#ax rambles

i haven’t been on tumblr (or any social media really) in MONTHS but ive gotten such a severe KAJ brainrot and i need to share this with people who Get It. like i don’t even know where to begin. ive watched gambämark three times these last few days (ive had a cold!!) & have downloaded the yle app just to watch every show or pod they’ve ever been on. im making an oil painting of axel

how am i still so insane abt kaj after almost 6 months. i thought for SURE this was going to be a short lived hyperfixation but alas….. also counted how much money ive spent on this interest (concerts, travelling there, merch, cd, and books </3) and now i realise i should not be allowed to spend money

talkokraft is so under appreciated, like axel can really sing as well LET THAT MAN SING MORE!!! but i am also very weak for anything axel does so i might be biased …

feels so weird posting abt axel åhman when my online alias is also axel. i just see my url sometimes and think “i hope no one thinks im a really odd kaj blog that fantasises about him dying”

when the special interest hits you so hard you’re going to Finland for the first time too see kaj when theyre already coming TO YOUR HOMETOWN NEXT WEEK

theres something so funny about axels brother attending anti capitalist protests during esc week in malmö 2013 only for axel to end up representing sweden in esc a decade later. love erik truly an icon, hc forever