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personally i had a really hard time trying to make dividers so i'm making this to hopefully help others who may be having the same problems as me.
1. Programs
i like to use clip studio paint since that is what i have but there are other free options too like: Photopea (free, browser), Canva (free, browser),IBIS Paint (free, ios/android), ect...
2. Canvas Sizes
this is where i struggled the most since it can be hard to judge how something will look in a post vs how it looks when you're making it. i put together some "guideline" dividers so its easier to see how things will look:
^ small divider 2000 x 40px ( good for pixel art )
^ medium divider 2000 x 100px (good for small doodles)
^ large/ medium divider 2000 x 140px (small text and drawings)
^ large divider 3000 x 225px ( good for titles )
obviously you don't have to follow these exactly but they are a good reference for what looks good at different sizes
3. Saving
the way that you save your drawings will affect how they look if you want parts to be "clear/ see through" make sure to save in .png these files may be a little bit bigger but they will keep any transparent parts of your divider / drawing.
^ a good example of this is my star divider
if you're ok with having no transparent parts/ a solid colour, pattern divider you can save in .jpg these files are smaller than .png so are good if you don't have a lot of space on your device.
All of the above "size example" dividers are .jpg so they don't have any transparent parts.
[Side note: if you have transparent parts in your drawing but save it in .jpg they will become white]
i hope that this was a helpful little tutorial, i didn't go through everything but i tried to give some good starting points!
Synopsis ✨ You knew who he was the second your eyes met his across a crowded Parisian nightclub. But when you tried to explain you had a boyfriend who you loved, the frontman of the world's biggest rock band only seemed more eager to take you back to his hotel.
Genre ✨ rock band au, smut
Plot warnings ✨ We don't have one. If you're not down with a little m x m though, this isn't for you. There is a link to Dino's story in this series but it doesn't add anything and you don't need to have read it for this to make sense, it's literally just a tiny scene.
Smut warnings ✨ threesome (fmm), lots of messy making out (fm and mm), oral f. receiving, slight dumbification (it's more like Joshua is showing off his woman), vaginal fingering, the word slut is used like twice, hand job, oral m.recieving, Eiffel tower (we are in Paris after all), unprotected sex, p in v sex, anal (f. recieving), dp, everyone is a bit cock drunk, nipple play, cum swallowing, multiple orgasms (for OC and Soonyoung), lots of dirty talk, lots of praise, degradation, squirting, they cum on her face, fluffy aftercare (obviously after all that)
Word count ✨ 8.6k
Meet the other band members here.
a/n- When I was in Paris a few weeks ago all I got was a cold and 40€ stolen and yet lucky old OC gets a threesome with these two 😒 I don't remember writing half of this, I just know I needed like an hour to recover from it. We're in a heat wave atm and it's like 37°, I've had hayfever meds that've made me drowsy and I'd had a glass or two of red wine- so this is the very horny result of all that.
The final member will be Seungcheol and his is a bit of an emotional roller coaster (we actually have a plot for this one!!) so the series will be going out with a very pouty bang.
“Well the creep won't stop staring at you! Look at him!"
You glance back over the club and sure enough, the world's biggest rock star and infamous lothario is still watching you like a hawk from his VIP booth.
"Maybe he's just zoned out!” You try to reason, though you can't help keep glancing back over towards him as you sip your malibu and coke.
"Oh please,” Joshua scoffs loudly, loud enough for you to hear clearly, so pretty fucking loud considering you're in a club, "he's been staring at you for the past then minutes!”
"Just ignore him! Buy me another drink, we said we'd enjoy this last night.” you pull his arm towards the bar and try to ignore the way the rockstar's eyes seem to burn into you even when you turn away from him.
“You’re being pretty calm about all this considering you were ready to fight that girl in Copenhagen for just asking for my number.”
You stop dead just short of the bar, what a fucking bitchy thing to bring up. You were not ready to fight someone, you merely made it more than clear to her that Joshua was very much taken by you and it would probably best for her to fuck off.
“That’s different,” you snap, trying to get the barman’s attention, “she asked for your number. He’s just staring and probably not even at me. He might just have bad eye sight, you’ll feel horrible when you go over there and start a fight just to find out he’s got an astigmatism.”
Joshua looks at you skeptically as he leans on the bar and watches you order two more drinks, clearly not convinced by your claims of astigmatisms causing the sufferer to gaze, almost hungrily, at random people in Parisian night clubs.
The barman places your drinks on the bar and tells you how much you owe for the overpriced refreshments but Joshua doesn’t move, just glares at the glass.
“Well pay the man!” You gesture at your boyfriend.
“What happened to you not needing a man to provide for you?” he moans as he hovers his phone over the card reader begrudgingly, “I seem to remember you having a tantrum when I tried to pay for the third date after paying for the first two.”
“That was years ago and before you reminded me about the time you cheated in Copenhagen.” You sip your drink through the straw and flounce off.
“I didn’t…..er merci….” Joshua nods to the barman before he rushes off after you, trying not to spill his drink on the already sticky club floor, “I did not cheat.” He mutters in your ear as he catches you up at the edge of the dance floor.
“You didn’t tell her no.” You try to ignore him and take a particular interest in the hot bodies grinding against each other on the dance floor.
“That’s because about three milliseconds after she asked, you set her straight. I didn’t get a chance!”
“Whatever you say,” you roll your eyes.
“Come on, don’t do this. It’s our last night of this trip, let's make it one to remember.” He downs his drink and takes your hand, moving a little to take you with him to the dance floor, “drink up, let's show these Parisians how it’s done.”
