got a bad desire

life tip is writing things you want down in a notebook or on a piece of paper so that you can actually look back and realize how far you’ve come every once in a while. manifest friends through a fictional story about the person you want to be. make a five-year-plan on a random page in a notebook you often use. keep your wishlist with you at all times on a little piece of paper to cross things off and be more appreciative overall. physical reminders (literally) carry so much weight and you’ll start noticing it.

it takes great bravery to spend my life on shit no one cares about but i do it. i do it

fuck health issues fr. i should have a little screen that tells me exactly whats wrong and whag to do about it

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

Does anyone know what to do

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

being a kid and hearing adults say stuff like "woah 2011 was 4 years ago haha" didn't really convey the fucking horror of a youtube video crossing my recommended labelled "9 years ago" and it's from 2017. that's not true. 9 years ago is 2010 or something. don't lie.

hate that I was understanding when I should’ve just been a cunt

im bad to argue with because i have jesters blood if you misintepret me i'll just go along with it. when i was a teenager i was trying to explain the concept of the heterosexual default to someone and they were like "so you think everyone should become bisexual?" and i was like. what the hell sure. lets have legally enforced bisexuality. i'll die on a hill for the bit dont fuck with me.

you literally have to unironically listen to some shit like party rock anthem so you don’t kill yourself

google search will bad things happen. google search when will bad things happen. google search likelihood of bad things happening.

i dont wanna play the game in the mobile ad but i guess it's not about what i want