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I personally don't give a flying fuck if you insult me. But the fucking second you choose to call someone Autistic as a fucking insult, I will block you. People with Autism have shit hard enough. They are not there for people to make fun of or for people to use their disability as an insult on other people. That's disrespectful, childish, pathetic, and all around disgusting. Whoever uses Autism as an insult is a terrible person.
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coming to work with a bullet up your cunt while the controller is with john who, when he's busy—and he makes sure that he is—passes it to his squad and tells them to keep you entertained.
you start to figure out who has the controller from the way that they play with the settings. johnny likes to keep you guessing, never one to stick with a consistent hum of intensity because he's too enraptured with the way that your body goes taut in anticipation only to fall for the faux security of thinking that you've got him figured out. simon likes you squeezing your thighs close and doubled over in your pleasure, unable to even pretend that you're not close to cumming when the toy's pressing on your most sensitive spots. kyle? kyle likes it slow. teasing. torturous. he'd make you go through the whole day feeling the thrum so softly that there are times that you'd forget that you're stuffed, only for kyle to crank it up to the highest setting just before the day ends and when your guard is at its weakest, unable to stop the weak squirt that is forced out of you.
and when you're wrung out by his squad, john doesn't even give you a reprieve. he pulls you to his office, doesn't bother locking the door behind him, and pushes you on his desk, ass up, to scoop the toy out. he takes his sweet time, rubbing the vibrating thing on your walls until you're squirming, trying to escape the feeling of over-sensitivity, only for john to press all of his weight on you and lock you in place. that's how he bullies his cock in, pushing the blunt head past your puffy lips and bottoming out with a satisfied rumble.
Price: *who’s still not sure what even happened for the last twenty minutes*
Soap: *holding up a device having just home alone’d that situation* Relax Cap, I couldn’t even if I wanted to. This is just the base vacuum cleaner hose mounted to a Fortnite nerf sponsored nerf gun. With a lot of LED lights.
Simon: *so done with life who banged his knees clotheslining the offender* I’m just here because I was promised tea.
Price: You’re the reason why I’m going to end up serving twenty five to life
Price: *pinching the bridge of his nose* For the last time son. Putting Shepherd in a home and listing yourself as his grandson. Then telling the staff he’s a flight risk. Is NOT a proportional response to Shepherd limiting your DoorDash budget.
Soap: *shrugging and hangry* Like hell it’s not, I sold Ghost out last week for stealing my McNugget.. don’t test me PeePaw.
Price: Put me in a home and I’ll donate your stash of snacks to the food pantry.
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Johnny’s as touch starved as a man can be and highly uncomfortable with simply asking for what he needs.
In his line of work, where hypermasculinity is the norm and he can go months at a time without so much as speaking to another woman, (excepting Laswell, of course), gestures of affection are expectedly rare.
As a result, he’s gotten himself a reputation that’s weirded out more than a few soldiers in his years of service.
“MacTavish is…touchy,” one would whisper under his breath, looking around to make sure he was out of earshot.
“Yeah….Don’t get me wrong; nice bloke. But he’s always pulling me in for hugs or sitting real close. A tad weird if you ask me,” another would reason, fidgeting with his hands.
“You don’t think he’s…?” at third would ask, nervous to say the word.
“Definitely not; have you seen him at the clubs around base? He’s into women, mate, trust me,” a fourth would chime in, chuckling.
“So…what? He’s just, like, lonely?” the first would ask.
“Aren’t we all?” the second would sigh and all four would nod wistfully.
Variations on that conversation have taken place between soldiers of all ranks and nationalities that have had the privilege of crossing paths with the inimitable Sergeant MacTavish.
Johnny deals with his burning need for physical affection by whoring himself out in exchange for human comfort.
Whenever he gets lonely or particularly depressed he heads straight for the nearest bar, lines up several rounds of shots and takes home the first lass to offer to neck one with him.
He plays his part brilliantly, spewing dirty talk like it’s a second language in an accent that drives girls of all backgrounds wild. He fucks rough and thorough and makes sure they have a good time.
And then he gets his end of the deal; after-sex cuddles. The only time it’s appropriate for Johnny to curl up in the warmth of another person and finally breathe a sigh of relief.
Of course, that relief is often interrupted by the poor girl getting the creeps from their one night stand’s extended spooning session and jumping up to leave suddenly.
When they leave like that, Johnny feels their absence like a knife in his chest. The sudden lack of warmth feels suffocating and he folds in on himself to try and chase the remnants of the comfort he’d just been feeling.
Then he meets you, out late one night in a foreign city he can’t pronounce the name of. You’re a uni exchange student; he couldn’t care less. He rushes you out of the pub and back to your shabby uni accommodations, cooing filthy nothings into your ear the whole walk back.
He takes his time lapping at your cunt until you’re shaking and moaning, but when it comes time to push himself inside and you catch his eye, you can tell he’s somewhere else.
