healing and grief

All it means when people say “you’re speaking from a place of privilege” is that you’re likely to underestimate how bad the problem is by default because you are never personally exposed to that problem. It’s not a moral judgement of how difficult your life is.

^^^^^^ read it. say it out loud. keep repeating it until you understand.

tip: if you wake up on time and then lie in bed unmoving for 20 minutes you will no longer be on time

work tomorrow is one of the worst things that can happen to you

having someone do "I think coolsville sucks" to you always feels so surreal. always feels like trolling. probably is

every day it gets harder to have a relaxed jaw and decent posture

severely deficient in whatever vitamin makes u a person

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

i let them hit because they were honest about their intentions and created a healthy, open line of communication between us that made me feel safe and secure enough to let them see me in one of my most vulnerable states

I am strong in some ways but weak in other ways. Surely this will not create some kind of complex.

Imagine hating me when all I’ve ever done is be a hateful mean cruel spiteful fucking cunt to you