And you do, you down your drink, hand your empty glass to some random drunk dude who just happened to be walking past, and join Joshua on the dance floor to really make this last night of your month-long holiday a night you’ll never forget.
The bass makes your soul vibrate, sweat is dripping down your body and any worries you were harbouring a little earlier evaporated with your next two drinks and the feel of your boyfriends’ hands all over you as you sway and jump with half of Paris, if how packed out the club is anything to go by. Joshua had stumbled away to get you both another drink and you were happily swaying your hips, completely lost in your tipsy edm haze.
“Hey.” You feel a hand on your hip and turn to take your drink.
“What took you……” your giggly sentence is cut off when you turn to find the front man of Shadow standing much too close to you, his hand still on your hip, “m-my boyfriend will be back soon,” you move back to disconnect his hand from you, “he’s only gone to get us drinks.”
He just nods, biting his lip and looking you up and down like you're a piece of meat.
“I was watching you dancing,” he moves closer again, bopping to the music a little but close enough that he can make himself heard in your ear over the music, “you’ve got some great moves.”
You ignore him, looking over to the bar to see where Joshua is, just to spot him paying for the drinks. Good. That’s good. Because you may love your boyfriend but the hand that landed on your hip a few seconds ago seems to have seared a print of itself onto your skin and the way his, clearly expensive, cologne is invading your senses, you can’t help feeling a little drawn to the rockstar beside you.
“Like I said, I’ve got a boyfriend.”
“The guy you’ve been dancing with?”
You just nod and smile at Joshua, his own smile dropping as he approaches the dance floor and spots you talking to Hoshi.
“Bye then!” You escape and make a bid for Joshua. A little break in your dancing probably wouldn’t hurt.
“Can we help you?”
You turn around again, just as you thought you’d safely found the comfort of being close to your boyfriend, to find Hoshi. He’d followed you? Surely he could’ve just moved on to the next person that took his fancy, why has he felt the need to continue pursuing you after you’d made it pretty clear you had a boyfriend?
“I hope so.” He smirks.
“She’s taken dude, go try somewhere else.” Joshua more or less throws the drinks on a nearby table, his jaw clenching, with a look you’ve never really seen on his usually calm and charming features.
Well this is new.
Very new.
Your boyfriend has never had a cross word with anyone. Even the day he got a parking ticket when the attendant had very clearly seen him pay for parking, he said he understood he’d had a long day and not to worry about it. Even when you actively try to annoy him, like earlier, he would never actually have an argument with you. If you have a problem, he seeks to solve it before it causes any harm to either of you instead of instigating arguments.
But the way he’s currently balling his fists and has that unknown fire in his eyes is making you both nervous and, if you’re honest, a little horny.
“Hey man,” Hoshi holds his hands up in surrender, “I’m not looking for trouble. Besides,” he nods over to the VIP booth, “I’ve got a few security guards that’ll have you on your ass before you can even land a punch.”
Joshua huffs, wrapping his arm around your waist and bringing you flush against him, making it clear that this rockstar needs to stay the fuck away from you.
“Then go and fuck one of them then and leave her alone!”
Now you love that he’s being so protective but he is currently ruining half of the songs on your driving playlist. There is no way you’ll be able to listen to Shadow after this without thinking of the time Joshua told the lead guitar player to go fuck one of his security guards.
“Mmmm,” Hoshi glances back over to the booth and then back at you and Joshua, “I like my men a little better looking, with a little……or a lot,” he steps closer to you both, “more attitude.”
Did he? Is he? He’s surely not flirting with Joshua?
This whole time he’s been staring at Joshua and not you? Oh you’ll never live this down. There’s you thinking you’d be able to tell your grandkids that you’d once been flirted with by one of the great rockstars of your time, like old ladies these days say they once had Mick Jagger buy them a drink in the sixties. Just for that story to end up being, “hey kids, want to hear about the time I lost the love of my life who I didn’t know liked men, to the lead guitarist of Shadow?!”
You’re still in Joshua’s hold, his arm secured around your waist tight, but you do risk a glance behind you and note he's just staring back at Hoshi.
“Cat got your tongue?”
“I’m not gay.” Joshua says bluntly, if not rather gormlessly.
“Neither am I.” Hoshi shrugs, “Doesn’t mean I can’t appreciate a good looking man when I see one.”
What the hell is happening here? It feels very much like they’ve both just forgotten you’re standing in between them. Hoshi has moved just a little closer, his shoes almost touching yours and Joshua’s chest is still plum against your back. And yet you can’t help but feel like a fucking sweaty goosebury.
Joshua hasn’t taken his eyes off Hoshi, his jaw still clenched and yet he’s not said no? He’s not told him to fuck off again. But he is still holding your waist. Which you suppose is a good thing, he can’t run off with the overly attractive rockstar in front of you with you still in his hold.
There’s a weird feeling bubbling in your stomach, one you didn’t know you’d like but is making you feel hotter and hotter as you stand between the two men who seem to be challenging each other to turn away.
There’s worse things to be stuck between than two hot men. Two not hot men for example. And although you’re starting to get just a little pissed off with the fact they’re very clearly in a moment, would you object to being in the middle of them whilst they….got to know each other? No. You wouldn’t. In fact the idea is making your pussy trickle already.
You were ready to strangle the woman in Copenhagen for simply asking for Joshua’s number and yet now you feel like you’re scrolling the smuttier sides of twitter as you imagine Hoshi and him going at it.
“W-well. Thanks. Off you go then.” Joshua tries and fails miserably at sounding unbothered.
