It is not a sin to have bad self esteem, but if you're to the point of constantly assuming you're not a part of a friend group despite being explicitly invited, apologize for everything you do even when no one has actually said anything, and barely allow yourself to exist or be percieved as a person, you have GOT to work on it. PLEASE. You have to start liking yourself and have things you're not ashamed to share or you will slowly suffocate under the weight of your expectation to deminish yourself to be tolerable.














