Built To Fall Back Together

*flashback*

“It’ll only be for a few months. We could really use the help…” Noah bribed you, as he ate the food you prepared for the both of you.

He asked to meet with you earlier in the day,’but with how busy your photo shoots were you had to wait to meet with him in the evening, promising him food for the inconvenience.

“Yeah but what about all my bills, and mom, and my cat Millie?” You took a bite of food.

It all felt overwhelming, going half way across the world for a few months, helping Bryan with tour photos and different angles. You always wanted to travel the world, now felt like your chance.

“We’ll figure something out. I have a friend who isn’t touring right now that can help take care of your cat. We can set up something to prepay your bills, and I can remind you to call your mom every night.” Noah reassured you.

You thought about it. Deciding not to give him an answer yet, still taking in the idea. You’d tour with them in a tour bus for most of the North American tour and also join them for the Europe tour. How bad could it be?

*end of flashback*

“3:30am.”

Insomnia is back. You’ve tried everything, the sleep medicine your doctor gave you made you have wet dreams, you couldn’t risk taking them while on tour. Bryan could tell you were getting more and more tired each day. It was only a matter of time till you had to start taking them.

The issue with the sleep medicine is the dreams. Waking up hot and bothered didn’t annoy you as much, the idea that scared you the most is what you thought about and who you thought about while dreaming. Noah couldn’t know, it would ruin a lot.

You made your way out the bunk, the rest of the tour bus was dark. You took your blanket with you wrapping yourself up on the couch scrolling social media, looking at a few pictures you took.

The soft foot steps you heard made you turn your head to who it was.

Noah

“Why are you still up?” His voice a little deeper, while in a graphic tee and boxers, hair tossed around, it was a sight to see. Enough to make any fan girl faint.

He grabbed a water from the fridge supply in the tour bus waiting for an answer that never came out of you. He drank some of the water still thinking you’d tell him, but turned his body when he saw you biting your finger looking at the ground.

“What’s wrong?, are you home sick? It’s only been a week or so. I can get you a plane ticket back home if it’s not working out…” he offered, he knew traveling made you nervous but you still wanted to do it.

He sat down next to you. The sleep medicine did work, but you also still woke up every so often, you took it the first few nights of tour only to wake up horny thinking of Noah. But you could never tell him that.

“My sleep medicine is weird…” you trailed off. Noah cocked his eyebrow at you wondering what you meant by that.

“Well it’s not working if you’re not taking it.” He chuckled, before returning to a more understanding approach to your situation.

“It has side effects, that aren’t too pleasant.” You mumbled, playing with your fingers. You couldn’t look at him, telling your best friend you have wet dreams of him, yeah he might as well buy the plane ticket home for you.

“Like what?” He asked, He was curious after all. It had to be bad if it was bothering you. Probably nightmares, or sleep sweats, or sleep paralysis.

“Weird dreams..” his eyes softened. You looked so tired though, he almost wished he could take them anyway for you, just to get a little rest.

“Is that why you haven’t taken them?” He turned his body more to face you. His head rested on your shoulder. Noah has never judged you for much, telling him this felt intimidate not that you wanted it to be.

“Yeah, I wake up… unsettling all the time, I say things in my sleep and I don’t want to bother anyone.” You could feel the tears in your eyes. It was so frustrating to get sleep, you’d think it’d be a normal thing for your body or anyone’s body. You turned your attention back to him.

“Why don’t you go back to sleep, I’ll figure it out. I’ll just get a redbull during your rehearsal and power through.” You sighed, your nose felt stuffy and your throat felt dry.

Noah didn’t moved or say anything, his arms moved to wrap around you. You were shaking slightly, feeling like he pitied you for your tiredness, and he does more work than you. His voice interrupted your thoughts.

“Tomorrow after the show we have hotel rooms for everyone, it was Bryan’s idea hoping you could get some better sleep. He noticed how tired you’ve been while on tour already.” Noah paused slightly before talking again.

“They paired you with me to share a room, I hope you don’t mind. It was his idea and also kinda of mine. The bunk is getting cramed.” Noah’s eyes were closed, he knew you were crying silently, he wanted to try and help or comfort you. He found just holding you often helped.

