Closeted Married Gay Boi

a little homework for my bella baby

omg, stop. just, like, look at me for a second. with the whole city behind me? it's kinda iconic. okay, homework time. i want you to get really close to the screen. closer. good. you need to copy my eye makeup tonight. this is non-negotiable.

i want this exact smoky, smudged-out wing. u need a really dark, creamy liner for this. you smudge it with ur pinky until it looks like you’ve been crying, but like, in a hot way. you can't be afraid to get messy with it. it's a look that says you're ready for anything. that you're ready to look up at a real man and have your pretty face just… ruined. you know?

i see you staring. i know what you're thinking, trying to have those boy thoughts. aww, is that little thing trying? don't strain yourself, sweetie. it's okay if it won't work for pussy. we both know that's not what it's for, and honestly? i'm so glad. it makes me feel so safe with you. like i can just be myself.

this feeling, this body, this dress clinging to my waist… it's not for you, silly. it's gay. it's for a man who knows what to do with it. your job is to learn how to be the girl who gets to feel it. now let's work on your posture. you see how my arm is up and my hip is popped out? that's not an accident. it's a presentation. i want you to stand in front of your mirror for ten minutes after you do your makeup and just hold this pose. feel how it opens you up. this is what it feels like to be a girl, waiting.

it's a lot of work being this beautiful, baby. but you're my best project. you'll do it for me, won't you?

Okay, that’s it for the reposts for now! Hope you all enjoyed taking a little walk down memory lane with me. Now it’s back to regularly scheduled programming: making you more gay and girly every day, just like the caption says!