ax (kryp)

feels so weird posting abt axel åhman when my online alias is also axel. i just see my url sometimes and think “i hope no one thinks im a really odd kaj blog that fantasises about him dying”

i only ever go on tumblr to check what perverted yaoi my ex best friend has reblogged and/or drawn lately, we still have so much shit in common years later 😭

hey yle remember when i emailed you begging for u to take kajland back to arenan and you said youd consider it and sent the request over to the responsible department…how’s that going

so. Um. crazy day in the kaj fandom today huh

how am i still so insane abt kaj after almost 6 months. i thought for SURE this was going to be a short lived hyperfixation but alas….. also counted how much money ive spent on this interest (concerts, travelling there, merch, cd, and books </3) and now i realise i should not be allowed to spend money