Oh wow your still here?! Thanks for staying, although I don't have anything interesting in my life for you to follow me.
Anyway before I ramble on, let me just recap the events that have happened since I left this tumblr on hiatus (not by choice if I may add lol)
July 2024 I was recruited by GOC Philippines to work as a Customer Service Associate. This is for YouTube Ads, that was an exciting adventure but alas my attention span and disinterest in Marketing did not help at all. Once again I'm unemployed and honestly I'm getting tired and no longer want to look for a job anymore.
If I was asked to make a choice I'd rather just not be here. Did I mention that I finally have a psychiatrist? Heck that is so not cheap. My therapy costs $50 (Php 2,858.00 VAT exempted) per session and I'm also taking mood stabilizers that cost $9 (Php 25.00 VAT exempted) per tab and I'm taking 2 daily! (Tapos may mga mandadaya lang ng PWD ID sa bansang to, ang saya no?)
Add to the fact that 2 weeks in to March I just couldn't force myself to walk for my mental and physical health that I gained 4 lbs just like that & I'm at my heaviest at 69 kg (and I thought 67 kg is my heaviest)
(Wala na ba akong magandang masasabi dito kundi reklamo? Sana naman meron kasi ayoko naman na ganito ko iiwan to.)
I think the good part about my life is I have a supportive family and a boyfriend who can I just thank God that has put up with me for 6 freaking years!
I think that is all I have to say for now, thanks for listening to my ted talk HAHAHA.
