frog time !!!

I dont need you. I can abandon myself all on my own! *dissociates*

being psychotic is like *has delusions despite being on meds* *has delusions despite being on meds* *has delusions despite being on meds* *has delusions de-

I had a dream that Nickelodeon had a 2 hour Roast of Butch Hartman special and they kept showing disclaimers at the end of every commercial break saying that this program would be the only time “fuck” was said on Nickelodeon

this year has made me so fucking sensitive. pompeii by bastille, a song i barely like, came on the radio and it made me CRY

you know what bastille......when i close my eyes....it DOES almost feel like nothing’s changed at all ...

how AM i gonna be an optimist about this?

yeah bro the doctor said i've got a disease called kiss deprived..... the only cure is for you to kiss me on the lips right now

@yamadasaburo​ @corvidskull

Honestly? Be disrespectful. Wear your headphones to dinner. Stay on your phone all day. Ignore conversation. Don't hang out with that family member. Stim loudly and aggressively. Be openly weird. Don't make eye contact. Assert your boundaries. Wear sunglasses indoors. Bring that comfort item you 'shouldn't bring in public'. Don't shake that person's hand. Screw it. If someone else's definition of respect contradicts your definition of comfort, be disrespectful.

I literally blog to embarrass myself this is all an exercise to keep me humble

look. i don’t think my stretch marks are beautiful. i don’t think they’re tiger stripes or natural tattooos. i don’t think my acne is beautiful. i don’t think the bags under my eyes are beautiful. i just think they’re human. and i don’t think i have to be beautiful all of the time in order to be accepted and loved and sucessful. i don’t think every small detail of my outer appearence needs to be translated into prettiness.

fun fact: this POV is actually called “body neutrality” and it’s SO MUCH more accessible/realistic for a lot of people. it’s based on the idea that the way we look is the least interesting/important thing about who we are, and that our bodies are worthy of respect regardless if they fit the mold of the current beauty ideals.

i love the feeling when someone asks me about one of my hyperfixations and it summons all my thoughts at once like my brain is a discord server that just got hit with an @everyone