His thrusts are robotic, rehearsed even. He’s just going through the motions, like this is a means to an end. What end? you wonder to yourself.
You get your answer when you notice the way he’s gripping your hips; not possessively, but desperately, like you’re tethering him somehow.
Realization dawns. Ohhhhhhh; this big strong masculine military man really just wants a hug.
“Hey, um, can we stop?” you ask timdly and Johnny’s body immediately ceases all movement, “I’m kinda not feeling it,”
“Oh my god, yeah, of course; bon I’m so sorry,” he stammers, pulling out of you and shuffling away from you on the bed, “I’ll be going, you just get some rest; all good love, all good,”
His cheeks are flushed red and his hands are shaking as he reaches for his boxers.
“Wait! You don’t um, don’t have to go….” you stammer, playing it up perfectly, “it sounds kind of dumb but, uh, we could just cuddle? Like, hang out? If you want to, of course,”
Johnny’s ears go red to match his face as he stares into your eyes with wide-eyed appreciation. No one’s ever asked to stop having sex in favor of cuddling instead before.
He shakes his head slightly, as if to check that his ears heard you correctly.
“Bonnie, that’d be great, I’d love a cuddle” he stutters, rushing to get back into bed with you. You smile; he thinks this is all just for you. Now he can get what he needs and not feel weird for asking.
After pulling on your underwear and t-shirt, you insist on putting Johnny in a little spoon position. You lean back and spread your legs, patting the spot of bed between them.
Johnny bounds into place like an overeager Labrador. He nestles his head right beneath your sternum, his torso framed by your inner thighs, arms along the outside of them, hands rubbing absent circles on your calves.
You both make easy conversation as your hands begin to roam his body gently. After a few minutes Johnny just closes his eyes and sinks into a state of bliss he’s never felt before.
You rub his arm muscles, massage his neck and draw invisible patterns on his lean chest with your warm fingers. His breathing is slow and deep and a permanent smile remains tugging at his lips.
You periodically pull his calloused hands up to your mouth to pepper with soft kisses. He’s sighs contentedly each time and returns the favor, practically worshipping your hands with his lips.
When your hands begin to slowly knead and rub his scalp, some band of resolve in Johnny just snaps. Slowly, small sniffles begin to escape his throat while hot tears well and eventually fall down his weathered cheeks.
“I’m sorry, fuck-so sorry. Steaming bloody Jesus, I’m a mess bonnie,” he stammers, face going red in embarrassment. He goes to sit up, to pull himself away from you because he thinks it’s what you’d want.
Because here he goes again, fucking crying at the feeling of finally receiving the physical affection his body’s been screaming for. How pathetic, how needy, how ridiculous is he to be sobbing in some poor girls arms who just wanted a one night stand with a sexy military man.
He can’t stand himself and his stupid bloody needs. The monumental hole in his chest that felt almost filled as you caressed his body.
But you push him back down into you and wrap your arms tightly around him. Of course he could easily break out of your grip if he wanted to but he stays like he’s trapped.
“You’re ok, Johnny, you can cry. I’ll just hold you,” you murmur in his ear. That phrase is all it takes for the damn to fully break. The sobs come more ragged, he lets every tear fall uninhibited as he holds onto you like he would a life raft in a hurricane.
He cries until there’s nothing left, with you planted firmly in place, keeping him emotionally and physically tethered.
“Thank you, fuck, I’m sorry, thank you,” he blubbers through his shame.
“You’re welcome, Johnny; anytime,”
repost from my old blog strawberryglock (I miss her :/)
thinking about them tonight sooo, here's part 3/3 of GUNPOINT - part 1 | part 2
The third time Ghost holds you at gunpoint, you don’t even see him.
You’re working an op, climbing onto the roof to get a better shot when a red sight laser hits your chest. All it takes is one glance down at the dot circling your breast, watching it zero in on your nipple hidden beneath your black bodysuit with impressive marksman skills, for you to instantly know who it is.
You raise your eyes to the rooftop across from yours. There he is, bone mask glinting in the moonlight, sprawled on his belly with his barrel aimed straight at you.
With a sigh, you crouch at the edge of the brick building and peer through your scope into the alleyway below.
It’s still empty. No sign of your target yet.
“How’s the leg?” you call without looking up from your sights, remembering the little bullet wound you gave him to remember you by. “Slowing you down?”
“Hardly,” he grunts.
Heat pools in your belly, sharp and instant. Suddenly, you realize you’ve never actually heard the man they call ‘Ghost’ speak before.
Your gun lowers just a fraction. “Wait. Say something else.”
“Talk again and I shoot you.”
“You’re British?” Your lashes brush the scope as you blink heavily. “God, I’m a sucker for an accent.”
“Quiet,” he warns.
“No, really, you should’ve told me that!” A smirk tugs at the corner of your mouth as you glimpse your target coming out of the alley, your finger hovering over the trigger. “We could’ve ended this game of cat and mouse a long time ago.”