“You’re a very hot couple.” Hoshi moves impossibly closer, his feet now either side of yours and thoroughly wedging you between your own personal wet dream.
You don’t answer and neither does Joshua, you both just stare at him, completely in awe of the rockstar.
“Do you both live in Paris?”
You both just dumbly shake your heads, Joshua’s arm still secured around your waist and both of their chests caging you in.
“Holiday?”
You both nod.
“You’re not very talkative.”
You shake your heads again, both of your eyes wide and mouths open. Hoshi laughs at that, clearly enjoying the effect he’s having on you both.
“I’m just gonna get to the point, you’re both fucking hot and I think between the three of us, we could make your holiday one to remember.”
Oh……So……..Wait what?!
“You want to fuck my girlfried?!” Joshua moves you both back slightly, clearly finally coming to his senses.
“I mean,” he shrugs, “who wouldn’t, she’s the most beautiful woman here. But no,” He steps closer, closing the small gap Joshua had made, “we could both fuck her, you could fuck her and I’ll fuck you, jesus I’d even take just watching to be honest. Why touch myself to porn when I could watch a couple like you two fucking?”
This is the fucking twilight zone, it must be. Because there is no way in hell that the world’s most famous rockstar is currently trying to fuck you and Joshua. You don’t do things like this. You’ve spent most of this holiday in museums or hiking. You called your parents all excited a few days ago because you’d bought yourself a Bayeux Tapestry embroidery kit for fuck’s sake. You and Joshua aren’t having a threesome with a rockstar kind of people!
And yet.
Neither of you have currently said no.
“Well?” He smirks.
Well what?! All you and Joshua seem to be able to get out are a series of “er well”s. But again. Neither of you have said no.
“I’m not….you know……”
“Gay. Yeah you mentioned that. Sexuality is just a social construct you know. I prefer the caveman way, you see someone hot, you want them, you have them. If they consent of course, I’m not one of those rockstars.” He smiles down at you reassuringly.
You try to glance at Joshua, not really knowing what to say. You’re intrigued. More than actually. But you don’t want to be the one that says yes and ruin your four year relationship with the man you love. What if he takes it as a sign that you don’t want him anymore? That you want other people because that is certainly not the case.
The idea of watching Hoshi and Joshua do whatever they want to is like something even your wildest fantasies couldn’t have dreamt up and the idea of both of them fucking you? Well you’re not ashamed to say you’d be more than willing to let that happen. But not at the expense of Joshua, he’s your priority and he’s right, he’s never shown any inclination in liking men. Yet the way he was looking at Hoshi suggested he wasn’t totally against it.
“Can you give us a minute?”
“Sure!” Hoshi says like this is the most everyday thing in the world, “I’ll go grab a drink. I’ll be back soon, cuties!” He waves as he wanders into the crowd, acting like the shocked looks he receives when people realise who he is, is totally normal.
Joshua lets go of your waist and runs his hands through his hair, a long breath helping to give him a little extra time to figure out what’s happening.
“Are you ok?”
“I think we should do it.”
You speak in unison but it takes you a few moments to realise what the hell Joshua just said. You thought it would be a hard no and you were ready for that. But he wants to do it? He wants to have a threesome?!
“You want to?!”
“I thought you’d say yes!”
“I-I,” you glance around the club, “don’t get me wrong, I’m intrigued but I don’t want this to change us. I don’t want you to hate me if I do something with him. I don’t want you to realise you don’t want me anymore.”
“_____.” He holds your waist and brings you to him, “I love you. I always will. But the way he said it, the idea of sharing you, or exploring something……different, I don’t know. It’s like a once in a lifetime opportunity to live out our wildest fantasies. You wouldn’t be annoyed if I……..”
“No.” You say much too quickly, making Johsua’s eyes widen and a small smirk to brighten his previously worried face.
“Oh you like that idea?” He squeezes your waist and brings you flush against him.
“I’m not against watching you two do whatever you please,” you say nonchalantly.
“You’ve always been a bad influence, it was your fault that the security guard caught me on my knees in the library that time.”
“I don’t know what you mean.” you giggle.
“I think we need ground rules. We say as soon as something feels uncomfortable and neither of us exchange numbers with him afterwards, this is a one time thing and we go back to our normal lives after it.”
“Excellent rules Mr Hong, I concur.”
“Deal.”
You shake hands on it before Joshua pulls you in for a quick kiss.
“Is this a good kiss or a bad kiss?”
You pull apart to find Hoshi leaning against a table and eyeing you both quizzically.
“A good one.” You smile, taking Joshua’s hand in yours.
“Yeah? Then call me Soonyoung.” He moves to nestle himself in between you and makes you both walk with him towards the exit of the club. “And your names?”
You both sheepishly give him your names, a little bemused at how fast this is happening and the fact he’s introducing himself like he’s a new friend or something and not some man you’ve found in a club to have a threesome with. But you head out of the exit and into a waiting blacked out Mercedes, Soonyoung making sure you’re sitting in the middle of the backseat with him and Joshua either side of you.
The tension is palpable, your heart hammering at a rate you’ve never known before and yet all you really want to do is squeal like a little girl who’s excited that Santa's been. Because one thing is for sure, you’ve left that club with two of the hottest men in Paris and you’ll be damned if you’re not going to take advantage of that.
“Shouldn’t, fuck,” you gasp into Soonyoung’s mouth as Joshua sucks another mark onto your neck, “we wait until we’re in your room?”
“Babe,” he pulls back frowning, as Joshua bites your ear lobe and makes your body jolt, “I have a suite, this isn’t amateur hour.” You roll your eyes as you feel Joshua huff out a laugh against your skin.
