BackstageEyes

My new blog doesn’t have any writing on it because I’m thinking of starting a separate blog for that in the future so yeah :) 

Christian, Moulin Rouge! 

Darling stars cover my eyes, steal a smell invoking visions, impaled at the edges, you cross, slowly worded losses, heartbeats lonely and displaced, breaking through cages, submerged between judgement and fear, hiding behind clever speech, hiding from a fire, time fleeing suddenly from our hands. 

   m.                             f. Mikhail                    Teodora Amadeus                Lucy Sky Tesla                      Latisha Luka                       Diamonds Clark                       Emma Marin                      Mia Jordan                    Andrea Leo                         Kelly Leon                       Carlie Kenny                     Carry Hunter                    Sallie Michael                   Anna Rafael                     Ela Stefan                     Lana Vukasin                   Audrey Rastko                    Belle Noah                       Asija Simon                     Althea Pavel                      Anastasia Aron                        Hazel Andreas                  Jane Adrian                     Elaine John                        Ellie Aiden                      Phoebe  Ludvig                    Ariel Jesse                     Melody Tyree                      Rita George                   Raven Alexander               Ruby James                    Selena Jack                        Victoria William                    Vanessa Aleksandar              Zoe Andrija                     Ophelia Vasilije                     Jefimija Viktor                       Valerija Vuk                          Аnastasija Despot                     Emilija Damir                       Zorana Josif                         Katarina Jugoslav                  Kruna Konstantin               Lidija Kosta                       Magdalena                  Lazar                       Radmila Marjan                     Suzana Milinko                     Tanja Mihailo                     Una Metodije                   Hristina Ozren                       Nataša Pavle                        Marica Petar                        Simonida Roman                     Nevena Serafim                     Ivana Sergije                      Irena Simeon                     Metallica Tomislav Teodosije Teofan Filotej Hariton Sean Aaron David

In the back of my mind, thoughts synchronised to beats, soft beats clicking irregular patterns, like the ominous sounds of ticking clocks, in an empty hallway, an empty home, tick-tock, tick-tock. In the back of my mind, the music won’t sleep, notes played as haunting sheets of dripping defeats, a puddle of your tears, painted on my wall, rhythmic brush strokes, stuck inside a sudden fall. In the back of my mind, the film is still rolling, the scenes are forever drawing new beginnings, new endings, imagining a safety, the clocks that never stop, the themes to which we rock, sway from side to side, tick-tock, tick-tock. 

Mark Twain

I’m not entirely sure,  I’ll look through the photos for a cure,  to palliate the pressures on my skin,  escape the approaching shark fin.  Its speed is too great, and I’m afraid of its hate,  for a moment my eyes black out,  perhaps an inner voice will shout. I’m always the fool that waits by the door,  opens second chances,  tiring dances,  should I be worried if I’m not entirely sure?

Fyodor Dostoevsky