Ayahne's Drawings

I TRULY ABSOLUTELY recommend listening to it with headphones. Trust me.

She is BACK on her BS after a traumatizing hospital stay !

I present to you, for the first time with a collaboration with a voice actor or musician i did not know when i was a toddler : MEL (@under-trash-lord) ! I asked the very talented MEL to do me some lines, some of which HIT HARD IN THE FEELS. They did an absolutely banging job.

"Overcome By Despair" is a Sanders Sides ( by @thatsthat24 ) fanmade OST that took some time in planning. I really wanted to start some music series based on the Sander's Sides characters, a series i discovered relatively recently. More explanations under the cut !

-stayed in an alleway for half an hour, heard "you've got a BATTERY IN YOUR EAR ??"

-emts are the bomb, spent an hour babbling at them, cried a lot, theyre great

-why are those common rooms with ten+ patients creepy as Fuck ??? I feel like im in an evil laboratory ready to be experimented on.

-watching an américain early 00 TV show : some gay dude said he was beaten for beaing a homosexual and an old voice whispered "ah, the common expérience"

- watching an old american romcom from probably the 80' : some heterosexual couple touched hands and the same old voici booed

-some nurse took a meal from a neighboring room and brought it to me.... Thanks ??

- superior nurse took 5 minutes of her downtime to go buy a coke for me. Id die for her.

- doctor drank his respect women juice, asked before touching me anywhere, second medical pro ever to not diagnose me with Woman. Love him.

- blood sucking nurse did not draw blood from a nerve ending- hospital nurses are truly superior

I am once again briefly coming out of my master thesis haze to post a new Undertale music, with absolutely STUNNING ART made by @pommeoo8oo8 !

It's a "Happy Birthday" from me to UT, because that game brought many positive things into my life, even amidst the less positive.

An Undertale comic ? Traditionally drawn and colored ? On Ayahne’s blog in 2021 ? It’s more likely than you think !

Based on “Interlude IV” by Zach Callisson - it fitted too well not to do it. Some context : Neither Frisk nor Chara can control the resets. They are trapped for years, decades in timeloops, with only each other to rely on, and they are getting desperate to end it and actually live. They just were killed in a pacifist run and are staying in the Waiting Space, the liminal space behind the timelines. Frisk has a breakdown, discuss of important things with Chara, who has some realisations.

Hello ! So as i said, like, two posts ago, i’m coming back from a lot of medical visits that are only kept at bay by the quarantine. I can compose a bit now because i have good quality braces ! It takes a longer time though : i have to do shorter sessions in the studio because my wrists can’t quite take it, but still.

So i spent a lot of time in waiting rooms with my trusty phone and internet connection on AO3, and i read this REALLY GOOD fanfiction by @pitviperofdoom “Yesterday Upon the Stair”. The illustration is by @kiiiucat and is the result of more than an hour of research in the YUtS tag. I can’t tell you how overjoyed i was at finding it (and them letting me use it !) because it was the PERFECT visual for my second debut song, ahah. Like, i was “it’s the one !”.

So i composed a bit on my phone, with my recorder (the maquette -demo ? is demo the word ? first trash try ?- is superposed recording of my voice in hospitals and doctors offices with shitty acoustics). It’s less organic than usual because i can’t use the guitar yet (i haven’t found yet HOW to use any of them with the braces, but i manage them and the ukulele so i know there’s a way. somehow. anyway i still have the harp and we all know i need nothing else, ever.) but i can still use the piano (gods bless)

I have some other compositions half done on the backburner, but feel free to recommend me fandoms/AUs/others. Maybe the musical muse will hit me again !

Restarting posting on tumblr very slowly by continuing the unholy saga of people telling me i look like Aizawa to my F A C E in said outfits and poses. (except i don’t smoke i do lollipops shh) 

22 y.o Izuku Midoriya, posing for some magazine.

Some of the tattoos are credit to : @sigilathenaeum !

So i haven’t posted anything in a while for two good reasons : studies, of course, but also….

I AM DIRECTING MY OWN FUCKING VIDEO GAME. GUYS. GUYS. 

Here are some of the chara designs, i hope you’ll like them.

Character list : 

Hello people ! I’ll be a seller at the Japan Touch 2018 tomorrow ! If you’re there, come and see me, i’ll be in the creator’s village, at Ezo2 stand, in my Riza Hawkeye cosplay ;)

Following this : 

to “I’m sorry what ????”

to “??????????”

BUT WE’VE REACHED A NEW HIGH IN CREEPYNESS WITH :

Anon. Anon what the fuck. What the fuck could have indicated you, in my posts, that it was okay to ask that, or that i woulf even remotely answer it ???