You end up with a bullet in your shoulder, but Simon makes up for it eventually by putting a ring on your finger.
The next time Ghost held you at gunpoint, your barrel was already there, leveled at him a split second first.
You stood like that, safeties off, eyes wide. Neither of you moved.
Then, suddenly, your gun just…lowered.
“Nice draw,” you said, stepping forward before he could react and giving his gloved hand a firm shake. “Solid work. Tip, though? Be a little quicker next time.”
You brushed past him and this time, you didn’t even bother to make a run for it. Just sauntered off, gun holstered lazily at your hip, until you slipped back into the darkness.
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Price's personal grooming habits start and stop with his beard. Keeps the thing in tip-top shape with reglar trims and a bit of mousse (MW4 trailer who). He doesn't give a shit about body hair because it's completely natural to have. Plus, he's been compared to a bear so often he might as well lean into it and be the hot hairy man the others seem to see him as. This lack of preference extends to his partners. He doesn't care if/when you shave. You have a bush you're proud of and legs that keep warm? Amazing. Smooth as silk with a 20+ skin care routine? Fantastic. He'll take you however you're willing to give yourself. He'll love you all the same.
Gaz keeps himself maintained more than the rest of the force. He's tried growing out more of a beard, but felt the subtle mustache and goatee suit him better. When it comes to body hair, he's naturally not too hairy. He's got light whisps on his forearms and legs, a light dusting on his chest, and just enough happy trail to be tantilizing. This goes to say, he does try to keep his nethers groomed, makes him feel cleaner between those long operations where showers are rare and rest is myth. When it comes to his partner, he likes a little hair. Clean shaven is fine, but he's a bit of a sucker for a landing strip or any sort of cheeky, creative pubic hair.
Soap isn't as hairy as Price, but he's a close second. The scot is fond of a natural look both on himself and others. The only regular maintenance he keeps up is shaving the sides of his head and trimming his beard. Everywhere else? Not a problem. Now, that's not to say he won't clean it up a little before date night just to make it a little more "presentable," but don't you dare do the same. This man is the CEO of "you shaved your bush???" then sobbing about it. Same goes for if you have arm and/or leg hair. He's happy whether your shaven, stubbly, or super hairy. Your hair doesn't define you, Bon, you know that.
Ghost is basically hairless. Most of his skin is scar tissue and the patches of blonde around his body basically blend in with his pale complexion. He still gets a bit of a beard now and then that he shaves clean because it gets sweaty and irritating in his mask. That being said, the Brit does not give a shit about beauty standards. He's baffled someone as amazing as you fell into his life in the first place. You think he's going to sacrifice the love he's been missing out on because of some hair?? Bloody mental, you are.
Summary: When getting a late night snack, Simon finds you and breaks down.
It’s exactly 2:36am
For some reason these past few days, you’ve been struggling to fall asleep. To much on your mind. Im your 23 years of living, you never did figure out how to turn your brain off.
You’re currently standing in the kitchen going through the pantry. All of a sudden you hear staggered breathing and quick footsteps. You reach for your gun on the counter, and hold it up aiming towards the hallway as the steps get closer. When the footsteps stop, you discover it’s Ghost. With no mask. His eyes are glassy and his hands are shaking. You quickly place your gun down.
“Simon..?”
He stands there, staring at you. He seems like he can’t believe what he’s seeing.
“Simon. Hey, talk to me.”
“Y-You’re here.” Tears begin to fall.
“Yeah, im here. What happened?”
He goes to speak, but nothing comes out. He falls onto his knees. You rush over and hold him, he sobs into your neck. He holds you tightly.
“I-I thought i lost you. You were s-shot. Your blood was everywhere.”
“It was a nightmare. You’re okay, Im okay. Nothing happened, love.” You brush pieces of his tear soaked hair from his face, and place kisses on his cheek.
He meets your eyes. He sees your concern and quickly sits up. He wipes his eyes and stands.
“Fuck.” He turns away, “You must think im such a pussy”
“Not at all.. i think you’re brave for telling me wjat happened.” You stand and take his hands in yours.
“Would you like to come back to my room? Might help you sleep, knowing im by you.”
“Yes please.” He keeps his head down like a sad puppy.
“Come on baby.”
a/n: Unfortunately this was just a little drabble so i probably won’t make a part 2. Have a great day💕
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I like to imagine a Stiles that's not really jealous when people flirt with Derek bc look at him he's gorgeous ofc people are going to find him attractive, it's the natural progression of life, and jokes on them bc Derek likes him. So he'd be pretty alright with it until he realizes that Derek is actually really uncomfortable with people being all over him all the time and the Protective Boyfriend Mode would be ON. To everyone else, Stiles looks kinda insecure and controlling, but Derek is finally having peace when they go out so he doesn't care