Iâm terrified to do this cause I just... Iâm an emotional mess right now and Iâm having an extremely dificult time calming myself down right now I keep going all over the place and I have a moment but if somebody who has my skype could please talk to me for a bit Iâd really appreciate it cause the crisis line takes so long to connect and Iâm afraid Iâll get so own ill hang up on it again before it connects and Iâm just not sure want to do I donât know who to trust iâm afraid iâm going to o something horrible again I just canât right now I hat losing control Iâm sorry idont know what else to do right now













