grow up.

this might sound incredibly dumb, but if I’m not happy, I can’t bring myself to play brendon. seeing how sucky this entire week has been to the point where I’m basically throwing myself a pity party (you’re all welcome to join me, there’s fizzy juice and chocolate cake), it makes it pretty much impossible to even try. it’s not something I can just put on a brave face for and move on with it, I need to cheer up irl before I can think about coming back. losing two close friends/rp partners hasn’t been the only thing to happen recently to cause this btw, some other sucky stuff that I’d rather not get into’s been happening behind the scenes.  

that being said, I do really appreciate everyone offering to plot with him, and just cause I’m taking a break away for a wee while doesn’t mean that I want to stop discussing plot details for later on. it’d actually probably be better to talk about them before returning to the role, so if you’re interested in plotting with brendon at all, you can still catch me on ash’s aim (victimtovillian) 

also I’m only putting brendon on hiatus and not ash cause writing a happy, very positive and annoyingly talkative character is difficult whilst upset whereas playing someone who’s literally the opposite isn’t that hard at all.

I’ll be back eventually, I (pinky) promise, but say your goodbyes to bden for the short time being <3