Chacal

comic features mysterious blobs of ink and color from when our cat walked over it with wet paws like ten times

𝐆𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐡𝐨𝐥e.

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(If you're reading this it means the mission went wrong, and you were probably right)

(But I always was incapable of telling you, I just love you)

(I feel like loving you was the easiest thing I've ever done, and leaving you will be the hardest thing that I will have to do if I die today)

"It’s finished, it’s done. You can’t take loved away.”

- Tamsyn Muir, Nona the Ninth

(Psa: I know this is long, but it is going to be interesting.)

Three(I think) nights ago, i was in a pretty bad state of mind, I was having lots of trauma flashbacks and I over all couldn’t sleep.

Trying to sleep, I put my hand out of bed, in a way that is hanging, I imagined a hand wrapping mine tight, (This a thing that I do very often to calm me up).

After some seconds I began to feel something,a finger,a pressure, gently stroking the palm of my hand.

oddly, I didn’t get scared at all at first, and I let it happen for some time, as it calmed me

Then, I kinda realised that something actually touching my hand was weird,and I moved my hand and my entire body, facing the wall.

After that the bad feelings came back and i said on my mind “Oh please,I Just want to sleep”

And a feeling of “Everything is ok” came over me, and I fell asleep moments later.

Next day I remembered the feeling of the pressure on my hand,in class, and I wanted to try if it happened again.

I left my hand hanging and I asked(on my mind), and imagined a hand touching mine.

It happened.

I messed around, changing hands, and even asking to touch my legs.

it happened all the times, stroking me, gently squeezing.

But I just thought it was my brain, playing tricks on me.

when I arrived home, i wanted to try again, but now i left my elbow on a table, with my hand up

I asked again for it to take my hand.

it did.

I gently tried to let my hand fall on its own, but i felt the grip getting stronger, not letting it go.

Then, i asked: “If you are there, let my hand go”

The grip left, and my hand fell.

that’s the moment I knew something was actually there.

I got Happy and excited, but “it could be a dangerous spirit” i said to myself.

But it really didn’t think of it.

Later, I asked more questions using the hand method,and after i went to sleep i asked if it could appear in my dreams.

it said yes.

and that night at one point in my dream one person just took my hand, intertwined our fingers and smiled at me. (I’m going to mention that was the first good dream I had in 3 months)