You wiped your eyes. You felt a little relieved that you could sleep in a bigger bed. However with your best friend in the room with you, also makes you wonder how well you really were going to sleep.

Noah got up placing his hand on your head. “Try and take nap tomorrow if you can, even if it’s during rehearsals, we need you well rested.” He squeezed your shoulder before walking back to where his bunk was.

You could feel your anxiety creeping in as well. Might as well put on an audio book to help distract for the night. Before sharing a room with him tomorrow night.

*Time skip*

“What a great show!”

“You sounded amazing man!”

“You guys did great!”

The crew members cheered the guys on as they made their way from being on stage. You got great shots. Despite being sleep deprived, you were able to take a 2 hour nap. You set an alarm for 2 hours, and was surprisingly able to sleep for a little bit.

The Red Bull you got definitely helped keep you awake and focused a little. As sleep deprived as you were the angles and shots you got were very good.

Noah walked past you as you were looking at the pictures through your camera you got of them, sitting down by you.

“And how are you doing, I heard you took a nap like I told you to..” he set his sweaty forehead on your shoulder looking at the unedited photos you got.

“I’m alright, still sleep deprived, but better.” You replied, before turning the camera off shrugging him off of you. Even as sweaty as he is, he still looked gorgeous and smelled amazing. Sweat and musky with a hint of sandalwood.

“I’m going to hit the showers, then we can get everything we need for our room.” He added, as he rubbed your head before leaving you alone on the couch.

You felt a little anxiety in the pit of your stomach. You haven’t shared a room with him since middle school, and even then he ended up sleeping on the floor to give you room.

*time skip to the hotel*

“What do you mean there’s only one bed left? I booked this room for 2 people with 2 beds?!” Matt exclaimed, frustrated as everyone was still waiting to get into their rooms.

“It’s fine Matt, I can sleep on the floor, i probably won’t even get much sleep anyway.” You shrugged, turning to see him, Noah, and Bryan giving you a look as in you will get a bed and not the floor.

“It’s fine, Noah and I can share, it’s not the first time..” you commented, turning your head and saying the last part lowly to yourself mainly. Noah turned his head to your comment, biting his lip slightly.

Matt and Bryan looked at each other amused that this wasn’t the first time something like this has happened between the both of you.

“Alright, well you guys sleep tight.” Matt handed you the key before eyeing Noah, as he put his hands up in defense at this words.

“We’re not doing anything…” Noah replied back, grabbed your luggage from you, backpack of his own already on his shoulders. You followed behind him slowly, dragging your feet a little.

You definitely couldn’t take your sleeping medicine tonight, no matter how bad you really needed it. He would think you’re weird and would definitely kick you out of their tour.

“Alright our little home for the night I guess..” he put the key into the slot unlocking it holding the door for you to go in.

It wasn’t anything fancy, it was a huge bed with 2 bed tables, and chair and table across from it. Of course there was a bathroom and shower connected to it. Everything you guys needed for the night.

You sat down at the table before digging around your suitcase for your book. Noah made himself comfortable on the bed scrolling on his phone. His hair was still wet, and he was in sweats and a t shirt, still looking heavenly.

“Why don’t you lay down? I’d be dying to if I was you.” He joked slightly, sitting up as he watched you look for your book you normally would read. Cursing to yourself as you forgot it on the bus.

“I’m probably not going to sleep anyway, so make yourself comfortable before I roll around in the bed 100 times like a gas station hot dog.” You replied, making him laugh at your comment.

“Come on, come here..” he patted the spot next to him, it made you feel nervous, it felt intimidate even though it was not. You took a seat next time him on the bed not moving. His arms came around you trying to pull you down on the bed to lay you down slightly pinning you.

You were just inches away from eachother’s faces his nose was touching yours. Your face heated up and he pulled away.

“There you go, now you’re lying down and relaxing at-least.” He went back on his phone reading the reactions to what everyone had to say about dethrone tonight.

Your body felt hot. Not the normal hot you woke up with most the time, but like an aching and yearning, like consuming. You knew it was because of him. He didn’t know what you truly felt about him, the couldn’t know you got off to him when you’d wake up to your dreams about him. It would ruin everything.

