girlzoid

i hate walking into a psych appointment feeling like im gonna get hospitalized

i would seriously recommend family/couples therapy to other schizoids, i think its actually the only kind of therapy ive done thats helpful

why is it when youre suicidal and trying to distract yourself, suddenly everything references suicide???

maybe if i fake cry then i'll fake feel better

i often think ab how someone that interacts with my anon accounts could be really close to me irl and i would never know. like what if ur my neighbor that i've never talked to and we both just have no idea???

i wish i could try friendships/dating with people that know im schizoid and see if that changes anything but i just dont know how

the way people dont hide their emotions infuriates me

i cant look into people's eyes bc it feels like they can tell that i barely pass for human

therapists tend to not take my struggles seriously bc i dont cry

what do you think is the best job for someone with schizoid pd?

everythings boring because im boring

realized the hard way that ive completely outgrown the mask i used to wear. part of me is relieved, the other part is exhausted

"arent you excited?" yes 😐 this is my excited face 😐

my mom keeps bringing up in family therapy how i have no friends as if thats an issue