all we do is drive

artist: Mona Sugata

exhibition: What Resonates Through Us — Echoes in Overtones

back here bc im feeling nostalgic. after dnp's hard launch i started watching their content more (i'd been a massive fan of their sims series since the beginning but never rly watched their other stuff) -> reminded of tumblr -> pop here briefly...

i'm 23 now, turning 24 this year. i started work in june/july last year and ever since then i feel like i've become an npc. i'm really tired n stressed n find work kinda meaningless. i don't want this to be all there is to life

miss the good ol days

rly just using this as a small diary now. idt i had truly formative experiences or whatever on tumblr itself (e.g. making internet friends n all) but i still have many fond memories of using it with my friends, n it will forever be an integral part of my memories of teenagehood / growing up, and now that i'm an "adult" and hating the experience i come back here to reminisce. i wonder if there is another path. i hope there is a way out of this

part of me is like heh, i could start using tumblr again. but i think most of me doesn't want to. i think it's frozen in time for me. i can't go back to being a teen. or at least that is the feeling i get when i come on here. this is just a time capsule of better days. and friends that i don't talk to anymore, not in the same way

it would be quite cute if i continued coming on here year after year till im old, if tumblr is still around. but somehow, i don't feel like that would be a good sign. maybe when my real life gets better i will stop coming on here once every couple of years (? not sure how often i come here) to blog about my life

collage tarot deck! scanned all of the major arcana & some of my fav minor arcana