“I’m just saying, what if……..”
And just like that, the elevator bongs and someone you recognise walks in. Joshua jumps and moves back like he’s not just been devouring your neck but Soonyoung doesn’t let go, he’s still holding your hips and keeping you close to him.
It hits you again that this is Hoshi from Shadow and not some random guy, because you almost faint when you notice Dino enter the elevator. He’s your favourite member of the group and very much on your list of people you’re allowed to fuck if you ever met them. The trouble with those lists between couples is that you never think it’s going to happen. That you’ll never meet these celebrities that theoretically you’re allowed a hall pass to fuck. But now it's happened and you note Joshua giving you a very pointed look, you can’t help but hold back a giggle.
“Dude I swear to fucking god if you don’t just go and talk to her! I’m sick of this moping around!”
“Oh that’s easy for you to say!” Dino glances between you and Joshua, both of you now standing pretty awkwardly, you still in Soonyoung’s hold and Joshua stood a couple of steps away, and gives you a small smile, “You wouldn’t get it. She hates me!”
“She doesn’t hate you,” Soonyoung rolls his eyes whilst his fingers trace patterns along your thighs and you desperately try to look unaffected, “you’ve been fawning over each other the whole tour!”
“Then why won’t she answer my texts?! She just disappeared after the concert and now I haven’t heard from her!”
“I don’t fucking know, go ask her!”
Dino scoffs, clearly not convinced. It’s a weird thing to think but you’re a little disappointed your favourite rockstar is seemingly in love. But you also want to go and scream at whoever the woman is that’s made him so sad, his pouty little face is breaking your heart.
“She hates me.”
“You could try surprising her?”
“What?” Dino’s eyes snap to yours.
“Like something you’d both like? Or something that reminds you of her?”
“OH MY GOD,”
“Now you’ve done it,” Soonyoung snickers, deciding that kissing the marks Joshua had left behind on your neck is a far better use of his time than whatever his bandmate is going on about.
“I need to ring the hotel in Berlin, ask them to make a chocolate cake for when we arrive. Do you think they’ll loan me a hotel room service cart?”
“You mean you wonder if they have room service?” Joshua asks.
“No,” Dino shakes his head as the elevator bongs and you all move to leave, all of the band’s suites seemingly being on the same floor, “I need the actual room service cart.”
Before any of you can ask what the hell he’s talking about, he rushes off down the corridor mumbling something about fingers and how he can’t fall asleep this time.
“Ignore him,” Hoshi holds you close with one arm but pulls Joshua to him by his shirt with the other, “he’s always doing weird shit.” he manages to mumble before he crashes his lips into Joshua’s.
Holy. Fucking. Shit.
You can tell Joshua wasn’t expecting it and that he’s a little apprehensive but you can pinpoint the exact second his brain switches off and lust completely takes over. You watch in awe as their tongues wrestle for domination in one of sloppiest, most disgustingly sexy kisses you’ve ever seen. You don’t even have a chance to feel left out, because both of their hands are all over you as they groan into each other’s mouths. Not that you would feel left out, you’re certain if you just rub your clit for a minute or so whilst you watch those two steal each other’s breaths, you’d have no problem in cumming.
A door closing breaks you out of watching your boyfriend sloppily make out with Soonyoung and you try to catch their attention, but their hands continue to squeeze and grope you and their tongues are still dancing, both of them ignoring you.
“Hey!” You whisper shout, pulling both of them away from each other by their hair, “I thought you had a suite?”
“Fesity, I like it,” Soonyoung smirks, giving you both one last kiss before leading the way to his suite.
Joshua’s arms wrap around your waist as you walk, his lips occasionally pecking your neck.
“Don’t forget, we both say as soon as one of us feel like it’s too much or we want to stop this.” He whispers, so only you can hear.
“I know,”
“I love you _____.”
“I love you too Joshua.”
“Mi Casa es su casa………oh fuck wait, we’re in Paris. Err………voulez-vous coucher avec moi, ce soir?”
You can’t help but roar with laughter at that, much to the delight of your men who are watching you enter the suite.
“I think that may be the only time the Lady Marmalade lyrics have been used properly.” You laugh.
“I aim to please,” he shrugs, throwing his t-shirt off, “now, how do we want this to go down? I really want to taste you but then you look like you’ve got a big dick.”
He says it so bluntly, just how many threesomes has he had?!
“I wouldn’t object to watching you taste her.”
You turn to gawk at Joshua, your body weirdly tingly at the way they’re sort of negotiating things about you, like you’re not even here.
“You like sharing?” Soonyoung smirks, pulling Joshua’s hair and licking a long slow stripe up his neck, neither of them hearing the little moan you let out.
“I just think someone else should get to enjoy how fucking incredible she tastes. ______, take that dress off, show Soonyoung what a pretty pussy you’ve got.”
“Mm,” Soonyoung hums in agreement with Joshua as they both move to take their clothes off, “be a good girl and do as you’re told.”
The fact you’ve not melted on the spot is a fucking miracle. You never imagined Joshua being this into it, or treating you like this in front of someone else.
You glance quickly at Joshua, who smiles a little to tell you it's safe, he's got you like you know he always does and that settles the little bit of fear that had brewed in you at the thought of being naked in front of two men, even if one of them is your boyfriend.
