the shame of making a connection irl and them being like omg can i have your insta??? snapchat????? and having to be like sorry i live in a gap between two tree roots youre just going to have to normal text me like some kind of animal

being anti ai is making me feel like in going insane. "you asked for thoughts about your characters backstory and i put it into chat gpt for ideas". studies have proven its making people dumber. "i asked ai to generate this meal plan". its causing water shortages where its data centers are built. "ill generate some pictures for the dnd campaign". its spreading misinformation. "meta, generate an image of this guy doing something stupid". its trained off stolen images, writing, video, audio. "i was talking with my snapchat ai-" theres no way to verify what its doing with the information it collects. "youtube is impletmenting ai based age verification". my work has an entire graphics media department and has still put ai generated motivational posters up everywhere. ai playlists. ai facial verification. google ai microsoft ai meta ai snapchat ai. everyone treats it as a novelty. every treats it as a mandatory part of life. am i the only one who sees it? am i paranoid? am i going insane? jesus fucking christ. if i have to hear one more "well at least-" "but it does-" "but you can-" im about to lose it. i shouldnt have to jump through hoops to avoid the evil machine. have you no principles? no goddamn spine? am i the weird one here?

2019 will always be 1 year ago

" You and Lewis were so annoying when you were younger" Martin Brundle confirmed as a twink hater 😔

I love a recurring plot point.

there’s a difference between “just do a little yoga it will cure your depression forever :)” and “going for a run won’t solve your problems but it will make you feel a little better and that’s the first step” but this site seems to treat them as the same thing

Taking care of yourself is still good even if it won’t cure you. Cleaning my room won’t cure my anxiety or make me less lonely but it is a healthier environment to live in.

Becoming a writer is great because now you have a hobby that haunts you whenever you don’t have time to do it

I don't haunt the narrative - the narrative haunts me

what merc is doing to that kid is so fucked up too btw. fast tracked a super license for him (pressure) while he's skipped a feeder series (pressure) and then told him he's filling sir lewis hamilton's shoes (insane amount of pressure) all because toto wants to fulfill his weird kingmaker fantasy that he lost out on with the orange demon a decade ago. there's a damn documentary talking about how great this kid is and his journey to f1 (that no other rookie got) (pressure) on top of that toto's now twerking for the orange demon AGAIN talking about how he wants him on his team but won't say which driver he'd be replacing (PRESSURE) and he lets this drag on for ages. and we're about halfway through the season and this culminates in kimi ending up crying after a bad quali at spa because at the end of the day he's a literal teenager in a sport of experienced legends, under insane amounts of pressure bc everyone hyped him up to be the Next Big Thing and he is. just. a. child. and he has to deal with all this and jesus christ why is everyone acting like all of this was a good idea.

the true elation and dopamine hit I get when I have a friendly random conversation with a stranger in public needs to be studied

okay i know i’m Back On My Bullshit but hear me out: found footage macbeth