Quia iam meus est, non est meus

The reason I really really like the Obsession theory that the entity possessing Nikki is the ghost of Sandy the cat, is because the love of a pet is the kind of love that Bear was wishing for. He wanted someone whose life revolved around him, someone he could have all to himself and control… The reason he got upset when Nikki said she was leaving work to follow her dreams wasn’t because he wouldn’t see her as often. They already hung out outside of work and could easily have kept doing so. He was upset because Nikki moving forward with her life and past him, and that made him want to keep her where she was with him… kinda like someone wants to keep a pet. The love he wanted wasn’t the consensual love of a person with thoughts and feelings. He asked for someone who loved him more than anyone in the fucking world, and who loves a person despite being kept like a pet with no real autonomy? Who waits for them to get home, getting sick or having an accident in the carpet in anticipation of their return? Who brings them dead things as a present to prove their love? Who bangs on the door of the bathroom because they can’t bare to be separated from the person they love? Who attacks people who get too close to their person? Who screams when they think they’re being ignored? Who watches them sleep during nocturnal hours when they’re awake? 🐱

survival mechanism they don’t emphasize enough is memorizing a poem. you memorize a poem you have a little lift raft for a variety of situations

soooo embarrassing to get obsessed w a specific character when no one else gives a damn. like yeah heres post #574934. heres au idea #26482. heres art piece #9383. yes its all about the same person, yes i am rambling in the corner blair witch style. feel free to shoot me dead for this btw

World Heritage Post

eeby deeby... i haven't heard that name in years...

given the current climate this pride especially i feel i must mention that i love my trans friends, i stand with trans people in the fight against transphobic legislation and those who would enforce it, and this blog is not a good place for you to be if you do not vibe with that

Remember when joining fandom as a younger person meant lurking for a bit and figuring out the vibe and etiquette instead of coming in on day one and calling people weirdos for liking weirdo shit in the weirdo factory.

horror is a romance genre

did mitski ever find out what to do after you've been big and small and big and small again and still nobody wants you