every time i make a mistake im like theyre going to put me down like a sick dog

nothing in the world makes me more evil than just being kind of annoyed

everyday i mourn the person i could've been if i didn't have avpd

i’m not wanted, i’m just tolerated (barely)

"people pleaser" my ass all i do is disappoint

cluster b culture is sending asks to you and always looking at the tags to see if you wrote "MOOD" so i can get a good grade at cluster b, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve

i need some fucking pills to knock my ass out cold for the rest of my life

I’m screaming I’m begging I’m crying for this to stop I’ll do anything for this to stop I’ll do anything just make it stop

everytime anything goes wrong i get the overwhelming urge to just end it all and i dont understand why

The constant struggle of wanting to be included until someone includes me in something and then I want to be left alone

life is unfair to avoidants the entire way

sometimes i think my life cant get any fucking worse and then it does