an open letter;
hi guys. this is my first post in a while and probably my last post for a while at the very least. i dropped off the face of tumblr around a month and a half ago because uni started, but iโm gonna be honest - iโm kinda glad i did. i didnโt realise how much time i was here on this app, so much so i literally opened it the moment i woke up, and it was the last thing i closed before i went to bed. i am so grateful for all the people i was able to meet here, all the conversations i was able to have. but iโm afraid this disappearance may become one that is gonna last much longer. the amount of time i used to spend on here has affected me mentally more than i realised - every once in a while nowadays when i open the app, i feel a sense of dread because i feel guilty for not posting, so i close it and pretend tumblr never existed. but i felt like i wanted to give an explanation. so here it is: i may not come back to tumblr ever again, i may come back in a few days. but right now, i donโt feel like being here is the best thing for me, so iโm sorry to say that i will in fact be leaving indefinitely. thank you all for reading, interacting, and being a friend.
here's to a see you later,
ash x
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tagging some moots here;
