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@aysametric
We had a pinned post, but we're always learning some things about ourself so updating it. This is prone to future changes and edits.
AysaMetric (She/It/They), 22
Transfem, not out most places yet
TERFS, Transphobes, and Bigots of all brands kindly FUCK OFF
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We're an adult, we post about adult things. If you're under 18, be aware of this.
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it's fun for everyone involved! kiss that trans girl up and down her body! her form needs to be worshipped and you need to be the one to do it!
estrogen. rules. having tits. rules. turning yourself into a woman. rules. i cannot believe you bitches were not exaggerating even a little bit. i figured it would be pretty good but it's more like a complete transposition of the mind and body onto a new unbelievably sick level of reality
trans woman does something kinda shitty > internet goes nuclear starts involving kiwifarms nazis for no reason > people harmed by kinda shitty behavior can’t bring it up due to not wanting to associate with kiwifarms nazis > trans woman driven off the internet > nobody wins except kiwifarms nazis > repeat forever
and the first step is optional
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you have to love the tgirl.
this has become something of a rallying cry in our circles, largely because of our community building work. we have gathered a couple dozen trans women in the same place and we have to love them. it is necessary to do what we're doing. we have to love our girls.
one of the girls asked how we could be so positive after we'd spent a while trying to convince her she wasn't a burden. we said that the alternative was worse - we have to look after each other. others said: you have to stay positive to keep going. gotta stay silly. that the way you care for others is the way they care for you. you have to help those you care about.
the alternative, is that she comes to you, clearly in distress, starts to ask for help but convinces herself you don't care, walks away, and then you never see her again.
trans women are isolated, pushed aside, ignored, and burned. we're all hurt and traumatised. we're not even safe in communities built for us and by us sometimes. even the happiest of us has to push through so much pain just to live. it's worth it, but it's hard. they payoff is that we get to live - not just stay alive, but actually properly live. we can't not be who we are. we need to be ourselves!
we need each other. we need community. we need touch. we need resources. we need money. we need others to love us enough not just to let us live, but to help us actually enjoy our lives, to help us pursue our freedom and needs. it's not enough to accept the trans woman, you have to love her. you have to love her before it's too late. you need to reach out to her, include her, support her... because...
half of us are convinced we don't deserve to be loved. the other half are convinced that we'll never be loved the way we need. the other half are abandoning our humanity because humanity doesn't want us. the other half of us are giving up on living. the other half of us are determined to just survive. the other half are focussing on the positive because the negative is just too crushing to contemplate. the other half are contorting ourselves to fit an image of perfection to be accepted. the other half are standing tall and avoiding all semblance of weakness to be there for everyone - because if she can love her sisters maybe she can learn to love herself too.
you have to love the tgirl, because you might be the only one who does. that means having understanding, compassion, forgiveness, and empathy for her. it means being willing to forgive her when she hurts you, it means being willing to apologise when you hurt her, it means acknowledging that she might not forgive you.
it's imperative.
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The rule could have heavy impacts towards trans people across society.
here it is. read this one, and the go make a public comment
https://www.regulations.gov/commenton/OMB-2026-0034-0001
discord dms aren't enough I need to lounge on a sofa and have besties lounge on me
how are we feeling, fellow touch-starved transfems?
thinking about wind waker again. why did the three goddesses do all that shit
LOZ lorehead here! the answer is actually quite interesting, if you'll spare me a bit of time:
it was preddy funy
"My son turned out jus-" First off, that's not your son, that's my daughter. Second off, you misgender her again in my presence, your pronouns are all about to become past tense.
Now, I have a daughter to cherish until I'm the only one who remembers that you are her bloodline mother, not me.
You are not worthy of her memory.
"I will never swim again until and unless I get surgery."
"This is why I try so hard to protect my trans sister, she has to deal with so much of this all of the time."
"And this is why I will never learn how to swim"
"I never go swimming, unless it's an event that explicitely mention that Trans Women are welcome"
And other such tags I am vaguely paraphrasing are ones I have had the horror of reading on my post. The trans girls are not swimming. It feels like there is a hole in my body where my heart should be, through which all my blood is pouring. I can't.
This is just the tiniest fucking window into how transmisogyny affect people. This is about a space that was held by trans people and for trans people where the transphobia targeting a transfeminine person was prioritized over everything else.
If anyone doesn't believe how badly transfems want to swim and how badly they fucking don't get to, don't feel/aren't safe enough to do so, whatever the fuck else, just look at the comments and tags. I thought there were already too many for it to be random on a post with, at this time, about ten times the reach of this one hereabove.
And yet I have ten times as many tags and comments on this here post about trans women and transfems not swimming. Heartbroken doesn't fucking cover it. I am trying to stay sane in the face of this but I am seriously not doing a great job at it. Fucking hell.
