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…so, would anyone be interested in $15 USD doodles? like this ones?

I’d never ask for charity and I want to earn cash fair and square by working hard. I’ll drop the price of the doodles to $12. If you can please share this around, I’ll be eternally grateful to you. Thank you.

Both Original and Existing characters are accepted

If you’re interested you can contact me to [email protected]. Or if you could please share this around I’d be forever grateful.

Thankiu for commissioning me, sweetie u 3 u

NEVER GIVE UP. Guys, I was feeling a bit down today. Why? Because I hated and still hate to this day how much I messed up in college. It’s a long story, but basically, I let a lot of things get to me, and now Im suffering for the debt AND the time lost, along with picking up and learning how to deal with some mental issues in myself. That aside, what brought me back to life and taught me to keep going? YOU GUYS. THE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS RP AND ARTIST COMMUNITY. My first summoner showcase highlight: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F8r3aAirjYU Had me in tears. I thought people would never really like my art. That I was a failure. This was right out of college. Yet somehow, the RP and Art community convinced me to post my sketches and it BLEW UP. That old thread I had on the old forums was straight out broken. And then this happened. I cried for hours. I never expected people to like what I did, and yet here people were, liking my yordle and my doodles and my interactions with them on tumblr and twitter. Flash forward.. My second highlight: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=voeXELu0_ig They actually finally came to give love to the ask blogs and featured Rin. Actually ACKNOWLEDGING RIN. Not just my art, they say “Heimerdinger’s assistant and fan artist”… like, WHAT? Not only was it my art, they liked RIN. My heart and soul out to this little yordle and you guys like her. I cried again. I would not be HERE IF IT WEREN’T FOR YOU GUYS. College did help me, but my mentality and those who surrounded me and were close to me.. did not fully help me in my career choices. I should have listened to others, and in the end, I feel I really let my time slip. I messed up. Bad. BUT YOU GUYS SHOWED ME I WASN’T TO BE GIVEN UP ON. And now we have today. First I the first ever fan artist feature on the forums.. then I was invited to all chat. Then my art was seen AGAIN on all chat recently. WHAT. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nOAkLnH_yeM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_hysehyOskM Look at it. I mean I hate looking at my art still and I want to be so much better.. but look. LOOK AT WHAT YOU GUYS MADE OUT OF ME. You turned me into an artist. You made me work harder than ever before to fix my life and teach myself illustration. YOU KEPT ME GOING. NEVER. EVER. GIVE. UP. KEEP GOING. DON’T STOP. No matter how tired. It’s okay to take a break. It’s okay to lay down and think about where to go. But just keep walking. Just keep going. Whatever pace. Running, walking, crawling.. JUST. KEEP. GOING. I love you guys so much. Thank you for giving me a chance. Thank you for giving me hope, courage, and for understanding when I’m tired. For understanding why I’m busy. For letting me figure out my life. LOOK AT HOW FAR I CAME WITHOUT SCHOOL. AT THE LOWEST OF MY LOWS. AT THE WORST OF MY DAYS. In just 5 years time, I went from crappy weird pixel doodles to what I can do now. THANK. YOU. YOU CAN DO IT TOO. I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT.

we love you missy. your progress is inspiring. <3

1. First impression: wow this chick she’s so talented and popular and carries herself so maturely she will never notice me /sulks into the shadows 2. Truth is: all of the above, plus you are super cool and nice!  3. How old do you look: I roughly know your age so yeah it wouldn’t be fair pretending to guess haha  4. Have you ever made me laugh: yup 5. Have you ever made me mad: nope 6. Best feature: aside from being talented at drawing, you’re very cool and collected. I feel like you’re the type who makes rational decisions and such. 7. Have I ever had a crush on you: naw xD 8. You’re my: friend! 9. Name on phone: “Ayuboo” or “Anysley” 10. Should you post this too?: YEAH!! 11. AM I GONNA TOUCH YOUR BUTT?: already touching it

what the crap this was posted 2 years ago i am literally the worst person ever