him my undivided attention.
He looks sort of puzzled. âYeah actually, I wanted to talk to you about somethingâ he says still standing at the door. You pull up a chair next to you and pat it, signaling for him to sit down. âWhatâs on your mind kid?â You say as he sits down.
âI guess Iâm just confused.â He says tilting his head slightly. âHow so?â You asked him, slightly mirroring his actions. âI found this in my dadâs room.â He says lifting up the photo of you and Enji together. You sucked in a breath and felt your heart drop, now understanding what this is about.
âWhat is this about? Clearly you and my father know each other. Very well. So what exactly happened?â He says looking up to you. noticing your shocked face he immediately felt bad. âI apologize if I had made you uncomfortable Miss (L/N).â
Finally, you shake out of your shocked state. âNo, no. Donât worry about it Todoroki. And to answer your question, your father and I.. well.. we used to be together.. but that was a long time ago.â You say quietly. Todoroki nodded.
Todoroki had asked a few more questions to which you were happy to answer them. He then left to go to his first class, leaving you completely alone to think about Enji.
Aizawas class had a field trip today, so the only classes you had to teacher were 1-B and 1-C. Which was relatively easy considering they are both calm classes. For the most part. That was untill you were getting ready for your next class when Mrs. Midnight burst into your room. â(Hero name)!! we need you to help immediately!! Class 1-A has been attacked by villains at one of our training centers! Your class is getting covered by nezu, please hurry!!â
Chills ran cold down your spine. You immediately bolted out the door and ran as fast as you could to your car. Breaking the speeding limit as a hero looked bad, but your students were in danger. You were doing 80 in a 30. The only thing you can think of was how scared your students must be, but you know they can handle themselves.
You were, unsurprisingly, the first hero on scene. Bursting through the doors, you took in the battle before you. Immediately jumping into action, you protect your students with your life. You hold off the villains untill the rest of the pros show up.
âa sort few days laterâ
(Iâm not good at writing fighting scenes sorry)
You thought it was a horrible idea. Anything can go wrong. It was absurd. Hosting the sports festival directly after a villain attack?? Thatâs just disrespectful to the students who fought hard to stay alive during the attack.
You angrily grumbled to yourself. You were walking around the stadium to ease your mind. The first task just finished, Midoria taking first place which shocked everyone. You huffed and leaned your back against a wall. âEnjoying the festival so far?â You heard a voice ask.
You peak up to see nezu approaching you. âYeah I guess soâ you mumble. âWhat seems to be on your mind (y/n)?â Nezu asked while sitting on the ledge next to you. âIs this the right thing nezu? Having the festival right after the attack? Wonât it put everyone on edge? What about the villains? Wouldnât they show up here if they really wanted to?â
Nezus face never changed. âI see why youâre concerned (Y/N), but this festival is supposed to take the students minds off of what happened. And for the safety, we have plenty of pros here incase anything does go wrong. It would be the villains downfall to prey on the kids nowâ
You relaxed a bit more with that statement. âYeah youâre rightâ Nezu nods. âI am, well I do have to go now. If you need anything else you know where to find meâ nezu says as he wanders away.
You once again are alone. You stand up and start walking down the hall. âSo. Youâre a teacher now?â You shiver at the deep voice and you stop in your tracks. âYeah. What about it?â You snap back. You turn around to see endeavor who had just turned the corner. âYouâre teaching my son.â He replied with his casual RBF.
Scoffing, you cross your arms over your chest. âReally? I had no idea.â Your voice dripping with sarcasm. He didnât seem to appreciate that but he stayed quiet for a moment. âIs that all you wanted? If so, Iâll be on my way.â You turn around to leave once again.
âIt wasnât my choiceâ
âflashbackâ
âWhat the hell enji?!â You screamed at him. His eyes dropping from your face down to the floor. âDid you have this planned the whole time??â You you yelled a bit louder once more, tears brimming your eyes. He, too, teared up. Feeling ashamed of himself.
It was the day before your graduation from UA, and Enji was here before you telling you, after three years, that things wonât work out. âWas I a joke to you?â He didnât respond..
What was worse. Is he had proposed to Rei, your best friend of thirteen years. âHow long were you together for?â Your voice filled with venom and tears. You werenât even sure if you wanted to know the truth. Was this even real? Who would propose to your girlfriendâs best friend and not the girlfriend?
Even after all the talks of âI canât wait to marry youâ âwe should have kidsâ âIâm gonna grow old with youâ. You had foolishly believed it all.
He wanted to say something to soothe you, he wanted to hug you, to kiss you, to tell you everything is gonna be okay. He wanted to make the whole situation go away. He felt a deep hatred for himself, and for his father.
âflashback endsâ
âThe hell do you mean âit wasnât your choiceââ you mock, growing more irritated. He sighs. âI didnât want to marry herâ you scoff âyeah right. Now youâre just wasting my time.â
Enji grows agitated now, but still hurt. âIt was my father. He forced me into the marriage. For benefits of the quirks. He threatened to âget ridâ of you if I didnât cooperate. I knew youâd be safer staying away from me, so I left. I did as he said. Because I loved you. And truth is, I believe I still do.â He mumbled the last part. Sure, youâve seen him several times throughout the years. You kinda had to considering heâs the number two pro hero. Heâs at your meetings, on the same patrol route sometimes, on the scene of a crime. Heâs everywhere. But this is the first time heâs addressed you since the break up.
Hearing his words though⌠you wanted to believe him. You had found the piece of yourself that still loved him too. It that didnât change the fact that he was married with several kids. And you couldnât do that to them. Especially shoto as youâve grown fond of the boy.
âIâd love to believe you. Truly. I still care for you Enji, dare I say I love you. If I could, Iâd be with you right now. But we canât be together. Never again. As much as I do love you, you must think of your family first.â You say as you turn away and walk down the hall, heading towards the stands to watch the rest of the festival. Enji watched her walk away for what felt like the hundredth time, and his heart shattered.
But little did either of them know, shoto was standing just around the corner, listening to the conversation. He too, had grown fond of you. He had even started looking up to you as if you were the mother that he never really had. Needless to say, he was just as disappointed in his dad as his dad was with himself.
















