that dumb agronomy student

I didn't did anything and mi PFP was just a image that I trougth was the icon of the slytherpuff (slytherinxhufflepuff)

Turns out

Is the libertarian flag.

I'm thinking on turning this page a secret diary since nobody around me knows English and strongly believe Tumblr is death so...

About uni, I must say I'm doing pretty good, I mean things are really fine lately, classes are lit, and teachers are awesome but...y'know at first I was really scared like you probably don't know what I mean, because I'm an special rare case...

So, almost all my life I had been overprotected by almost every person I know, they used to do almost mostly things for me outside my house (I mean, I defend myself, I know how to do a lot of house chores, I know how to repair most things inside the house, and I have not issue and also love cooking a lot) but when it comes to confront reality it's all pretty weird outside because I had always been feeling like an outsider, stranger creature who doesn't understand human minds.

But, it was fine, for first time I got on the bus, and I had to defend myself and I did it pretty well but...I can't stop thinking about this...I'm in the good path? I'm doing this right? What if I made a mistake? What if I get lost? Even if I'm relaxed my mind simply keep telling me this and that.

However...I always had this serie of troughs, that I don't mind if I have to travel by my own, I also daydreamed a lot with being an adventurer and going on long walks trough small villages and woods, finding friends and lovers on the way and collecting flowers in the pockets.

Finally I'm what I wished with all my hearth but deeply inside I'm worried that someday I'll get tyred of this.

Whenever something too good happens to me it's almost like my brain is preventing me of having so much fun and it's frustrating

Anyways, things are going wonderfully so...that's all.

Btw here a picture of Mormon that I found on Pinterest because who in the world don't like those sweet cheese balls.

Sometimes idfk what's going on on my head

I'm getting all loopy hippie here but I was having a pretty boring day until I see these...so yeah I'm sharing with y'all these are not mine so yep.

First, this boi, I got the pattern on Pinterest and I also made a leaf so he can sit there watching me getting a breakdown during chemistry.

I keep stuff there, those small bags contain my most awful secret...I'm really bad with buttons.

Bird a, b and c, they're together but it was difficult to capture it all.

Those are my curtain decorations.

Shout out to toast-jake

So yep, I'm not good at this as you can see I'm just a begginer but I could say that I improved...also I'm thinking about uploading the giraffe pattern when i find a way to do it.

And then the mf sleep paralysis demon got over me touching my freaking face.

And all I could think about while this was happening was "woah what more you can do with those cold dead hands boy" 😉

And I made this edgy cursed demon- vampire-witch who was a Marceline's cousin.

And now I'm thinking, what if I take my old cringy Mary sues ocs and make them into real good ocs (?).

Maybe, maybe one day, not today, not tomorrow, not Wednesday, but someday.

Btw time later I would turn her into a Stardew valley oc, who would marry Abigail giving Pierre a hearth attack.

And

Just

Look how cool and organized it looks, like...how? I-dont-fucking-know

But this is good, because I'm a huge bitch for aesthetic notes and journaling but my broken ass just allow me to buy black, blue and red pen so...

The only thing you need are some drawing skills and a rule.

Taking notes in this style is really comfy because I'm not longer afraid of wasting the expensive "brown dirt chocolate toffee cake" highlighter.

The feel I got in my ears.

Everything moving

Me not being in control

I was so scared that I would close my eyes and cover my ears and stop walking just hoping that it wouldn't be there the next time.

I was a really scared kid

Always thinking the worst

Always ruining the best...

And sometimes, just sometimes wish I could go back in time.

And give myself a hug and tell myself, it's ok, you'll learn.