music of the night

you know what i like abt bridge season 2? anthony's worst fear is loving someone and leaving them bereft the way his father did when he died unexpectedly. so he keeps his family at an arms length, he fights his feelings for kate, he proposes to edwina. all so he will never have to make someone mourn him the way his family (especially violet) mourned edmund. and then kate is the one who almost dies. and suddenly he is his mother, which he never considered. and he loses his mind with worry and grief and the second she wakes he proposes, because now he knows why his mother was catatonic. he tasted her pain and knew he couldn't live his life without kathani sharma.

sometimes I almost forget slut is a derogatory term. it's so friend shaped to me. I love when things are slutty. I love sluts and slutting it up. it's a cute word. make every day sluttier than your last. sluttttt

the kink bloggers found this post and are putting horny stuff in my notifications but I'm not even mad. the sluts are in the notes of the slut positivity post. all is as it should be.

literally though if you feel like your life is slipping through your fingers and every day goes too fast… try doing hard things, not just taking the easy route, like reading and making art and exercising and cooking a meal from scratch and journaling, doing these things without distraction, without being absorbed on a screen… the time will stretch and you’ll be reminded that life is long and beautiful if you make it so.

ever since I was a little girl I’ve been a bitch