my gay ass

you are a soft lover, a good friend. the kind that turns your phone’s ringtone up all the way because he might call you after a long day and you don’t want to miss it. the kind that watches the show just so you two have something to discuss each morning. the kind that stands with others while they tie their shoelaces. i-made-you-cookies kind of a person. i-remembered-your-birthday, how-is-your-mom-doing. 

“If you’re going to fall in love with me then please love all of me. Don’t just love the side of me that’s sweet, the side of me that’s caring and gentle. Fall in love with my hard edges too, fall in love with my grumpy moods and my sad nights. Fall in love with my deepest insecurities, not just my deepest desires. I want someone who’s going to love me even when I’m breaking down on some nights, someone who’s going to hold me through it. And please don’t love me just because I make you feel special, love me for me. Because you simply just do. I don’t want someone who’s going to fall in love with me and not love all of me.”