The owner of this blog is a Fire Emblem OC fictive!
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We mostly reblog others' stuff. We love anime and games that are tragic, apparently. Currently hyperfixating on NieR and Wuthering Waves, but that may change by the time we remember to edit this.
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We write translations for Vocaloid songs as a hobby and publish them to our Wordpress blog
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Guide to tags
Some tags found in use here are:
#just aki things: Everything specifically mine
- #aki art: Art of me
-#akitxt: Personal ramblings
-#sorentxt: System ramblings
- #aki aesthetic: Anything fitting my aesthetic that's not others' fan art
- #aki silliness: Memes, short texts posts, and anything that's more of a lighthearted quip than an aesthetic.
- #thirty ways to build a fire: Our writing project, so named because it was originally conceived as a NaNoWriMo challenge, and once we have 30 completed pieces, we'd like to compile it into a physical form. At the time of writing this, we have 19 finished pieces and a total of 22 at some stage of creation.
Important people:
-#rinkah: Whom we draw the most!
-#sky knight fam: Subaki, Hinoka, Caeldori and the others!
-#soleil!!!!: Sapphics unite!
-#jasper: My son/child unit
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i freaking LOVE Ruko so much ive been meaning to draw her for SO LONG so ty for the excuse >:) also if someone who doesnt care about the art sees this scroll to the bottom bc i NEED to share a song
its a little messy but it was really fun to color hehehe>:3
and in case tumblr lowers the quality heres a close up
i diiiiid struggle with it but i dont hate how it turned out >:3c there were SO MANY colors i had to test man...
PS HALF OF THE NAMES AND CAP COLORS LIED TO ME.
anyway as a BONUS!! heres the first ruko i TRIED to draw then ended up hating and scrapping. (i struggle with guitars)
might be bc im the artist but there were so many issues that i had to scrap it, so take this as a little statement of I SWEAR IM WORKING ON INBOX I JUST HAVE AWFUL PERFECTIONISM😭
anyway. as a psa to anyone who sees this pls watch this ruko cover, its criminally underrated for being out so long and for how GOOD IT IS. and even if you dont care for the art at least watch the song, i cant let it die...
https://youtu.be/iSbUD1GduyA?si=oA1GK4d7hQH92cYC
if the link doesnt work just look up ruko confessions of a rotten girl, pls just trust me bro i am BEGGING.
goat and cartethyia doodle cause im a self indulgent CHUD who cant sleep....i wouldve drawn goat girl hanging onto fleurdelys' shoulders but i got distracted and noticed the time so uhjmhm yeah this is all for now
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I hate that there are things in society that make women feel objectified. I wish women could receive the agency and respect they deserve. And I wish more of us of all genders could go about life without worrying about how someone will treat us based on the gender they perceive us to be.
But directing that hate onto "goonslop" is not the answer.
Definition: “Goonslop” or “gooner bait” as a term expresses distaste toward video games (and other forms of media, but I'm focusing on games for this particular post) that appeal to the target viewer's physical attraction toward women, in ways such as: revealing clothing, compositions focusing noticeably on chests and rear ends, possible exaggerated proportions or physics to draw attention to said areas, etc. The implication of "goonslop" is that the value in these games other than the sex appeal is diminished by the appeal to sexual attraction, or is entirely nonexistent.
The term "gooner" evokes, then, the image of a heterosexual male player who is driven, consciously or subconsciously, by his physical attraction to the depicted women characters and the sexual feelings surrounding them.
It's a simplified, catchy term, which encourages us to spread it when our righteous anger about sexism is evoked, while discouraging us from questioning what it actually means. Full disclosure: I saw the appeal in it for a while, but recently realized in unpacking my own conservative upbringing, and wanted to raise awareness:
The trend of designating media "goonslop" is one of many recent examples of reactionary rhetoric repackaged to appeal to those of us who want to be progressive. By spreading it, we are doing conservatives' work for them. And we need to cast it off for the sake of the social progress we so deeply desire.
If you're not sure, here's why:
"Goonslop" rhetoric is puritanism
It implies that sex for sex’s sake (as opposed to for some higher purpose), or art made primarily for sexual appeal, is filthy and shameful. It implies that if art appeals to sexual attraction in any noticeable way, then it no longer has any value, regardless of any other quality that the art possesses.
It stamps female nudity (or near-nudity) as inherently sexual, and looks down on fictional women's behaviors that are perceived to be sexually promiscuous (e.g. evocative dancing or performance).
This is exactly the view that has been weaponized against queer existence, and against women’s autonomy in relation to their own bodies and sexual decisions.
