probably gonna remake into a new blog

just wanted you to know you're not in it alone

and also, once your legs have gotten enough rest, you'll be able to climb up again, and emotions aren't like a real staircase, you can fall for 7 straight years and then once you like, stop, the top can be...right there?

my point is you're more resilient than it feels like and some rando on the internet cares about you

this rando on the internet cares about you too man :'-)

ive gone through some deep depressions in the past and its true, they really do better better. but lifes fulla a lotta ups and downs, and sometimes you find yourself back in that pit. just gotta remind yourself that its all temporary, and theres always gonna be things to look forward to, even if you cant see it in the moment

i, for one, am looking forward to the next time i get to pet a cat or feed some of the jays in my yards peanuts. i still havent gotten to hand feed a bird, so theres that to look forward to too