You got off the bed walking towards your luggage again grabbing some clothes and your toilettes making your way to the bathroom. Noah watched as you grabbed your things muttering to him you were showering, as he nodded in return.

While in the showered your phone was blowing up from messages from your friend Isabella. Noah of course knew your password, it kept vibrating and vibrating and disturbing his peace.

“Hey, are you with Noah yet?”

“Have you told him how you felt yet? He has to know about the dreams you’re having of him…”

“He could probably help you with your insomnia ;)”

She kept sending more messages. Noah put your phone down turning it off. He stayed silent deciding to make himself comfortable and going to sleep. He didn’t want to make you worry or be uncomfortable. He knew you liked him now, and he felt the same way but didn’t know how to approach the situation.

After a decently warm hot shower, you opened the door to him sleeping on his side back to you. He did have a long week, he was probably tired if not more than you.

You looked at the bottle of sleeping pills in your hand, debating. You’ve been tired for days, maybe just this one time you think, as you swallowed them.

It could work and you wouldn’t wake up with wet dreams. Especially next to him.

wrong.

*3:45am*

Noah read. He work up to your whimpering and moving around. He heard his name a couple times followed by a couple of moans. His eyes drifted to you.

This is what she was talking about. Why she didn’t take them, but probably couldn’t handle the fact of not being able to sleep another night.

He sighed to himself. Behind lightly shaking you to wake you up. You felt his hand before refusing to open your eyes. In that moment you froze. You knew he woke to you moaning about him and moving against him. He was definitely going to kick you out. Fuck

Noah’s voice was a little deep since he hadn’t used it in a while.

“Are you okay Angel?”

Your eyes opened to his words. He never called you Angel. I guess he didn’t want to kick you out. You sat up silently pulling your knees to your chest. You were embarrassed if anything.

“What’s wrong? Are you embarrassed?… I’m not mad….”

The tears were flowing out of your eyes, you almost couldn’t handle it. His next words made you freeze entirely.

“Do you want me to help you?”

You turned your head to him tilting it slightly, as to what he could be referring to.

“I want to help you relax… can I?”

You felt his hand on your side pulling you into him as your hip grazed his boner you felt in the moment. This really all was going to change everything and he was okay with it too.

“Please…”

You pleaded, quietly. His hand moved from your waist to the waist band of your shorts you had on. He tapped the waistband of them as if he was asking permission to which you lifted your hips to him.

Your eyes still felt heavy but you were too awake to go back to sleep especially during this. You would think you were dreaming if anything.

His rough fingers lightly touched your clit making you flinch slightly at the feeling. You were hot and engorged and it’s been a while since anyone has touched you, especially there. He rubbed small circles listening to your quiet moans. He took them in like music to his ears.

“You’ve been so worked up, just need my angel to relax for a night.”

His words were like butter, melting in your ears (wtf is was that..)

It made everything better, and make the experience better taking you through his motions. His fingers got a little more rough as you squirmed in his arms. He held you to him, his head right in your neck sucking a mark on the side of it.

His fingers then dipped to your entrance, you were already drooling all over the place, your panties were a mess. He chuckled to himself feeling how much you wanted him. You whined slightly as he teased your entrance with his finger tips.

“Ask me..”

He whispered he moved very close to your ear, licking below your neck. You didn’t know Noah could be this much of a freak but you loved it.

“Please… please I need it. I need you.”

You pleaded to him. It was enough for him to give you what you wanted, as two of his fingers slowly intruded into your body. You were tight, sucking him in as he pushed slightly clinging around him.

He heard your small cry, and swear he was oozing in his pants just at the sound of your voice. He was a little rough with the pace, his thumb grazed your clit too at the same time he’d pump his fingers out of you. It was all a lot making you feel like closing your legs.

Noah was quick to the idea of that, swinging one of his over both of yours to ground you to him as he went faster with his fingers adding a third.

Your moans and cries got louder, the closer you got and his head tipped back slightly closing his eyes at your sounds drinking them in. He felt you release yourself all over his fingers violently, shaking with the after math. He fucked you through it giving you praises.

“That’s right, you’re okay. You did so good Angel.”