Slowly, you lean behind you to unzip your dress, the fabric suddenly feeling much too hot, almost suffocating. But when it falls to the ground with a soft thud that feels much louder in this silent room, you feel like someone's thrown a bucket of water over you. The way they're both staring at you, watching every little movement as you step out of your dress has your panties absolutely ruined. So you do the only thing you can do with ruined panties in this situation, you drop them to the ground too and throw your bra on the pile of clothes as you walk over to Joshua and Soonyoung.
“Fuck." Soonyoung mutters, eyes wide and tongue wetting his lips.
“Exactly." Joshua eyes you, almost proudly.
Your eyes are drawn downward, your pussy clenching at the sight of both of them, already butt naked and dicks fully hard. You did this. You got both of these Adonises rock hard and ogling you like you're a three course meal. Confidence oozes from you, almost as much as your pussy is oozing, and you walk slowly to the two men, a soft smirk on your lips at how they're both dumbstruck and place yourself on Soonyoung’s huge bed.
“I thought you wanted to see how nice I tasted?" You hum softly, biting your finger in the coquettish way you can muster as you open your legs for both of them to do as they please.
They don't move. They both just stand at the end of the bed, staring at you leaking heat.
"BOYS!”
"Oh shit”
"Fuck,”
They both snap into action.
Joshua crawls up the bed, his cheeks flushed but looking hungry at the sight of you presented for him.
“You good?"
“So good." You beam, taking his cheek in your hand, pulling him close and shoving your tongue down his throat, the familiar feel of his tongue and taste of him bringing a sense of familiarity in this world of chaos you've both stumbled into.
You're too busy sucking on his tongue, enjoying the way his hands grope your tits to realise that Soonyoung has moved onto the bed. It's only when you feel strong hands gripping your thighs and his hot breath against your soaking folds.
"So fucking pretty,”
Joshua takes his tongue out of your mouth, much to your displeasure, you'd been enjoying sucking on his tongue, but what you don't pout for long when he moves closer to your sopping cunt.
"Isn't she?” He kneels next to you with his hand by your side so he's leaning over you with his back to you. You can't see what the fuck he's doing now but you still feel Soonyoung's big hands against your thighs and his hot breath on you.
"She just gets more fucking perfect the more you look," you jump a little, both of them tittering at your reaction, as Joshua spreads you open with two fingers, making sure they can both inspect you properly, “fuck ______ look at wet you are for us. You're making me so proud baby."
Your brain is short circuited, they're both so close to you and you're aching for one of them to do something, but they don't. It's like they're both admiring you, like Joshua is letting this stranger look at one of his most treasured possessions.
"So soft, so wet” Soonyoung mumbles.
Joshua is still parting your folds, allowing Soonyoung to run his fingers through you, smearing your juicy essence all over your pussy. He circles your clit slowly, your thighs twitching unbearably because it's nowhere near enough.
“She's so reactive," Soonyoung whispers, still close enough to you that you can feel his breath.
"She always is, she always pretends to be unaffected but then one glimpse of a dick and she's desperate.”
"Fuck,” Soonyoung chuckles, "you like that ______? You like hearing your boyfriend tell me all your dirty little secrets? Don't try to speak baby, your little clenching hole told me everything I needed to know.”
You couldn't answer even if you wanted to, your eyes can't even focus on the ceiling, you're that dizzy and they've barely done anything.
“Please." You manage to get out.
“Please what?" Joshua snickers, “you want his tongue honey? Do you want me to let this other man have what's mine?"
“Hmm"
“Fuck she's that far gone, she can't even speak."
“Answer me. Do you want me to let Soonyoung eat your tight little cunt?"
“P-please Joshua." He's still got you spread open and Soonyoung’s fingers are just resting near your hole, if they don't do something soon you'll burst into tears.
"If she says to stop, this ends.” Joshua suddenly turns serious.
"I know dude,”
"Please!” You whine, trying to move your pussy closer to Soonyoung's mouth.
"Oh now _____, manners, please. You're embarrassing me with how fucking pathetic you're being.”
You huff, willing yourself to not move but you're so desperate you feel like throwing a fit.
"Can I?”
"Be my guest.”
Joshua's fingers don't leave you and you're not sure if it's to make sure he's keeping you embarrassingly open for Soonyoung, or because by doing this, he has some control over what's happening and can step in if he needs to. Either way, him touching you whilst lips that are foreign to you wrap around your clit and gently suck on your needy bundle of nerves only makes you drip even more.
Soonyoung’s gentle sucks turn firmer the longer he does it and the more he hears your airy, desperate little moans. His tongue licks a long strip from your leaking hole again and again and you hear him at the taste of you.
“Doesn’t she taste fucking incredible?"
“So fucking good," Soonyoung mumbles into, the vibration of his voice against you making you buck your hips into his face.
“Flick her clit with your tongue, she starts whining like a little slut when you do that.”
Holy fuck you don't think you've ever been more wet, you're certain when Soonyoung emerges from between your thighs he's going to look like he's been swimming.
But he does as Joshua says and the effects are instantaneous. You hump Soonyoung's mouth as his tongue flicks your clit again and again, chasing the feeling and the heat it causes to grow in the pit of your stomach.
“See," Joshua chuckles condescendingly, “like clock work. You're leaking all over the sheets _____." He tuts.
You don't respond, unless your every increasing moans could be classed as a response.
“Stick your tongue in her," The hand Joshua had by your side now moves to the back of Soonyoung's head, meaning you now have a full view of what's happening.
And fuck if it's not the most pornographic sight you've ever seen. Your boyfriend spreads your folds with one hand and holds the back of another man's head with the other, more or less forcing him to stick his tongue in your dripping hole.
