BaileyCrawly

Does anybody else ever get really down, but you can’t seem to figure out exactly why? Like, I know I should be happy and I’m fully equipped with everything I need within myself to be happy, but I’m just... not.

With a few exceptions, it just feels like most of the people who used to be close with me don’t care nearly as much as they used to. I just feel like I keep getting de-prioritized by literally everyone. You have to be your own advocate in the world because you can’t rely on other people for virtually anything, but it doesn’t make it any easier. I’m exhausted.

It’s just the never-ending cycle: you meet people, they help you out in some way, then they leave and you have to start that cycle again from the beginning.

LGBT dating apps (namely Grindr) are a really interesting place. On the one hand, it’s a good way to get some quick validation from nearby guys when you’re feeling down. But at the same time, it’s so damn shallow. Everybody just wants sex; nobody wants a relationship. It’s good for some, but there are people who want a relationship with a single person. And then, they compliment you and everything is going good, so you make conversation and then...

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