Lucky for him you were still hungry for more, palming his pants. He was sensitive as he was slightly rubbing himself on you while he fingered you. He wouldn’t last long if you played with him.

He groaned as your palm tranced him. He was throbbing and thick, it felt like it would stretch you out, just at the size of it.

He pulled himself out lazily pumping himself, his mouth was slightly open. He didn’t catch your tongue and it slightly flicking over the head of him. Earning the most angelic moan you’ve ever heard from someone. He had to push you off him to keep himself from cumming from that action alone.

He stood up stripping the rest of his clothes off, looking for the lube he “unintentionally” bought with him.

He grabbed it out of his suitcase before putting some in his hand lazily pumping himself. He watched as you laid there legs clenched ready for a form of relief from him. He granted your wish giving you what you needed.

“Your ready?” He asked kindly wanting to help you but with the lust and desire were also there. He was about to fuck his best friend and change everything.

“Yes, please noah I need it.” You pleaded as you felt him at your hole ready to fill it.

He brought you to edge of the bed, your bottom hanged off a bit with his hands supporting your hips. He pushed in all the way not giving you much time to adjust filling you to the brim.

The choked out moan you were holding managed to slip out as he caught the sound of it. He leaned down into your neck you could feel him heavy breathing as he picked a slow steady rhythm letting you feel every part of him.

His voice broke the silence.

“I’ve waited so many years to do this with you. Even when I had my first time with someone I wished it was with you.” He confessed feeling in the moment.

His words went straight to your heart and core as he felt you tighten around him. His fingers moved down to your clit as he picked up the pace.

“T-the dreams…” you paused as he slowed down to listen to you. “They were about you, they were about and me and this. This situation, and I was so scared it would ruin everything and you would hate me if you found out…” you cried.

Noah’s eyes softened at your confession. He felt bad for you knowing the real reason for them, but he felt like now that he knew he could definitely help satisfy your desire when you’d wake up like this.

He leaned down cupping your face in his hands. “You come to me anytime you need this Angel, I don’t care what time it is, I’ll be here for you. I love you.”

His words made you cry. He pumped a little faster feeling you get closer to your orgasm as well as him, himself.

“Please let go, you need this baby.” He cooed in your ear feeling you try and hold out longer, he kissed the tears coming from your eyes as you felt yourself release around him, as he flooded your walls right after.

He pumped himself a few more times before pulling out, getting a rag to clean you.

“Thank you.” You whispered quietly, still unsure of what you both were but found comfort in him taking care of you even if it came down to sex.

“I love you, Noah.” He looked up from cleaning you, placing a kiss to your lips. You pulled away smiling, before he joined you in the sheets laying yourself on him.

It was the best sleep you’ve had in a long time. Whether it was the sex, him, or all the tension you felt good and well rested.

“Well good morning you two.” Matt cooed, as he took in your appearance of sweats and Noah’s hoodie swelling your body.

“You look a lot more well rested.” Bryan commented placing his hand on your head. You nodded at his comment, grabbing a muffin off his plate that came with the hotel breakfast.

The silencer from you and Noah nearly killed everyone as if something did happen that you didn’t tell anyone. Noah kept stabbing his eggs concentrated.

“You guys slept together didn’t you..” Matt finally broke the silence, making you both pause and Noah nearly choke.

Bryan’s eyes nearly popped out his sockets while jolly and Nicholas high fives each other. Noah rolled his eyes at their amusement.

“Did you guys bet on this?…” you asked disgusted by the behavior.

“Of course we did, have you seen the way you two are to another…” Jolly remarked. Noah paused before agreeing with him.

“We’ll hope you’re sleeping better.” Matt commented as he got up with everyone else leaving you and Noah at the table to finish breakfast.

“What does this make us?” You stared at anything but him. As you waited for his answered not expecting one and expecting him to act like it didn’t happen.

“Whatever you want.” Noah took your hand placing a kiss on it, taking in your soft smile in front of him.

A/N: hey guys, I hope you enjoyed I’m kinda just trying to finish my drafts for now. Back on my best friend Noah shit as usual. Don’t forget to like and reblog. 🩶🫶🏻 - Mandy