Soonyoung lets out a muffled moan as you throw your head back in pleasure. His tongue enters you for the first time, plunging in and out of you as you leak all over his face. His nose nudges your clit and because Joshua is shoving his face in your pussy, the pressure is driving you fucking mad.
"You close honey? Gonna cum in his mouth? You look so fucking pretty with his tongue in your cunt _____, doing so fucking good for me.”
Tears trickle down your cheeks as your wetness trickles down your ass and onto the bed. You're so perilously close, Soonyoung's tongue keeps fucking in and out of you and his constant moaning and hands gripping you tighter to more you leak all over, is only drawing you closer to the edge.
“Cum in his fucking mouth _____." Joshua orders through gritted teeth, shoving Soonyoung's head even further into and making you both moan in unison.
You don't disobey him though. Your thighs shake and beg to close around Soonyoung's head as you cum all over his tongue. Not that you can, Soonyoung's hands are like vices on your thighs but it just makes the thrill even greater. Electricity courses through you as you grind down on his face, your pussy smothering him and Joshua making sure he can't move his head, not that he'd want to, so you can ride out your high.
Your hips slow as Soonyoung's tongue finally leaves your clenching hole. He doesn't leave your pussy though, Joshua lets go of his head to revel in the sight of Soonyoung kitten licking all over your pussy, making sure he's not left a single drop of you.
"Wanna taste?” Soonyoung murmurs as he rises up and kneels on the bed, with a wicked smile on his lips.
"Obviously.”
Joshua barely finishes saying it before they pounce on each other, tongues dancing just how they had earlier but now it feels even hungrier. They're sharing the taste of you Soonyoung has on his tongue, moaning pulling each other closer, Soonyoung's hands even coming down to grope your boyfriend’s perfect ass.
You're in horny heaven. Or more likely hell. Nothing this deliciously messed up could happen in heaven. You're already tingling again at the sight of them groping each other, their dicks occasionally bumping into each other as they moan into each other's mouths.
This isn't fair. You need something in your mouth. But which one? There's worse conundrums to have other than which dick do I suck first? But it doesn't make the decision any easier.
You know Joshua. You know every inch of him and you know exactly how to please him. But it's been so long since you've had another man's dick in your mouth that you can't deny you're intrigued to know how he feels in your mouth. They're both big too. Joshua is long, too long you often tell him. Yet Soonyoung is a little smaller but thicker, so thick that you know he'd take your breath away the second he stretched you open.
But what are you even thinking about? It's not a question of choice. This is a threesome. You can have both of them.
With this wicked thought in your mind, you manoeuvre yourself so you're on your elbows with your ass in the air. Neither of them have noticed yet, Joshua is too busy pinching Soonyoung's nipples and enjoying how he whines.
You eye them, deciding which will get your mouth and which will get your hand. Just as you're inwardly debating it, a little drop of precum falls from Soonyoung's dick and that cinches it for you. You want to taste it. And so you do.
“FUCK!"
They both look down as you take Joshua in one hand, slowly pumping his throbbing length, and take Soonyoung's leaking tip into your mouth. You don't give them a chance to assert any dominance, you fist your boyfriend's dick quickly and match the speed of your mouth as you suck on Soonyoung's dick like a woman possessed.
"S-some,” Soonyoung swallows, trying to gather himself, "warning would've been nice FUCK,” he thrusts into your throat a little when play with his balls, "you're a lucky fucking bastard.”
"Hm-mm,” Joshua hums, lost in the way your hand is moving at the speed of light along his aching shaft.
It runs through your mind as to whether you could feasibly fit both of them in your mouth but you're not about to dislodge your jaw because you've been possessed by a smutty devil. And so you settle on fucking your face onto Soonyoung's dick, your tongue flush against the under section of his dick, feeling ever vein and trying to engrain the way this famous rockstar’s dick feels in your mouth.
“Let go of me honey," Joshua manages to grumble out but you just whine around Soonyoung's dick causing him to thrust again and hit the back of your throat.
“You can keep gagging around his dick honey," he pulls your hand away from his dick, “but we are in Paris after all."
What the hell does it matter where the fuck you are, you have a perfect dick in your mouth, you couldn't give a fuck what city you're in.
"What………ahhh I get it, fuck me are you two looking for a permanent third?”
You don't care what they're talking about, you just keep sucking his dick, drool all over yourself and Soonyoung's perfect length.
Joshua's fingers run through your puffy folds and you gag as you jut forward onto Soonyoung's dick, your nose meeting his pubes. You pull him from you against all your better judgement and send daggers to Joshua over your shoulder, much to the delight of Soonyoung.
"I said you didn't need to stop gagging on him baby.”
"What are you doing? You're distracting me.” You glower at him.
"Awwwww does the pouty little princess need to really think hard because she's so cock drunk."
Your daggers are redirected to Soonyoung for that.
“Do you like Sabrina Carpenter?”
"What the fuck does that have to do with anything?”
"Well. She made everyone wild when she did this on stage.”
You don't say anything, your brain isn't working.
"Eiffel tower.” Joshua deadpans like you should know this.
Why are we naming monuments? You wanted to be railed not taught geography.
Soonyoung grabs your cheeks, smushes them together and makes you look at him.
"You're going to choke on me whilst he fucks your perfect pussy from behind. Eiffel Tower.”
Ooooh. Oooooh.
"Oh now you're interested huh?” He smirks down at you, squeezing your cheeks whilst you nod dumbly. "Get back to it,” he guides you down to his dick and lets go of your cheeks, shoving his dick straight back down your throat and making your eyes roll back.
You convulse around it when Joshua gives you no warning and rams his dick into you, making you scream around Soonyoung's dick. Or attempt to anyway.
