One of those most vivid dreams I ever had.
Sometimes human brain could be so messed up that it made you imagining weird things happening inside your head. And it feels real. So real and vivid.
Some of them are weird and dark, of course. But the rest of it are enormously beautiful and virtue.
Most of the time I tend to just enjoy it without any regrets that I even would continue my sleep to just continue my dreams as itās like a tv series. Waking up feeling happy and thatās it. Ended up forgetting it.
But this time feels so beautifully real in its own surrealism.
It started pretty fast. Weird de javu moment playing incapable time lapse. Some nightmares inside, me defeating creepy little monsters. And things like that.
However the ending is the one I really loved. I can see through my eye so vividly. Mountains with few old styled home in the edges. A clear blue sky, my favorite view. Green grass on the other side. Idk but something in the middle of the mountains. And a small white and black stripped cat. I saw my dearest friends there. Not sure there how many of them but glad to know that I wasnāt alone enjoying that view. I still remember petting that cat while its sitting on my lap. So beautiful that I fully conscious with my surroundings.
So, new year huh? Well, to me itās new year, same me. With some upgrades. So I donāt post this right after finished writing it. I need some time to re-evaluate my feelings in it while trying to understand the core message. Actually Iāve edited this already but unfortunately itās just disappear. It sucks but fine Iāll try my best.
āA dream is a wish your heart makesā.
-It took me a while to remember what I wrote few hours ago. But the main thing is I really put my effort in this so somehow Iām feeling so extra in trying to make this as close as possible to my expectations.-
Another thing that I clearly remember is that I saw myself in the way that I always wanted to be. I see myself there, living on my dreams and desire. Being a doctor. I was a doctor there. I remember the moment I got somehow transferred into this universe, soon after getting mesmerized by the beauty scenery in front of my eyes. I was trying to capture the mountains and the sky. I was barely reaching out of my phone from my pocket, but then I stopped. I donāt know why. So thatās what makes me petting the cat. Never been feeling so amazed before. It would be nice if i could draw.
Childhood, Itās a part of childhood desire.
Childhood is the perfect times when kids tend to wish for simple little things that usually seems not-so-important and silly but has the more than enough strength to satisfy their fascinating desire. Kids are small and young people with a super power. So powerful that even could create infinity magical wonders.
when itās about childhood, she recall herself living in a small town, where the mountains and sea meets. Where everything is just felt so real and pure. Living as a little girl who used to know that the world is not as big as she thought. All that she know was sheās happy with the way she is that time and how she felt so effortlessly optimist that she will be alright in the future.
I wonder how is it going now and how is she.
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