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was going through my files and i found this old sketch of an ara piloting a gundam for an au from like june. i dont think ill ever actually finish the au (or even this drawing), so you all get to just see this tldr of it though was that the nation was zeon (communist edition!) and the empire was the federation and only replikas could pilot mobile suits. naturally newtypes were bioresonants
the outcries about shinigami eyes being used to keep an eye out for transmisogynists and transphobes in general and how this rots your brain [sic] or something are really funny considering crowdsourcing (which btw is not synonymous with "not making your own judgement ever") is one of the things the internet excels at. once again this just falls into the category of "you just don't like it when it's trans women doing it".
like, this extension is basically a version of "does the dog die" (beloved by most people on this site!) but for transmisogyny. there's nothing keeping you from interacting with red marked users or looking for the reasons they're marked red to see whether you agree (i often do this myself even though there's never any false flags, i just like to know what particular brand of transphobe i'm dealing with). you're just mad trans women are trying to keep each other safe from you lol
happy pride month
this one kinda hurts when i see it every pride month. im glad to see an art piece of mine still circulating, and with nearly 100,000 notes too! it just hurts that im separated from it. everyone in the notes thinks im gone. im still here, but my potential community and connection is lost because im forgotten in place of the art. yeah, my deactivated profile does add to the profoundness of what i was saying, but i am still removed.
unauthorized fucking thing!!!!!!
(warning: loud chirping throughout)
source: hellgate osprey cam
More context:
the first osprey is the father, the one that comes later is the mother.
ospreys are not eagles, they're ospreys
ospreys only eat fish, that's why they don't register this starling as possible food
the starling got home safely
the starling was not trying to eat the eggs, it was mostly curious and you can see it trying to hop under the osprey every time the osprey tries to sit down again--this is because the starling is still a baby and has the instinct to get under an adult for warmth, even though it mostly has its feathers. this scares the osprey because that is a Foreign Creature near its eggs.
at the end of the video you can see the ospreys starting to turn the eggs. birds do this so the yolk and/or embryo don't stick to the shell of the egg, which is bad for the egg's health.
ospreys have eyes adapted to seeing beneath the surface of the water!
It's nuts how common it is to not allow children to be angry, even (especially) in households where adults are angry all the time. As a child I knew my own anger was unacceptable--not just expressing it outwardly but feeling it at all. So now as an adult my immediate reaction to my own anger is often to feel guilt instead of like. Noticing when someone is being rude or unfair or my boundaries are being violated or whatever. fucked up.
to this day "who is allowed to be angry" has been an incredible benchmark for teasing out who, in abusive situations with mutual accusations and DARVO happening, is being abusive and who is being abused. one of my favorite resources about this, the Creative Interventions Toolkit, phrases the question "who sets the weather?" in the relationship and I think about it so so often when I think about my own childhood. I was parentified in a way that set me up for future abusive relationships, because I had to soothe my parents' anger while not being allowed to feel angry myself. I am extremely grateful to everyone outside myself - friends, therapists, partners - who's gotten angry on my behalf about how I'm treated or let me know something I'd been excusing or blaming myself for was actually Not Okay. I guess the good news here is that it's possible to learn how to access anger again in a healthy way, it just takes support, like doing physical therapy for a muscle that didn't develop quite right.
I relate so strongly to this.
This is not to say that feeling anger is abusive; it's human to feel anger. But if you've ever felt like your anger was "unjustified" or were afraid to express it outwardly because you expected it to be dismissed ... ask yourself how you would react if the roles were reversed. I find that a lot of folks who were The Grown Up in a relationship with their parents hold themselves to much different standards than they hold other people.
I've seen plenty of situations that involve two or more people hurting each other and not admitting any fault because they want to protect their own egos. But. Notice when you think you're not entitled to be upset about something. When someone tells you you shouldn't be upset. There's a difference between taking your anger out on other people and just. Being allowed to feel angry.
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thinking about how hot it would be to make each other worse. horribly intense switch-for-switch relationship where we both just keep pushing and pushing, using every dirty trick in the book to get the other to agree to this week's fucked up scene... until we don't even recognize ourselves.
how to become retroactively 10 years on estrogen
yeah whatever the second best time to plant a tree is now there is always time it's never too late etc etc. but also like half of my problems ultimately trace back to "there was never a chance in hell of me getting on estrogen early enough to avoid the damage testosterone did to me" and I'm allowed to be upset or atleast miffed about it
oh you figured it out too late? Well that's a moot point really because your family would've been unaccepting at the time and your country's medical system's method of trans healthcare is "waste as much time as possible in the hopes they detransition or die" so like yeah no matter what it was kinda inevitable you'd have broad shoulders narrow hips and have to spend a bunch of money on laser
and like yeah whatever cis women have those too, I'm #fucking valid or whatever. shut uppp I don't caaaaaaare. I don't need to be welcomed to womanhood. I don't need reassurance that clocky girls are valid. I don't even care about passing that much I just want to look in the mirror without being upset. can I have that. can I fucking mourn. can I be a little pissed off and sad that I have to deal with this? can you fucking handle that without shutting me down and telling me I'm wrong to feel dysphoria about anything in the first place?