"You think you'd be used to your boyfriend's big dick _____,” he grabs your hair in his fist and starts to rock his hips a little so his tip hits the back of your throat.
Joshua rutts his hips into you, his dick being swallowed by your greedy pussy and grabs Soonyoung’s shoulders to pull him back into another sloppy kiss.
They hear your moans and gags as they do it, chuckling to each other and smiling as they explore each other's mouths. From the angle they're both at, they're both hitting deeper in your mouth and cunt than anyone ever has. You've never felt more like you're just here for someone's pleasure, both of them thrusting their hips quicker and quicker into you as they preoccupy themselves with each other rather than you.
“Should've," Soonyoung licks into Joshua's mouth, “set up a camera. This would make a far better view than the actual Eiffel tower."
Joshua doesn't answer him, just slams his hips harder into you and grabs the back of Soonyoung's hair then he can deepen the kiss impossibly more.
You're so fucking close again and if the amount of precum that's mixing with your drool is anything to go by, so is Soonyoung.
“Fuck I'm gonna cum,"
“So is she, her hole’s clenching so fucking much." They go back to licking into each other's mouths. “Cum down her throat and she'll probably cum," they snicker to each other like you're nothing more than a vessel for their pleasure.
“She seems the type to beg for cum,"
“She is, when she's not choking on it,"
You can't help it, you cum quicker than you thought you would. Them talking about you like you're not there and how Joshua is clearly loving this, makes you hotter than you ever have been. You moan around Soonyoung's dick, clenching around Joshua so much that he struggles to keep moving. Fucking yourself back onto Joshua, you hungry mouth still keeps sucking and licking Soonyoung's length as you ride yourself through your orgasm.
“I underestimated her. Cum in her mouth Soonyoung," Joshua groans, sucking Soonyoung's tongue as he feels him tense up and cum down your throat.
Soonyoung's hips falter as he sloppily thrusts into your mouth, his white hot cum pouring down your throat and his big dick blocking your airway a little because you can't really move away from them, with both still filling you up.
They finally move away from you and you fall onto the bed, swallowing everything you can as best you can, though some of Soonyoung cum dribbles down your chin anyway.
"Don't make a mess honey,” Joshua leans over you, gathering Soonyoung's cum on his finger and shoving it in your mouth.
You don't think about it, you suck his finger clean and then roll on your back with a groan.
"Oh dear, I think we broke her,”
"I just,” your voice is gravelly, "need a sec.”
"Take all the time you need,” Joshua says softly as he lays beside you, taking one of your nipples into his mouth and sucking gently.
Soonyoung does the same, laying on the other side of you, propped on his elbow and taking your other nipple into his.
"I said I needed a sec!” You complain, though it is half assed because of how incredible it feels to have two mouths on you at once.
"We're trying to soothe you!” Joshua fires back before taking your nipple back into his mouth.
"All it's doing is making me wet again,”
You feel them both smile against your nipples but being the pair of annoying fuckers they seem to be, all they do is start to suck harder.
Joshua is still rock hard beside you, you can feel him against your leg but you open one of your eyes to peer at what's happening when you feel his arm reach across you. He’s slow with it, like he's not sure whether he'll like it, but eventually he takes Soonyoung's semi hard dick in his hand.
“You don't have to," Soonyoung mumbles against you.
“I want to."
His hand gets firmer around his length and he slowly pumps Soonyoung.
“Fuck," you whisper, in awe of your boyfriend giving another man a hand job whilst they both nibble and suck your pebbled nipples.
“I might have to see you two again, see if your handsome boyfriend doesn't get a bit braver next time. He's fucking good with his hands _____."
“I know," you smile proudly.
“You guys ever done anal?"
Both you and Joshua can't help it, Joshua drops your nipple from his mouth as you both fall about laughing at how bluntly he's changed the subject.
"I've fucked her ass, yeah.” Joshua nods, smiling and still slowly pumping Soonyoung's now fully hard dick.
"Wanna really ruin her? May as well use all her holes.”
"Jesus.” You throw your head back on the bed, mind reeling.
“I'll take her ass, then you can feel how fucking perfect her cunt is."
You're not going to recover from this. You only hope this is really happening and it's not just the wettest dream you've ever had.
"Come on lazy,” Joshua pulls you up by your arm, not that you need any help, you're so ready to ruined by them it's almost embarrassing.
"Lube?”
"Fuck, I've not got any.”
"No worries,” Joshua makes you kneel on the bed and grabs your hips to make you spread your legs enough that he can run his length through your sodden folds.
"Very resourceful,” you roll your eyes.
"Thanks,” he pecks your lips before he moves to lay on the bed on his side. “Come here."
You move much too quickly, much to their delight, and Soonyoung follows. He lays on the other side of you, so you're facing him and your back is to Joshua, who's now groping and spreading your ass cheeks, his tip nudging your puckered hole.
“Put it in," you whine as you put your arm around Soonyoung to bring him close to you, his lips against yours but not kissing you.
“You ready?" Joshua asks.
“Yeah." You stare at Soonyoung, your breath mingling as you gaze at each other.
His tip pushes forward, your asshole begrudgingly stretching a little at the tiniest intrusion.
“God," you groan.
Soonyoung’s hands rubs your hip and Joshua's arm is around your waist. You feel caged in and weirdly safe between these two men whose only thought seems to be making you feel good.
Joshua pushes forward just a little more. The stretch is painful but not unbearable. Whenever you've done this in the past he's used his fingers first but going in raw feels different. Not bad. But. New.