"Goonslop" rhetoric minimizes the existence of LGBTQ+ viewers
"Gooner" is used in a derogatory fashion for one who enjoys qualities in video games that appeal primarily to sexual attraction. Those employing this rhetoric typically envision a straight male viewer, who is designated as a perpetrator of sexism by the sole factor that he enjoys such video games. However, this rhetoric invokes shame indiscriminately in queer viewers (e.g. lesbians) who may enjoy the very same qualities that appeal to straight men. Solely for the purpose of expressing anger, it denies diversity in gender or orientation among viewers.
Among the other inherent problems of stereotyping, the demonizing of straight men implies that there is a solid distinction that can be made between "straight men" and "everyone else." The goal of LGBTQ+ expression and freedom is to eliminate the boxes we are forced into—not to draw new ones.
"Goonslop" plays into capitalism's lie that "male viewer" and "female viewer" are distinct heterosexual categories that can be marketed to individually with no overlap, and that the "male viewer" is the predominant consumer of video games. I do not deny that there are problems with sexism and diversity in video game industry as a whole—my point is that directing hate onto the games themselves and those who enjoy them is not the solution.
"Goonslop" rhetoric is bullying
It’s driven by shame and othering, rather than education and empathy. This is a punitive, conservative tactic, because it assumes that after one crosses a certain point, they can never again be redeemed or worthy of respect, regardless of the actions they take going forward, or unless they take action prescribed by the entity attempting to shame them. It therefore also echoes the conservative Christianity that is weaponized to oppress many minority populations.
The appeal of "goonslop" as a rhetoric also hinges on the fact that, like other forms of bullying, the actual source of rage (patriarchy and the injustices it causes) is an abstract concept that's not easy to combat. Working to dismantle patriarchy doesn't provide the same immediate gratification or release as picking an easy target (straight men who are attracted to certain things, or express fictional attraction in a certain way). And backers of "goonslop" rhetoric seek above all to unleash their righteous anger—they don't stop to examine the actual impact of their words or actions, as articulated here.
"Goonslop" rhetoric is fascism
Some of the notable qualities of fascist ideology are: the devaluing of art, especially sexual art, as "degenerate;" "moral panic"—a worry about some widespread wrongdoing, which is exaggerated and not rooted in actual demonstrated cause-and-effect problems about societal violence; and obsessive preoccupation with some sort of "community decline" that must be rectified to "save society."
There is no evidence for a causal relationship between those who see the sexual appeal of women in video games and those who enact violence (particularly sexual violence) on real-life women. Nor is there any causation in the reverse direction. The widespread existence of highly sexualized media featuring women is insidious because of the societal context of patriarchical exploitation and violence. If sexy women in video games did not exist, those with existing sexist tendencies would simply find other avenues to express them.
What about "goonslop" rhetoric we should take forward? What should we leave behind?
While misguided, the idea of "goonslop" is so popular because we value diversity and mourn the harm patriarchy enacts on women and marginalized identities. We do not need to eliminate these values entirely—we simply need to redirect them in a socially progressive way, rather than a regressive one.
"Goonslop" leverages the assertion that straight men are the enemy to diversity, equity and inclusion efforts. On the contrary, straight men are not going anywhere, just as LGBTQ+ folk are not, and including them in such discussions and efforts is critical.
"Goonslop" is a red herring, acting purely on emotional response and making connections to accused "predators" that are not supported by any evidence. Focusing purely on fictional interests, rather than real-life attitudes and actions, allows truly harmful people to masquerade as benevolent simply by being interested in the "right" fiction, at the same time that it wrongfully ostracizes progressively-minded people, solely because they enjoy sexy women in video games and not because they have committed any material crimes. We should care more about how others treat real women, not fictional women.
Some viewers are psychologically triggered by female sexual appeal in video games. Some find affirmation in the beauty or aesthetic of the same imagery, and in the sexual freedom it embodies. Some feel attracted to said imagery. None of this is inherently wrong, and none should override another. We must recognize that the patriarchical context is the actual perpetrator of the trauma.
Self-discoveries surrounding sexual attraction are rife enough with shame. It is perfectly natural and healthy to feel attracted to fictional women, whether you're a straight man, or a lesbian for whom the shaming of your attraction to fictional women feels strangely familiar as the "predatory lesbian" trope. Shame is not the way forward, and we must not stoop to doing conservatives' dirty work for them.
Take your anger toward "goonslop" and redirect it where the actual problem is: IRL interpersonal and systemic sexism.
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you're allowed to draw. draw badly even. draw and then delete it. draw and rework it and then delete it anyway. draw only half of it and the other half three years later. in one style or another. in different styles in the same week. traditional or digital. you're literally allowed to draw however you want