There was a girl...

Me: because if I make plans then I can't die and maybe one day I'll stop wanting to all the time!!!

So when you figure it out for yourself. Let me know, but i think... i think I need to walk away now.

It's not just hurting you anymore

I keep thinking that when the time is right... when it's time for us to be us again... that the part of my heart that went with you will fall back into place...

3 days ago would have been 10 months... and never have I felt anything this painful when it comes to another person. My heart is crying out for yours. So just... come back

Not me being stoned for basically 24 hours 😂 I'm just tryna avoid the bullshit in this life y'all Somehow not as easy as it seems! But hey what the fuck ever I'm out here doing me and loving it https://www.instagram.com/p/CL8UIE2B4JLQGkJ9aqrHcaIn-UJMGXEy-W6pUU0/?igshid=1h6uzhjipji0k

It's been a couple weeks. I know! A lot in my life has changed and I wanted to talk a little bit about it! First, I got a job that involves taking care of people. I absolutely LOVE it! One reason is that the energy that I give is not unappreciated. What I mean is that I love to help people and take care of them which can be very self destructive and has definitely gotten me into some tough situations. Now, I don't have to protect my heart as much from being hurt when I offer it to the world because what I do requires a kind and open heart. So I found something that aligns with my core values and will not completely break me into pieces! Second, wounds that are from years ago are finally healing in my heart. Things that once hurt me to my core, are truly healing and I can feel my heart and soul becoming full again. It hasn't been easy, but pushing myself even further into healing is making me realize how amazing I truly am. Third, I have met and reconnected with some of the most amazing people! I feel loved and cared for, but not in a "childish" way. I feel supported in my healing process. I've made a lot of big step really quickly and while it can get exhausting, I still feel energized and powerful. So my unsolicited advice? Find a job that aligns with who you are and what you want to give to the world. Throw yourself into the deep end of healing with no fear. Find and hold onto people that truly support and love you and will still give you the space to heal and grow. Be grateful for the things you are seeking and allow them to be part of your life even if it is drastically different from what you are used to. Finding your place in the world isn't easy and it can feel uncomfortable to grow sometimes. When you choose yourself it will start to feel more comfortable, warm, safe, and shockingly easier than we think. ❤❤ If you need help and feel like you are almost there, but you need a little bit of guidance to get over that mental road block, that's okay!! Message me for a free first meeting and I can help you lean into your self care and healing! #selfcareissnotselfish #selfcarecoach #changes #imback #beautifulresilience #wearealllearning #findyourpeace https://www.instagram.com/p/CL4gHhAADJw/?igshid=954urmb4d8xe