“You're taking him so well _____, fuck thank god I saw you both tonight." Soonyoung kisses your forehead but then moves back so his lips are hovering near yours.
“I'm half way in honey, just breath for me,"
You nod, holding Soonyoung a little tighter.
Joshua's hips rock a little more, his dick bullying its way into your ass until eventually he bottoms out. You feel his groin against your ass and his heart hammering against your back.
“Well done _____. Good girl," Joshua kisses your shoulder whilst Soonyoung finally kisses you again.
The kiss is heated, like he's showing you he fucking loves making out with you just as much as he does Joshua. Your tongues swirl and your nails scratch his back as you don't realise you're starting to grind your ass onto Joshua's dick.
“Can I?" Soonyoung disconnects your lips and looks down hungrily at your pussy.
“Yeah," you lift your leg so it's over Soonyoung's hip, giggling a little at how Joshua groans from how the movement makes you clench your ass a little.
Soonyoung's bulbous tip nudges your already abused hole and he pauses once more just to make sure you're ok.
“Fuck me please," you say softly, feeling Joshua's dick twitch from how innocently you said something so filthy.
Soonyoung doesn’t reply, just thrusts forward and breaches your hole with his tip, moving his arm so it's over you and Joshua and making sure you're all as close as you can be as he rocks his hips until he's bottomed out.
You have never felt so full. Full is probably an understatement, you feel like you're attached to them.
"Can we move?” Soonyoung's voice is strained.
"Yes please.” You moan.
They don't waste any time. You're cocooned between them, their huge dicks stretching both of your holes as the both hammer into you. You swear they must be able to feel each other, they're that deep. You're leaking everywhere, the room is filled with moans and groans that drown out the slapping sounds of wet skin.
"Fuck she's incredible,”
"Best,” Joshua hammers into with a particularly hard thrust into your ass, "cunt you'll ever have. Fuck your ass is insane baby.”
You've no idea who's arm you're currently embedding your finger nails into but whoever it is, they're going to have bruises in the shape of them in the morning. You don't know who you are or what you're doing but you do know that you can't last very long.
"Perfect, you're fucking perfect,” Soonyoung babbles as he sucks a harsh mark onto your neck.
"Do you like it honey? Both of us using your pathetic little holes? Letting me let another man use you so easily? Fucking pathetic," he slams into you making you cry out and clench down on Soonyoung.
“Jesus, how does she get tighter!!" He shouts before he bites your neck
“G-gonna cum"
“Already?" Joshua mocks.
“Did you know she was such a slut for dicks?"
“Not for so many."
Their condescending tone tips you over the edge and you clamp down on them both as your body descends to the heavens. Your whole body shakes, your soul leaving your body as you shake in their hold and you squirt all over them and yourself.
"Good fucking girl _____, show Soonyoung everthing you've got."
Is he trying to kill you?! They're dicks hammer into you as more and more spills from you and you writhe in-between them clutching whoever you can to keep yourself connected to this world.
If your ears weren't ringing you'd hear them speaking. But you're so lost in coming down from your own pleasure that you don't know what's happening until they've both pulled out, your body finally done with the pleasure they were giving you, and they roll you onto your back.
You try to blind the ceiling into focus but the view of the ceiling is quickly ruined by their dicks in your face and exhausted smirks on their faces.
“Her face or her tits?"
“Face. She's pretty but even prettier when she's covered in cum."
You lick your lips hungrily, your brain catching up with what they've just said as you watch them jerk themselves off over you.
“Please cum on my face." You croak out.
That's the final straw. Both men kneeling over you shoot sticky ropes of cum all over your face, landing mainly on your cheeks and mouth as you lick it off your lips, desperate to taste them both.
It's a fucking glorious sight, their hot sweaty bodies vibrating in pleasure and more cum than you've ever seen in your life shooting all over your face.
They both groan as the last dribbles leave their bodies, both of them staring in awe at your fucked out expression now adorned with themselves. You lick your lips again, making them both smile and then flop down next to you. Joshua's head on your stomach and Soonyoung's on your thigh as nothing but your ragged breaths fill the room.
"Are you ok honey?” Joshua searches for your hand and holds it tight once he's found it.
"I'm fine.”
"I meant _____,” Joshua scoffs but laughs along with you anyway.
"Sore. But in a good way.”
"You two are fucking incredible.” Soonyoung sits up and crosses his leg then he's facing you both. Joshua gestures to him to lay with him though, so both of their heads are on you, both of them facing you and Soonyoung's back against Joshua. He looks so fucking happy to be the little spoon, that you question where the fucking filthy rockstar has disappeared to.
"I can't believe this has happened.”
"I meant what I said, I'd be down to do this again,”
You and Joshua glance at each other. The words "one time thing" run through your mind.
“This was our last night. We're heading home tomorrow. And we said before this," you watch as Joshua's fingers draw patterns on Soonyoung's stomach, “that we wouldn't get your number or anything. It was just meant to be tonight."
“I get that," Soonyoung leans forward to peck your nipple, “how about I give you both my number. And if you ever find yourself in Korea or at one of our concerts, you give me a call.”
A silent conversation takes place between you and Joshua, though you know you're both on the same page.
"Sounds good to us.” You smile, running your fingers through his hair.
"Perfect. How about we get cleaned up and order room service?”
"I'm not sure they'll still be serving.”
"Perks of being a rockstar,” Soonyoung smiles, "I ask. I get.”
"Don't we know it,” Joshua snickers and kisses Soonyoung's shoulder.
One thing is for certain. You will never forget your last night in Paris.
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